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Paddle Out

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About Me



I AM...
- half FILIPINO, half IRISH. not japanese

my name is SPELLED CORRECTLY,
YOURE just saying it WRONG!
and yes, it was spelled that way for a reason...

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thoughts, dreams, fears, and life click here... *updated 12.08.07*

My Interests


♥ . ♥ . ♥1. yes i work there, no i cant get you discount 2. so are you?

I'd like to meet:


... this boy...

so random guy stares at me as he drives past in his BMW... i want to say... "im not interested in the kind of car you drive... its how you drive your car that will impress me..."

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im a SUCKER for FAST CARS and NICE TRUCKS

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Music:

"...one good thing about music,
is when it hits you feel no pain..."

Movies:

"...your crying made me miss my favorite part..."

Heroes:


^theres a story behind that pic...i quote them... click here...

♥ . ♥ . ♥

My Blog

always...

theres another girl,isnt that always the case,isnt that always what happens.theres always another one,and shes always prettier,always smarter,always more fun to hang out with,always not me.but what el...
Posted by Paddle Out on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 01:14:00 PST

i could have...

things changepeople do toomaybe i shouldbut only for you...may 16, 2004this wasnt written about you,infact it was written long before you,but i havent felt this way about anyone since,until you came a...
Posted by Paddle Out on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 03:04:00 PST

so...

i know that some people notice when i actually update this blog thingy...but who notices when i update my other page?haha does anyone even know where it says i updated the other one,or where the link ...
Posted by Paddle Out on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 06:32:00 PST

here i come when i better go... i say YES when i ought to say NO!

"... i know your friends, and you know mine too,you dont tell on me, i wont tell on you..." "... here i come when i better go,i say YES when i ought to say NO..." why post this video...i'll ...
Posted by Paddle Out on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 05:12:00 PST

post secret...

so every sunday for the past two years, i have read the secrets sent into the website by so many people that i dont know. sometimes i feel like i have a connection with them in some way, simply becaus...
Posted by Paddle Out on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:14:00 PST

only gonna play the fool one time...

speechless thoughts, empty words, uncertainty and mismatched verbs to go along with mismatched feelings with a side of actions to complicate things even more. if the previous line made sense to you, t...
Posted by Paddle Out on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 04:21:00 PST

hahaha so this is funny...

but i dont know what side im on, cause im not full white or full asian...haha im half and half. but either way, made me giggle. ...
Posted by Paddle Out on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 02:34:00 PST

and this... is me...

I know I'm kind of strange To you sometimesDon't always sayWhat's on my mindYou know that I've been hurtBy some guyBut I don't wanna mess up this timeAnd I really really really care And I re...
Posted by Paddle Out on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 03:16:00 PST

NOW DO IT SOME MORE!

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Posted by Paddle Out on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 01:54:00 PST

inanimate addiction...

addiction unlike any other. it hurts to go without. hurts to give it up. hurts to even think about it. though there's a horrible feeling that i get when i give in. its debatable whether giving into or...
Posted by Paddle Out on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 04:15:00 PST