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About Me

You know with each day that passes by
I pray to god that i dont ever forget who
you are, you mean everything to me
I love you......I pray
You were in my dream before i even knew
that there was a you and me
Now i cant wait to see your smile
when i wake up each day, it makes it worth while
with the kinda love you plant inside,
specially with a heart so empty as mine.
All your soft tenderness is the one thing
that i don't wanna miss.
I pray,
When it's time for me to say goodbye
I'll never forget looking in your eyes,
I pray,
That i feel your touch
And that God doesn't forget in our love,
I pray,
When i close my eyes,
I can still see visions of you on my mind.
I pray,
That i see you in another life,
I pray that you stay by my side.
Everything that you give to me,
Only comes in a fantasy,
It seems like life goes so fast,
But in this time i wanna make it last.
I hate that we live to die,
But only God knows why
We all have a purpose,
And to see you again it'll be worth it.
I wish that i could stop time,
I wish that i could rewind,
To the very begining of every second of my life.
To ask God on my hands and knees,
To never let me forget all my special memories.
See i'm only promised today,
And if it's my time to go,
I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,
So one last time
Let me open my eyes.
To see what my life used to be like.
To love is to share life together, to build
special plans just for two. To work side by side, and then
smile with pride. As one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage, with smiles and sincere
words of praise. To take time to share, to listen and to
care. To tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special, one whom you can
always depend on. To be there through the years, sharing
laughter and tears. As a partner, a love, and a friend.
To love is to make special memories, of moments you love
to recall. Of all the good things, that sharing life
brings. Love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring. And
having all my dreams come true. I've learned the full
meaning of being in-love, by being in love with you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A guy who i can talk to about anything, and he will
tell me HIS problems, and let me help him with them.
A guy that won't just tell me that he loves me, but shows it too.
He'll give me his favorite sweatpants, and he'll know the perfect
time to kiss me, and always find the right things to whisper
in my ear. He'll have deep eyes and a smile that lights
up rooms. We will sit in my car at night and look at the stars,
together. When i get angry, he'll let me beat him up.
he'll do little things that i appreciate so much.

I'll fit perfectly in his arms, and he'll let me use his lap as a pillow.
He won't be scared to cry in front of me, and he'll let me hold him as he cries.
He'll love everything about me, and tell me i'm absolutely perfect.
He'll surprise me, compliment me, and laugh at my jokes even if they aren't funny.
When we're alone together, he'll grab my waist and kiss my neck.
He'll know my favorite color, my favorite song, and
my favorite perfume. He'll remember the first time we kissed.
He'll be mine, to simply hold and love.
We'll be perfect for each other.
We'll be in love, and happy, forever.

My Blog

A million and why

I could write a million words,on a million pages,trying to explain just how much I love you,and still, it would never be enough. I will write a million words,in a million notes to you,trying to win yo...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 22:04:00 GMT

Ramblings...Important

I remember when times were different, you would joke and I would laugh. And I miss those times. The memories are great, but they just aren't enough. In all honesty, sometimes I think that I have these...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:48:00 GMT

Poems....

Hopelessly boundunfetteredby the chains of love's grip- greatest gift,fate's cruelest curse.Wherefore do I weepat knowing the joy,the warmth,at feeling the peace,the fire.Wherefore do I weepunable to ...
Posted by on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 07:59:00 GMT

Failure

Floating a hand's length above a heavy slab of table, a glass orb slowly revolves, light glinting off of its perfectly smooth surface. As the globe spins, a curious and soft light grows within, dim at...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 14:50:00 GMT

Winter nights all feel the same

Walking through the streets, squeezing each others hands tightly just to feel the wrath of each others heat. The days are getting colder...The days are getting shorter...and when I'm at home at night,...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 11:00:00 GMT

Grimmy Bitches

Grimmy bitches hatin' on what's mine. They all want it, cuz it's damn fine. But guess what, they can stay hatin', stayin' wantin' but they'll never get it. Guess why. Cuz that....That's all mine....Ha...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 15:05:00 GMT

The Stars That Rose When i Set Out For You

Grey Skies turn to red.Choking on the bitterness it brings.The Autumn winds blow right through me.So when you shoot, aim straight for the heart ofOctober. I hold my chest as tomorrow bleeds away.Such ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 06:11:00 GMT

Standing Still && December 'til April

"-[[Standing Still]]-"Electric pulses,and flashing lights.We shine through,florescent eyes.Of all i wish i could do....As the sirens ring,and the night screams,I can only hear your breatheIf you say "...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 06:07:00 GMT

Forever Searching (written 7/27/06)

So sad, so true.Life never gives you what youwant, or what you expected to get.All the time searching,hoping to find that one thingthat you'll never really have."True Love." You'll spend countless hou...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 03:30:00 GMT

Just a Moment Of Happiness

Why is it, that i'm so ready, and willing to give everything up for just a moment of happiness, knowing that it could bring a lifetime of pain and suffering?I find myself asking these kinds of questio...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:08:00 GMT