tears. |
usually
i cant feel them coming
feel them swarming in my chest
like a swarm of angry bees
buzzing up through my neck
and fillin my head
til it feels like a balloon
gettin ready to burst
&...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:03:00 PST |
hair prayer |
his hands
in my hair
may he leave it
right there
until April
or May
near the nape
of my neck
just below
my left ear
let it stay
where it is,
right there
in my hair
and not go
anywhere
for a year
an...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 03:01:00 PST |
its stange |
I used to wish like anything
that he'd want to spend
every
minute with me.
but now that he's practically
glued himself to my side.
i keepin trippin over him
like he's my siamese twin or some...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:59:00 PST |
I wish.... |
i wish i could drink a magic potion and
srink way down till i was small
enough to fit in his
shirt pocket and live
there tucked near to
his heart listenin
to it beatin in
rhythm with
mine every
min...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:55:00 PST |
Close To Midnight... |
Lyin in bed
gazing up at the
glow-in-the-dark stars
on my ceiling
I'm thinking of you
Lyin in bed
gazing up at your ceiling
maybe thinkin of me.
at this very
moment.
Im thinkking that ...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:51:00 PST |
i`ve got this problem with crying... |
once i start, i cant stop
and what makes it awful is
that if i cry any longer than 5 minutes
(which i always do)
my eyes swell up like a boxers
for at least over night or so
i've tried ice pack...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:46:00 PST |
ugh. life sucks |
ugh.
boys/guys are soo confusing.
one day they like you, next day..
they dont
wth! your just messing with our minds
(you assholes...) haha
sometimes i think i should give up and become and lesbian
wel...
Posted by _xoxo;;<333™ on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 04:01:00 PST |
