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Mexican Hairless

Mexican Hairlesses (as in the dog) rule...lol..

About Me

I find that I am in a time of discernment, trying to find my way in this world. Finally in touch with the spirit within and exploring the guidence of this spirit, I find my life in flux. It is a time of uncertainty, a time of confusion, a time of fear and also a time of great excitement. I have spent the majority of my life being someone I was not, hiding from the world as well as myself. Striving to meet the expectations of others, while locking my true self within the prison of my soul. Being that this started when I was a young child it became second nature, a cycle of self destruction.. So, I married, although it was a place of pain, hurt and anger for both of us, I have been blessed with two wonderful children, who have grown into teenagers accepting of their father even when he has a hard time accepting himself

My Interests

Anything spiritual...books....movies...anything that deals with that which resides within. I am also a writer, sort of, as I have had articles published a few times in a local GLBTTQ magazine...of course all of the articles touched on spirituality in some way. All the articles were personal stories of dealing with life and experiences on a spiritual level....allowing our souls to experience all, even that which is difficult.

I'd like to meet:

Everyone and anyone. I am in a committed relationship (and my partner should be committed for being with me..lol) with a person I truely love with all of my heart and soul. He is a man who loves me in all of my insecurities and neurosis. He, along with my children, have taught me the joy of childhood, which I lost along the way. This acceptance scares me as it leads me to drop my defences and open my soul to myself and others. We have been together for over two years and I am learning to be the man I was always meant to be, proud of my heart and soul. My partner has helped me to see the man I am, what I have to offer this world. I am now finding the confidence to be more than I ever thought I could be. With the help of my partner I have found my passion in this world and that is equal rights for all people regardless of what we are in this world. I believe that we can not connect with to many people. The more people we interact with the world becomes a more intimate place and hopefully a more peaceful place...

Music:

My musical tastes are very eclectic. I listen to everything from heavy rock to classical, from Disturbed to Eric Satie. I appreciate anything that speaks to me regardless of the genre.

Heroes:

My hero in life, the one I try to pattern my life after is, the man I consider to be the best father in the world, Homer Simpson...lol. Just kidding my heroes are very simple...my partner and my two sons, they have taught me so much about living...more than I ever thought I could learn

My Blog

Hope

Hope!  What exactely is this thing we call hope?  It is an emotion, a state of being, an idea or a concept?  This is something that was discussed during a course I am taking called "Spi...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:11:00 PST

Intolerance and Acceptance

So, lets start with some background for this one....I live with my two teenage sons and my partner.  My partner and I have been together for almost 3 years and my kids have lived with me for just...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 07:10:00 PST

Fall

Fall is a time of year when kids start back to school, it is back to work for the winter and it seems that all the plants prepare to die in preparation for the winter.  For me this fall has a new...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 08:38:00 PST

We Go On

I learned some amazing, yet obvious things, today.  I was watching an interview with Randy Pauch and learned, or should I say re-learned a number of things I had forgotton.  It is funny as I...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:13:00 PST

The Lies We Tell

I remember growing up, how telling a lie was something I was not supposed to do.  As a good Catholic boy, I knew that telling a lie was a sin.  Looking  back on my life I can see t...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 08:57:00 PST

Mirror, Mirror

If I remember correctly it was Snow White's evil Stepmother who had a magic mirror who answered the question "Who is the fairest one of all?".  I was reminded of this last Friday.  We as a f...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 08:52:00 PST

More Than Words!!!

Saying I love you / Is not the words I want to hear from you /............/What would you say if I took those words away / Then you couldn't make things new / Just by saying I love you / &nb...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:29:00 PST

And The Thunder Rolls

Friday, July 11th 3:00 a.m. I awoke to the sound of thunder filling the room.  As I pulled myself out of a deep sleep I could see the flashes of light beyond the curtains just before another cras...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 09:44:00 PST

That Which Lies Within

"Memories consume / Like opeing the wound / I'm picking me apart again...........I don't want to be the one / The battles always choose / Cause inside I realize / That I'm the one confused / I don't k...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:45:00 PST

Canada Day???

July 1st, Canada Day, the day we celebrate the birth of our nation.  Country many of us call home and many more call  neighbor.  Yesterday myself, my partner, our sons and my paren...
Posted by Mexican Hairless on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 09:15:00 PST