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well here it goes all about me.I studied the martial arts all my life. I have 4 beautiful Children the youngest 16 and the oldest 20. 4 of which are daughters!!!
It's just me and my 16 year old son at home now.
I am twice divorced although my last divorce we are freinds still.My first wife and I well we are working towards being friends.
I love my life. I have a karate schools in McMinnville,I have great kids (although some of them lose thier mind sometime),I work at a job I absolutly love (Spirit Mountain Casino Secuirity Rocks!!),I love where I live, have some of the greatest friends in the world,I have the absoluty best Black belts in the World under my tutaledge.
I LOVE MY LIFE!
My life is busy and complicated and it is'nt easy to keep up with me.
I don't know really how else to describe me.
I love life. I love my kids.
Loyalty is my Number 1 Quality I look for in a person. Whether friend or lover. If you cannot be loyal then you are just not worth much.

MY title in karate is Kancho which literally means in Japanese " Master of the House". I am a 5th degree Black Belt which is a master rank.
I love music and I guess i am a romantic at heart..
So I guess who I am is that guy who loves to be on the move.The guy who crys at the end of Joe Black and The Lake House.The guy who screams at the TV during Wrestling.The guy who has to catch his breath when he sees the view of the sunset over the mountains. The guy who can laugh at himself when he does something silly. The guy that can laugh so hard his stomach hurts and enjoys doing it.I am the guy that likes himself and life.
Here is a summary of my life.
You know I look back at my life and the love I have shared in it and WOW what a ride. I feel I have lead the most incredible life. I owe alot to alot of people for the life I have lead and who I am. The ups and downs , the valleys and platues(sp) its all what life is supposed to be and I have lived it.
First of all there is my grandma who made everything possible. she showed me what unconditional love was. Belive it or not I was not a easy teenager and preteeen I was the devil incarnate..LOL.......
Then there was O'Sensei, the male figure in my life.He taught me how to be a man he taught me how to make a living. Hell by the time I was 14 years old I was having lunch with Chuck Norris,partcipating in some of the biggest martial arts events in the world, and staying in some of the finest 5 star hotels in the world. Its all becuase of O'Sensei.
The Martial Arts world sure has changed since those days.
He also taught me that there are no super humans for I saw my hero fall too. I know the heartbreak of that and the anger that comes with it.
Then there was my first love, Theresa Rizzo,she taught me love, lust, and the darker side of me with emtions like jealousy,anger, hate, and ultimately she taught me to cry.
Then I partied for years at Mr. G's the roughest, toughest, rock and roll bar in Central Florida. I remember O'Sensei coming to visit me there and chuckling at me because he said I would be walking through the bar on a crowded friday night and fists would be thrown narrowly missing my head as I walked by.I was oblivious to them and just a smiling through the crowd.
Of course they didnt always miss and then it was on. The cops wouldnt even come to Mr. G's they wait across the street for the bouncers ( it was only my friend Larry and I that were bouncing) to throw the trash out then come and pick up the trash and take statements.
It was at Mr. G's that I learned about the animal in me. The beast that once unleashed cared for no body or nothing. If you got in the way you got hurt. Of course there were 1 night stands after another back then.. hell I never knew many of their names.
We booked live rock bands for all week I would wake up in the morning on the pool table eat in the oyster bar drink till it was time to work and do it all again.
Then I started letting Jenni in at age 15. It was on again off again relationship. Hell I was living with Tammi most of that time.
Still today although on the other side of the country Tammi is still my bestest friend and I love her very much.
Finally Tammi moved to Mass. Jenni and I got married in the Dojo and O'Sensei performed the ceromony . It was hard to leash the animal up. Jenni an I lived with my Grandma for awhile but Jenni wouldnt get along with her and pulled alot of crap. We moved out and got our own place. We decided to move back into my grandmas'. She was sick and staying at my Aunt's house. The day we were moving in the mortician pulled up looking for my grandma. She has passed away about an hour earlier. We hung around the place for a few years while my Aunt and Uncle played legal games and finally got the land my grandma had intended for me legally away from me. It was long after my Uncle ran me off the land.
I went back to what I always did.. Karate. I started teaching in my own dojo and I started Kickboxing, promoting tournaments, and kickboxing events. It helped leash the animal but it kept me broke and I had a family to support . I didnt do a very good job of that. I didnt spend the time with my wife that I should have. I got all wrappped up in what I was doing and forgot the important things. That ended my marriage eventually.
well that and the fact that Jenni started sleeping around alot!!
Then it happened .God said enough! We got to slow you down boy!! and he did. I had a heart attack. I had a bunch of heart attacks. I was pronounced dead 3 times. I had a heart condtion called Wolff-Parkinson White Syndrome. I remember the day I had one of my heart attacks in a conveinence store.I woke up in the hospital. The sheriffs office showed up and served me divorce papers and a restraining order and supervised visitiation of my children while I was laying in a hospital bed. I had been pronounced dead 2 hours earlier. That was the start of a long battle for the kids which I ended up winning thanks to Frankie some years later.
I started my road to recovery I turned the schools over to Ray and Karl I went to work for a telemarketing company and went to college. I didnt finish college because I ended up with 2 other co-workers taking over the telemarketing company. We were living high on the hog, all the while Jenni trying to bleed every cent from me while still trying to keep the kids from me. We did a half million dollars in sales in 6 months. There was partying, fun, women, and then finally Chantal. She was young, married and probablly one of the best lovers I have ever had. That was one rollercoaster of a ride until we found her husband standing in my kitchen one morning about 3 am. He was a trucker and came home early, SURPRISE! You would think that would end our relationship but no it made it stronger.
One of my best friends from High School, HB and I got a townhouse together. It was a bachelors love nest. We had a computer and discovered the world of Gor.
Then that a beautiful girl from Oregon named Tasch and I fell in love and she came to be with me in Florida within a week she was back on the plane heading back home . We are still close even today. It just wasnt in the cards.
One day the offices were locked down by my partners. I left the company. I kissed Chantal goodbye and I left the state.It wasnt until a few years later it all made sense on how my partners were affording to buy the new cars and houses. That was when the letter from te IRS came stating that I owed the goverment $45,000 dollars for taxes unpaid on the corporation and that wasnt even a third of what was owed.

