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About Me

Cold, that's probably the way the outside world would descbibe my attitude, but I am far from cold... I keep people at a distance until I become comfortable enough to let them in. Just like the rest of the world I've been stepped on, pushed aside and left for dead, but that's just how life works. There's a YING and a YANG, GOOD and a BAD to every situation. And you can't have one without the other. Through all the pain and disappointments I've learned to LOVE MYSELF above all else and to never allow anyone to "bleed me dry." Trust is given way too quickly, and we often set ourselves up to be let down. It's really hard not to ignore all the negative, just becuase i want to believe there is GOOD inside everyone. I wish we lived in a world where everyone could get along and there were no hidden agendas, but that's not the case. Nothing ever stays the same, people change just as often as if not more than the weather does. To me being in love is the most amazing feeling anyone could ever feel... but You can't trully LOVE something that has never caused you pain, because love HURTS! It takes you higher than you ever thought possible, just to throw you away in the blink of an eye leaving you breathless, bruised, and wanting to do it all over again. So I just try to take it all with a grain of salt, sleep with one eye opened, and NEVER let the haters bring me down, Just watch the weather change, and NEVER settle for less than you deserve!!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Who do I really want to meet?... Anyone who is genuine, honest, and open minded... Anyone who has an opinion, and stands up for what they believe, without being close minded. Anyone who doesn't blend in. Anyone loyal, intellectual, humble, and FUN! I'd especially like to meet anyone who has better things to do with their time than talk shit and gossip behind people's back while they smile in their face. Basically I want to surround myself with REAL people who will inspire and stimulate me. Most people are incredibly FAKE, SHALLOW, CLOSE MINDED, and UNORIGINAL, who seek acceptance at any cost... We tend to judge people whom we know nothing about based on what our peers want us believe. Every thing you go through in life and everyone you meet is a potential to learn, and better yourself, so if you just take a moment to listen instead of judge, you might learn something.

My Blog

Fear

Don't allow your FEARS to make choices for you... Make choices thatCONFRONT your fears, because hiding behind your insecurities andshortcomings will NEVER get you anywhere and will ALWAYS leave youEMP...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:18:00 GMT

Fast as you can...

Fiona Apple rox my effin sox!!!!!! I let the beast in too soon I don't know how to live Without my hand on his throat I fight him always and still O darling, it's so sweet You think you know ho...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 23:44:00 GMT

I love this song...

I LOVE THIS SONG!!! It's not really relevant to my life right now, but it has been in the past. I loves it!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DECODE ~ ParamoreHow can I decide what's right When you're clouding up my m...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 16:12:00 GMT

randomness... no bitch-ass-ness

losing sight of possibilites... throwing chances away. never knowing how it feels to live for today. selling our souls and giving up dreams. always coming up short, never getting what they're worth. l...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 22:33:00 GMT

Did I make it that easy?

So you're gone and I'm hauntedAnd I bet you are just fine Did I make it that Easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 18:24:00 GMT

out of sight out of mind?

Call me on the phone today Said those words u always say And i cry Gotta figure out what's going on inside this head of mine but ive tryed Going crazy thinking 'bout the way i shouldn't have left it ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:45:00 GMT

This place...

this place is a prison, these people aren't your friends inhaling thrills through $20 bills and the tumblers are drained and then flooded again and again there's guards at the on ramps armed to th...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 20:37:00 GMT

Quotes

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion. Don't take life so serious... It's not like you're getting out alive.If they were stupid enough to walk away, be smart enoug...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 07:03:00 GMT

dreams

Now here you go againYou say you want your freedomWell who am I to keep you downIts only right that you shouldPlay the way you feel itBut listen carefully to the soundOf your lonelinessLike a heartbea...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 12:54:00 GMT

I new me

so for the longest time I've been wasting my time thinking about the past and dwelling on the pain that i felt... Fuck that! What a waste of time! I just thought about it, and there is nothing I can d...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 17:54:00 GMT