Jennifer

i swear i'm not a drama queen, my life just plays out that way.she mistakes butterflies for fairy tales.:. lies for jokes, or is it the other way around? smiles for cries.:. kisses for tokens. sapphire for jade.... notice those are my two favorite shades? sunsets for bargains, glimmerin in the mica fermented oil soaked sand... (sigh my heart aches, TRULY!). train tracks for beaten paths.:. marshmallows for smoke fires.:. moonlighting owls for night crawlin saviors.:. diamonds for false hope.:. tigers for squelched screams.:. stripes for disguise.:. feathers for protection. music for sanity.:::: last one is important DOT DOT DOT . . .WHO AM I? or who would I like to be... when the two merge that will be your answer... until then they run parallel, sometimes overlapping..I am heartfelt, bad ass, kiss no other, shoulder to cry on, legs to walk upon, taking myself everywhere I can, not going to let anything stand in my path-- not even myself (i wish). I am HAPPY, sometimes I'm not. I am growing and I am open to some more insight (though sometimes i think too much myself). I'm a lonely only, who found a family outside my own, but there's always room for more. If you are worthy, creative, motivated and inspired i'd love to hear your story if our paths cross.I would like to find happiness without restrictions or barriers (does that even exist?) I would like to own the answers to the difficult questions like I know them. I would like to find myself and others more reliable. I would LOVE if balance wasn’t always a factor in life I have to watch… THEM DAMN SCALES.I wouldn't like if life were easy, because then I'd never know/ experience the lessons I've learned.I hope life will continue to challenge me and I hope I will be ready when it does (...or go after the right challenge) oooooooooooooooooooo THANK YOU LIFE; HERE I COME...