I moved to Mass. and I lived with Tammi for awhile. I had my first real taste of a New England winter and I loved it!! I really loved being with Tammi again. Then the day came that we both knew would come. I gave her a kiss at the bus station. She smiled and held back the tears. She whispered in my ear. "You always know where home is. I will always be here. I know you have to go and I love you." I boarded the bus and left for Columbus Goergia.
I stayed outside Columbus for about 2 months with my Gorean Brother Sabre Wolf (Rodney). We partied and just laid around his pad living on whatever we killed in woods around his place. It was a simple life. It was partying running in Gor online. It was there that I collared a slave named Tumara online. Soon the time came again. I went to the Bus station in Columbus.I smoked a joint with Sabre gave my bro a hug and off I went. I have never seen Sabre again.
I ended back up in Florida. Jenni picked me up at the Bus station. Jenni, Her currnet boyfriend, and I had a big pow wow. Jenni told her current boyfriend she wanted to get back with me and was choosing me over him. I told her wrong choice and walked out of the house and never looked back.
Well then I went on the road with Ron . We lived in a truck, a 18 wheeler, I saw the whole country. It was then that I flew from Iowa to Oregon. That was september 5,1999 and on that day I moved in with Frankie.
Frankie taught me how to be strong and to never quit. She was able to help me unleash but control what I was most afraid of, the animal inside. But we were better friends than anything else. There was talk of divorce days after we got married but it lasted 5 years. Frankie helped fight for my kids. Eventually we got them all here but Trysta ended back up in Florida.That may be my 1 regret.
I started White Wolf up with the full support of Frankie and her parents. Ray In Florida joined back up with me. We started a flourishing school. It was rocking and making money and supporting us.
Then the downward spiral began. Frankie and I got divorced on our 5th anniversary. I woke up one day and didnt know who I was. I had total amnesia, what happened after that is still a blur but my karate schools ended. I lost everything, my house, my income, everything.
We moved to Sheridan. We kept karate alive by working out in the park but I was very detached and sat around and did nothing. Sensei's Elizabeth and Teresa were now the driving force behind White Wolf. White Wolf would have died without them. They refused to let it die.
At this point my daughter Tammy was supporting us.
Then one day I applied for the job at the casino and just snapped out of the depression.The job at the casino is great. In Decmeber 2006 however Tammy moved out and then it was just me and Bubba at home.
In April 2007 we got a permannet building in Mcminnville for Karate and opened a dojo in Sheridan. The Dojo in Sheridan ran well but weas just too much for me to do with working at the Casino. We had to let it go. But it will be back.we are on a high and climbing.who knows whats next.

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