started as nothing. |
there are some recent occurences that have brought me up to speed on the way people are, and how the way people function. it has come to my knowledge that some of the people that were once my friends,...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:34:00 PST |
suck me down it's time to rock and roll. |
two people i care so much about are leaving. lala is moving to wales...and jayme is going back to minnesota...we only have so much time here...and ive wasted so much of it already...i might not ever s...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 01:28:00 PST |
it's true |
So close, no matter how farCouldn't be much more from the heartForever trusting who we areAnd nothing else mattersI never opened myself this wayLife is ours, we do it our wayAll these words I jus...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 12:41:00 PST |
i've summed it up...and here it is |
i feel lost...i feel as if i've let everyone down...i feel like a failure...i'm lonely...and i feel so helpless...it's as if i've lost all my morals...all my will to care seems so...absent...everytime...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:01:00 PST |
"Time moves on, come of age, can't hold on, turn the page." |
i sit, day after day, my mind flooded with thoughts of her...i go in and out of wanting to just...give up, and just say "fuck it"...well i have...but...the negative things i say, are rarely true...at ...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 11:26:00 PST |
coming from someone with nothing else to say... |
i feel as if everything i try to say just doesnt make anysense...so...i dont say it...and if it does make sense...i dont anyway, because it doesnt mean anything to anyone but myself...
the different t...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:23:00 PST |
...whatever |
why do i get like this!? fuck! i wish i wasnt scared of what people would say to certain things...i would really like to just...forget so much...but i cant...and i dont want to...i want it to work...i...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 01:58:00 PST |
it's all good |
it's great when things seem to fall back into place...when you realize that no matter what happens, it's all good...acceptance is key...always has been...yea...so not the best thing ive done on here b...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 05:50:00 PST |
fuck it... |
i don't know what to do anymore...i really dont...i dont know whether i should just...give up all hope...or...not give up all hope...or...just sit and wait...or...just lose my fucking mind...any recom...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:04:00 PST |
so here i am again... |
left with my thoughts...and nothing more...no cell phone...fucking...fuck...this is going to suck...tonight...no numbers...no phone...no one to call...i have to stop being online when my dad comes hom...
Posted by Save A Drumset, Bang A Drummer on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 03:52:00 PST |
