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A B o U t M E
My Name is Angela
I pretty much suck at life
But atleast i know i suck! unlike most people
i try my hardest not to disipoint you but chances are i will
its hard for people to mean anything to me
im not a very honest person when it comes to the way i really feel about someone i will say whatever i think you want to hear
the two hardest things for me to say are "I love you" and "I'm Sorry"
my feelings are sometimes quite numb to abuse people
i pretend to NOT care what you think but the thing is i care to much
I cry at the most pointless things and laugh at the most inappropriate times
I get over things pretty quickly or atleast i pretend to
sometimes i can be arrogant as fuck
other times i can be so unsure and so insucure
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im very impatiet so dont make me wait
i hate being told what to do
and hate it when your RIGHT and im WRONG
i play stupid and its often rewarding
im hyper and loud and you probally find me annoying
i push people away when the get to close, cuz im scared they'll find out to much
i fear peoples true intentions
and trust NO ONE
im hella parinaod and worry way to much
i cant be alone in public places and i freak out in crowded areas
im insanely dependent
I could never make it in the real world on my own
i love it how people think they know me when they dont even know the first thing about me
no one really knows me the only way you'll know the real me is if i allow you to know the real me but chances are i'll never open up to you and truely be myself
hmm well
i cant defend myself, im afraid i'll hurt you or i wont hurt you bad enough
im really shy when i first meet someone but once i feel comfortable around you i will most likely freak you out
im a procrastinater i put off things till i cant anymore
The meaner you are, the more i'll like you
I'm Anxious Almost All The Time
im flawfilled with no regrets, thats right im a fuck up and i'd do it all again
i belive in second chances and everyone makes mistakes i dont hold grudges life is to short for all the hate,i also believe nothing stays perfect, everything happens for a reason, and nothings gaurenteed in life
i dont make promises cuz i cant keep them
Im the type of person who will do anything to make you happy even if it means sacraficing my own happiness
i prefer love hate relationships!!!
i change my mind alot and i have a hard time makeing decisions
I dont worry about stupid shit that i cant solve
i dont want things to be perfect , cause that would be boreing
i say the first thing that comes to my mind
im usually attracted to the things people hate about thereselfs
i like to argue even when i know im wrong
im who i want to be, im not myself if i said the shit i wanted to say, did everything i wanted to do and felt comfortable around everyone then i'd be myself but the world wont allow that now will it?
i envey no one i may think your kool but i dont wanna be like you i cant stand jeloause people and whiney little bitches
I'm a bad influence
my second guess is always the right one
i contradict myself
im never on time
i'll probally critisize myself before you get the chance
im not everyone's perfect version of "normal" in fact im like no one else nor do i want to be
i dont judge people on what they do or how they act, i judge on the reasons they do /act that way.
i want what i cant have and when i get it i dont want it
i love... LOVE.... lOvE.. the rain
I say pfft entirely to much
I dont want a Boyfreind i prefer freedom
i usually act all happy WHEN I'M NOT
Im always clueless of what is going on
and i dont take shit from anyone
ANY QUESTONS?R A n D o M F a C t S
I throw tantrums. If I'm uber mad they can get pretty bad
i DONT get attatched and i dont fall in love
I Seize the day because tomorrow I might be dead
I lick cars with my friends hell i lick everything
I have a vivid imagination and exercise it every wakeing second of the day
i have weird dreams
i take long walks at night just to think
"I loveith YOUR pretty face"
i think im obsessed with pokemon
i will go the extra mile to prove you wrong
i like to roll down streets in the early morning YEEEAAAH
i super uber SHY in front of people i dont know
i will always ask before i lick your face lol
i will run if i see someone wearing an eyepatch
i DONT go to the mall on Fridays get over it DONT even ask me
i DONT LIE unless i have a good enough reason & i never have one
i watch 10 movies in a day sometimes
i try to dance and never fail to look like a fool
i take critisizim as a compliment
i DONT wanna bake a cake i prefer the ones already made
I want a deeppink and jet black house with a lime green sidewalk
I want a pimped out skool bus as a car and a job at Mcdonalds
I wanna have a wedding at a burger king play house with tons of strobe lights and naked midgets not to mention hairy fat guys on stilts
IM MOVEING TO DOWN TOWN LONDON when i turn 18
i do random thing to random people im insanely random!
I DONT ever forgive just forget
i cry at lame movies
i have a huge fear of halloween maskes
i have some pretty awesome friends there PERFECT actually
if you get to know me you'll think im a crazy random weird loud BITCH
but if you really get to know me you'll see im not so bad T H e l O v E s
your pretty face
The dresdendolls
being me (becuz im awesome)
those lovely late night walks with that person you wouldnt trade 1,000,000 sour skittles for
cotton candy
bubble wrap (fun)
crackwhores
dave the barbarian
foamy the squirrel
hotels
glow sticks
people who understand you even when you dont say a word
guys
hallucinating
hideing and seeking
horror and comedy movies
invader zim
lollipops
losers
pixie sticks
pop rocks
porn
skittles
stand-up comedy
stoners
strobe lights
techno
weather channel
gummybears (green ones yum)
jelly bellys
neon things
falling to the ground
playing the guitar
Rainbows!!!!!!!!!!!
my oh sooo wonderful friends
eye liner
having the last say in everything
chaos
critisizing people
being critisized
car rides at night
guns
melted icecream
thunder
rain
sunsets
argueing
red rover
glitter
partys
the word snazzy
violence
morbid things
rollarcoasters
inside jokes
freaking people out
spazing out (im really good at it)
randomness
fire
laying in the grass
parks
poetry
ROCKSTAR Von Dutch and MONSTER energy drinks
seeing how pissed off i can make someone
video games
food network
game shows
bathroom partys at skool
playing in the rain
walmart
and anything thats awesomely awesome and kicks massive ass like you!!!!! T H e h A t E s
fake people
people who try to hard to be something there not
liars
cheaters
blackmail
people who give me false hopes
guys who waste my time
people who go out of there way to make my life miserable
my family
people telling me what to do
repeating myself
the goverment
akward silences
people who "think" they know me
the things i fear
people who get jelouse
Cheap beer and wine
sex out of love
being ignored
being labled(although i sometimes lable people)
people who lable themselfs
compliments
rumors
lies
sensitive guys (they just piss me off)
trends
people who put thereselfs in other people business(get a life cunt rags)
people who go around looking for attetion
nice people in general
people who cause drama
sypathey
small spaces
being stared at
forgeting things
and anything else that sucks major ass such as your self hehe j/k!!!