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He's my light of faith(RIP Raven)

You can't see the truth, unless you open your eyes

About Me

Hi, my name is Elia. I am 20 years old. I have Cerebral Palsey, and I'm in a wheelchair. I published my first book called, "The Heart Of A Poet", back in September. The site where you can purchase the book is: www.lulu.com/content/1361313. It has taken me about two years to write. I never thought I would be a published author, before starting college. Not too soon after, I wrote and, published my second book called, "The Awakening". The link where you can get it is: www.lulu.com/content/1400558. I've just recently published my third book called, "Untold Secrets". Here's the link where you can purchase it:http://www. lulu. com/content/2204735. I am starting a new book called, "Hanging on to Hope". It probably won't be published until Summer 2009. I'm also working on a story called, Struggling to Find Hope(The Anna Foster Story) I'm planning to publish it this summer. So, yeah, I'm keeping myself busy. I'm hoping to start college in August or, September. I can't wait to start my career as a professional writer. I don't write my poems in stanza form. Through the last two years, I've decided to go my own way. I haven't had any complaints, so far. In fact, it seems to be working really well. My goal in life is to have the power to change the world with my words!!! I don't have a boyfriend. I don't want an internet relationship, those are just a waste of time. I'm a real sweet person, but don't take advantage of that. Before someone sweet talks me, think twice! I spend most of my time on myspace, writing poetry, etc. I've always appreciated the small things in life. However, since part of my life has been taken away from me, I've learned how to appreciate them, even more so. Life has taught me so many lessons in the past year, it's unreal! Anyway, my major in college will be English, of course. I am also a very strong and sentimental person. I find the good in almost everything and everyone. I have very strong values. I get excited very easily. I find comfort doing the simple things in life. I love to laugh, until my stomach hurts. I have a sense of humor, depending on the day, and the mood I find myself in. There are days that get really obsessive, I like to refer to it as being pressitent. Ignorant, stuck up, and lazy people really bug me to the fullest.I have overcome many obsticles in my life. I am still struggling to overcome, my obstiles and fears in life. I have chosen to enjoy what I have in my life. I no longer look for love, because I know that someday it will find me. I'm slowly coming to terms with my disability, and my limitations. I'm a lovable, and caring young woman, who is trying her best at everything, in her life. However,just because I have a disability don't think I'm stupid. I'm just a normal, social young woman, who is trying to figure out her way and succeed in life. My aim sn is getitstarted104 and my yahoo sn is rainsadlove. Hit me up if you would like to chat:) That pretty much covers it! ..THISCRUSH.COM CRUSHTAG
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together. The Five Variable Love Test
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My Interests

Writing poetry, singing, chating, talking on the phone, and hanging out with friends. Poetry

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Music:

Anna Nalick, Mandy Moore, KT Tunstall, and much more!

Movies:

Comedy & Romance

Television:

Lifetime & ABC Family

Books:

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Heroes:

My friends, My mom, Princess Diana & God

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My Blog

"You Outta Know Why"

"You Outta Know Why" You outta know why, you were left on your own. You outta know why, we got up the courage to tell you goodbye. After all the pain you caused, happiness and, laughter had gotten los...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:32:00 PST

"No Longer Your Fool"

I'm no longer your fool I'm no longer Going to play Your foolish game All it does Is drive me insaine I'm no longer  your fool Who believes your lies And, just sits Up and cries I'm no longer y...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 02:52:00 PST

My Life is anything but Ordinary, part II

It's been almost six months, since I graduated. For the first time, I had absolutely nothing to do. I finally was able to do the things, I loved to do. However, I have had life throw me some lessons t...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:46:00 PST

"Alone"

I feel alone I feel like crying I feel like a part of me is dying I feel alone I feel like are my friends are gone I feel like I have no one I feel like my job in this world is done     ...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:28:00 PST

My Life is Anything, but Ordinary

I just turned 19 and, graduated high school two months ago. It took alot of time And determination, to get to where I am today. Do you think it was easy? Think Again. My name is Elia, and this is m...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 04:19:00 PST

"Am I"

Am I the one for you? Am I the one, who will be able To help ease you, When in saddness or pain? Am I the one you really need In order for you to succeed?        &n...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:27:00 PST

"The Only One"

You are my only hope You are the only one Who can pull me through You are the only one Who can ease this pain and sorrow You are the only one Who can make me see A bigger and brighter tomorrow  ...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 03:25:00 PST

"Sometimes"

Sometimes I wish I was no longer here Sometimes I wish my disability Would just disappear Sometimes I wish Sometimes I wish people Wouldn't leave me out in the cold Sometimes I wish I could find som...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 03:38:00 PST

"Fool"

I feel like a fool Why did I fall for the things you do? How could I still be in love with you Why did I let you cause me all this pain? I had feelings for you Which are still too hard to explain You ...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 11:12:00 PST

"In Your Eyes"

In your eyes, I see my life passing by In your eyes, I see me and, what we will someday be In your eyes, I see something that no one else has In your eyes, I feel my fears slowly Begining to fade away...
Posted by He's my light of faith(RIP Raven) on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 05:17:00 PST