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Or Get Myspace Comments                    I know that there is a lot of hurt people that have stopped believing and trusting in everything and everyone around themselves, the main one, GOD. I want for people to know that recovery is a process that involves time, dedication, honesty and commitment. I’ll be lying if I tell you that is an easy task when is not. I myself have suffered and have lived through and survived moments in my life where I have been molested as a child, mistreated and abused in every way as a teen and young adulthood, and raped, I have been homeless a couple of times and have lost it all along the way as well, but this is not about pitty or feeling sorry, this is about me telling you that there is a solution to all misery that’s surrouding you. Sitting down, keeping it all inside, and not doing anything is not going to change your life around. In my case the one and only to restore me and guide me afterall was God. I say afterall, because there are times in our lives that we are so blinded by so many things without realizing how close God is to us, that, we just keep seeking what we need in the wrong places, people and things. I used to walk around like I had a chip on my shoulder all the time. I had such a miserable look on my face, that I was not able to walk with my head up high at times, because the guilt and shame inside of me weighted more than anything. Also, among all the problems and defects that I had, I felt that everyone owed me something, that I had to have things my way, otherwise, it was not good enough for me, not acceptable. If someone approached me with a question, I used to give them a nasty attitude; I isolated myself from everything and everyone around me. I used to live life feeling that I was a no one, worthless, full of guilt. If someone was looking at me, right away I assumed other things. I used to live life feeling very insecured about myself and my surroundings. If someone smiled, I wondered why, was they laughing at me? If someone was mad or angry or upset, I sat there and though that it was my fault they felt like that. If someone said something, I though that it was because of me, causing me to isolate myself from everything and everyone. How can one live life this way? Can you really honestly say that you could go on with life like that? When one day you wake up feeling stable, at the top of the world, and the very next day, all you think of is how to leave this world quietly? I believe that if God allowed for me to go through all of these things, is because of a reason, a purpose. Sometimes God calls us, and we listen, but do not submit. The only way He can then obtain our attention is by allowing us to go through certain things in our lives. The love that God have for us it’s so great and big, that sometimes, we even take it for granted without realizing how much we‘re hurting Him, and despite of it all He is more than willing to forgive us at any time. Submitting to the full will of God is the key to freedom. You see, things are not our way, they are God’s way, and sometimes we are so desperate for things to come out the way we want them to, and we take the problem back from God’s hands, and we end up causing damage to ourselves, because we have not submit to the fullest to Him. If we trust Him, then why rush things or take the problem back from His hands? Why not wait on His answer or will? When you submit entirely to God, only then, you will be able to obtain discipline, and from discipline comes obedience and patience among other virtues, and then we will start to see a real change in our lives. A change that can only be obtained through the love of God. Don’t wait a second or third time to be called, and if you recognized and accepted Jesus Christ in your life as your Lord and Savior, or just have decided to reconciled yourself with Him, do so, but don’t let go. This is a battle that is only to be won by those who persevere all the way until the end. If you feel like you have no control in your life because of situations or problems in your life, please, don’t give up. Remember that Jesus Christ died on the cross for us, that includes me, you and everyone else. it is His precious blood cleansing us, it is because of His sacrifice that we have life, because He loves us that much. You will never find a man or a woman or anyone to sacrifice themselves in such way. Turn to God and his word and you will find in it peace, answers, love and salvation. Is not just the matter of reading the Bible, is God letting you know that He loves you no matter what you have done, or been through, He is waiting for you to trust in Him with arms wide open. It is also so important to seek proffesional help if needed, but, by any chance, do not let the enemy corrode your mind with all these negative ideas and feelings. Keep in mind that God loves you no matter what. He sacrificed His only son so that we may repent and have life in Him, you are a precious gem in His eyes, He gave you life, He knows what’s best for you, because that’s how important you are to Him. I want for you to know that you are much more worth than what you think, and that life itself is far greater and bigger than any problem that you might of have. Look back and realize that there are others who have it worse, and with problems and all, they still have that joy in their hearts to trust, believe and obey Jesus Christ. And they are the happiest people ever. My wish: for everyone to come to the Lord, and give God the place that He trully deserves in our lives, and for those who are stranded, please, it’s not too late, God is still calling on people. I would not want for no one to stay behind or to miss out of the love and live that only Jesus Christ is willing to offer. I took that decision and determination to make that happen in my life, and I don’t regret it for one minute. My greatest joy is to see peace, love and acceptance among ourselves, to be more open and willing to help those who really need it. I would like to let everyone know that I am here open for any type of support, help, advice, prayer, or just to get things off the chest. Please, fight to move on with your life, and in everything that you do, do it trusting that God will handle the situation and that in due time He will give you an answer, in His time, not yours. Trust and acknowledge Him in all you do. He made that difference in my life, I am more than sure that He will make it happen for you as well.  Father, I come to your presence, thanking you for the life given to us. I also ask you Father, in the name of Jesus, to please bless and protect each person that visit this page. I don’t kow who they are or what they’re going through, but I ask you in the powerful name of Jesus Christ to please touch their lives in the most unique and special way, so that they may see you more clearly and get to know you and accept your Son our Lord Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior. I ask you to please manifest you rself in a very powerful way, and to please free them from the bondage or chain or slavery of sin, and everything else that may be hindering their walk with you father. I ask you in faith, because you’re a God of love, and does not know how to fail. Please touch the lives of those women that feel suffocated due to the daily routine that they find themselves in. bring some relief in their lives, and please touch the lives of others who for some reason, feel as if no matter what happens , they still think that nothing will change. Please Father. I also ask you to bless and protect those who are out on the street, and have no where to sleep or eat. Have mercy of them and help them. Provide for them what they cannot achieve on their own. Heal those who are physically mentally emotionally and spiritually sick, protect and reveal yourself to those thinging negative, show them the beauty in you, so that they may fall in love with it. And Lord, please, you know all the friends that I have here on myspace, please, take good care of them, protect them and bless them at all times. You know their necessities, their problems their hurt, please take good care of them,bless them, bring healing into their lives, I ask these things from the heart. In the name of Jesus. I pray, AMEN.There are a lot of us in here that could give you the encouragement and help that you might need to make that change in your lives. Like I said, we are all like family in here, there is no competition among us, no jealousy, no gossip. We love to show the love of God to one another in any way possible. I hope and pray that you feel comfortable, because what’s important to me is that you feel accepted and loved by each and every one of us. I thank God that I have met so many beautiful people in here. People that I believe were sent by God. Please feel free to join us. It don’t matter is your situation is domestic violence, rape, child abuse, depression, mental illnesses, addiction, feelings of guild, believe me you will be surprised that you have not been the only one that has been through what you’re probably been throug. GOD BLESS you all. With love, YOLY/ BRIGTHER LIGHT MINISTRIES.
