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miss self destruct

I am here for Friends

About Me

"So the crow spirals down through a collapsed dream and the only sound he makes is...
... Like a concave scream."
The Crow by J. O'Barr

I'm not just Italian. I'm Sicilian. It's a beautiful thing.
I'm a simple kind of girl so I want simplicity. Don't mistake that for shallowness. I'm not shallow just bullshit free.
Drama is for bitches. Keep it out of my face and my house.
Jack Daniels is a better friend then some people ever will be.
I party without being a cheating slut. It's not hard despite popular belief.
My true friends are the people who are always closest to my heart and no one will ever change that.
I don't trust easily, rarely at all, but I am trust worthy.
Art and music make me happy.
Honesty is the best policy. So don't lie to me because I certainly never will to you.
I overanalyze. Get used to it.
I believe in karma. Very, very much so.
I'm not afraid to be assertive and tell you what I think. If you're not interested in constructive honesty don't waste your time. Better yet, don't waste my time.
My boyfriend is better then you. Don't hit on me.

My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Non-judgemental, genuine people. Stalkers suck. Don't be a freak.

Trent Reznor
Nikki Sixx
Tommy Lee
Katherine Moennig
Samuel L. Jackson
Christopher Walken
Jenna Jameson
Angelina Jolie
J. O'Barr
Edgar Allan Poe

Music:

If life had a sountrack they would make the music...
Check them out:
Say Anything
Poe
The Format
The Killers
Rufus Wainwright
Tegan and Sara
Frou Frou
Imogen Heap
Eisley
Umbrellas
Death Cab for Cutie
Ben Folds
Placebo
Metric
Rilo Kiley
The Fray
Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins
The Decemberists
Justin King
Evermore
Dirty Pretty Things
My Morning Jacket
The Daylights
Angels and Airwaves
Lovedrug
Freezepop

Radio Play:
The Cranberries
My Chemical Romance
Panic! At the Disco
Nine Inch Nails

Rob Zombie
Avenged Sevenfold
Depeche Mode
She Wants Revenge
Marilyn Manson
Garbage

Bif Naked
Head Automatica
The Distillers
Mindless Self Indulgence

Butch Walker

Cash is the fuckin' man!!

Movies:


The Breakfast Club
Sin City
Quills
School of Rock
Interview with the Vampire
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Pulp Fiction
Resident Evil

Evil Dead
Indiana Jones
Jaws
Mean Girls
Velvet Goldmine
Donnie Darko
Blade
Spaceballs

House of 1000 Corpses
The Devil's Rejects
Cruel Intentions
Devil's Advocate

The Goonies
The Exorcist
American Beauty

Girl Interrupted
Kill Bill 1 & 2
Nightmare Before Christmas

From Dusk Til Dawn
LOTR trilogy
Re Animator

Nightmare on Elm Street
Halloween
Gia
Original Sin

Television:

The Sopranos

The L Word

X-Files

Nip/Tuck

Law and Order: SVU

One Tree Hill

Books:

How to Make Love Like a Porn Star by Jenna Jameson
The Vagina Monologues by Eve Ensler
Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk
Hannibal by Thomas Harris
Over the Edge by Jonathan Kellerman
Complete Tales and Poems by Edgar Allan Poe
A Winter Haunting by Dan Simmons
Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
Discipline and Punishment: The Birth of the Prison by Michel Foucault
Bloodcurdling Tales of Horror and the Macabre by H.P. Lovecraft
A Kiss of Shadows, A Caress of Twilight, Seduced by Moonlight and A Stroke of Midnight by Laurell K. Hamilton
Metamorphosis by Fraz Kafka
Valley of the Dolls by Jacqueline Susann

Yes, I'm a nerd... Deal with it.

Heroes:

John Nagle. He's what every man should aspire to be. He's also one of the stongest individuals I know and I love him dearly. And of course Dracula. Anyone who forsakes God and all else for love is the sex.

My Blog

You know...

You know what's totally gay?? People who try and tell other people what they're doing is wrong or stupid and posting a bulletin about it. You know what's even more gay then that??? Not being able to d...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:26:00 PST

mid-morning rant

I'm in class and I really should be paying attention... But guess what... I'm not. Who gives a fuck. Anyway... I woke up this morning at 7 to hammers and other loud annoying noises. So since I'm tired...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 07:50:00 PST

dramatics

If you have something to say to me... Say it to ME! I will not be accepting accusations, rants or any other type of assinine bullshit in the form of a comment, picture comment, or message. That's GAY!...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 08:32:00 PST

So yeah...

You really learn who your friends are when it all boils down. I definitely know who mine are. It about give and take... But if you're doing all the taking then you can go fuck yourself. Thanks. PS- T...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 07:34:00 PST

Thoughts...

In response to the current situation... Trust... If I give it to someone, even if it's over something ever so small, and that trust is volated you may as well delete yourself. I'm not saying "go dele...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 06:33:00 PST

When Lolita dies...

I've been accused from time to time of bitching... But if you're smart then you can clearly see that this so called bitching is more of a message of empowerment to people who are often the victims of ...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 03:19:00 PST

the omnipresent skank

Long time, no see homies. I've been on vacation at Ocean City for a bit now... And I've had this one thing that seems to bother me no matter where I go. SKANKS! No matter where I go, no matter who I'm...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:52:00 PST

The deeper side of friendship

What I'm really looking for... This is a secret that most people I know are dying to figure out. What it is that Miss Self Destruct is really looking for... In a "relationship.". And here is it.... I...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 11:50:00 PST

2

Alright... Since myspace is being a douche bag and will not allow me to copy and paste... I'm going to name the blog and person who wrote the comment... And provide my point of view. It's the lesbian ...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 05:11:00 PST

the stuff bitch rock is made of

This is a topic that I am particularly fired up about at the moment. Please forgive any typos because this is product of vigorous typing. Thanks. Fuck you. Lesson One: What the fuck do you guys thin...
Posted by miss self des ruc on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:56:00 PST