Suicidal Ideation |
I hate life and I want to dieNo one around me seems to care How bad I hurtMaybe I will slit my wristOr tie a stone to my anklesAnd plunge into a riverMaybe I could go take an overdoseShe will ne...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:05:00 GMT |
Can’t go to sleep |
Its 11:31 at night. I am trying to sleep. But I can't. My mind is racing. My thoughts are starting to turn suicidal. You know how I know? I keep thinking about rott...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 06:01:00 GMT |
Invisible Soul |
Crowded mindI can't seem to get to sleepI keep crying my soul is too deepToo broken, afraid that I might breakI can't seem to fight the pain I am afraid it is too lateI am too far goneI can't cl...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 06:12:00 GMT |
Suffocating |
I am suffocating in this darknessSuffocating in this pain that always lingersI feel like the only way to be freeIs to dieI can't live this lie of happinessI am to lost for anyone to save meI have no f...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 06:14:00 GMT |
Still Low |
Today is the worst day that I have had so far. I can't stop crying. I am unemployed and I feel unwanted. Tears just keep falling out of my eyes. I feel like no one understands....
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 12:22:00 GMT |
Broken |
I am broken beyond repair I feel so alone like no one really cares My thoughts turn dark My soul turns cold My blood is bleeding black I never thought that I would be back to this pit of sadness I a...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:17:00 GMT |
Another sleepless night |
So I had another sleepless night because I seriously need a mood stabilizer. Not sleeping could be a bad thing for me. Its like I wake up at one o' clock in the morning and after that I ca...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:43:00 GMT |
I can’t Sleep |
It is almost 11 and I am not even tired. After being depressed I know whats next. Mania!!! Being Manic is what destroyed my life. Being manic made me lose my job. Being manic is what...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:43:00 GMT |
Still feel like shit |
So I thought that everything was better but right now I am feeling depressed. I thought that this was over, but I guess not. With this ilness it is always a battle that s...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:06:00 GMT |
I am back from the loony bin!!! |
I miss everyone. So my job ended up firing me after all. I think that I am going to take immediate action. They had the nerve to fire me while I was at the treatment center.So I fee...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 18:49:00 GMT |
