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My Tears Do Not Compromise My Strength!!

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IN LOVING MEMORY OF TWO VERY PRECIOUS PEOPLE WHO HAVE BLESSED MY LIFE... My Mother Edwina Taylor October 13, 1979 &&& My Father-In-LawThomas Anthony Cafone June 4, 2006
God saw you were getting tired, And a cure was not to be,So He put His arms around youAnd whispered, "come to me."With tearful eyes we watched you,And saw you pass away.Although we loved you dearly,We could not make you stay.A golden heart stopped beating,Hard working hands at rest.God broke our hearts to prove to us,He only takes the best
If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane... I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again
A THOUSAND WORDS CAN NOT BRING YOU BACK ...I KNOW BECAUSE I HAVE TRIED A MILLON TEARS CAN NOT BRING YOU BACK I KNOW BECAUSE I HAVE CRIED...
Don't think of them as gone away- their journey's just begun life holds so many facets- this earth is only one.
Just think of them as resting from the sorrow and the fears in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years.
Think how they must be wishing that we could know today how nothing but our sadness can really pass away.
And think of them as living in the hearts of those they have touched... for NOTHING loved is ever lost- THEY WERE LOVED SO MUCH!!
To my Mother & Father-In-Law... You are both FOREVER in my HEART
The BEAUTIFUL && FABULOUSSSS
The TOUGH && SHADYYYY
"LOVE shows in so many ways... Those who LOVE will always see it." "LOVE speaks in so many voices... Those who LOVE will always hear it." "LOVE is for so many reasons... Those who LOVE will never ask why." When two people share a special LOVE it makes their lives richer and brighter every day. When two people trust and confide in each other, it gives both of them a strength they could not find alone. When two people LOVE each other through all the good && bad life can bring, then it's time to celebrate the miracle of such a wonderful, lasting LOVE.
My Babi Bitch!!
tHiS 3 sOme is tHaT 4EvAAA kiNdA lOvEEEEEE
tOOOOO wAsTEd 2 giVe A fuCK!!
VINCENT && RICKY...bRotHerS 4 LiFe...WE aRe taLKing mADDDDD aSSSSS loVEEEEE!!
EVERBODY gRaB a TiTTy!!
mE, CaR && Tii sLeaZZZZZsiDE 06'...lOvEEEE tHeSe biTCHESSSSS!!
I lOvEEEE U VinCenT!!!! Mah BROTHER 4 eVAAA!!
mE & LinDs "LOU"...mY bAbi from sOUth JerZEYYYYY xoxoxoxox!!!
the pARtY gOes oN FoRRRRREvvvA!!!
&&&& eVVVVVVVer!!!! wE STOP wHeN tHe sUn cOmeSSSS UPPPP!!!
Giulio, ME && Jenna...dRUnKen piCTiOnary ANYONE??? OnlY wAy 2 pLaY!!!
BIG Rick && Car...tOUgh as sHIt!!!
MY LIFE && LOVE...
MY HEART && SOUL...
MY BEST FRIEND 4 LIFE!!! From the VERY beginning 2 the BITTER end...IT WILL ALWAYS BE THAT MADDDDD LOVEEEEE THANG !!!
JiLL && BeTH... BLOOD 4EvAAAAAAAAA!!!!
BonEYYYYY && BudGIE!!!
BottOmSSSSSS uP BoneYYYY "M"!!!
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ThiS 1 gOes oUt to THOMAS my "BAD BOY" Clifton Connection!!! ThiS BIRD is 4 YOU BABY!!!

My Interests

I am OUTSPOKEN , OPINIONATED and DETERMINED . I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that. So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash EVERY ounce of BEAUTY I hold within me... You won't succeed !! And if that makes me a BITCH ...so be it!! I EMBRACE the title and am PROUD to bear it!!

I'm from NORTH JERSEY . I curse a lot. I say "YO" . I say it often . I sure as hell DON'T pump my OWN gas. I know what real pizza tastes like...I know that getting a PIE means pizza , NOT apple OR cherry . ALL gOOd nights end at a DINER preferably with CHEESE FRIES . All parties end WITH A FIGHT . IT'S a SUB , NOT A HOAGIE, or worse A GRINDER. I don't go to the beach-I go down the SHORE . And "BOARDWALK BRAWLS" are just part of the ATMOSPHERE . TWO words... "MOTHER FUCKER" && I use that alot TOO ! I JUDGE people by what EXIT they are off the PARKWAY or TURNPIKE . I KNOW 65mph REALLY MEANS 80 . When someone cuts me off, they get the horn && the FINGER & accept it. I'm from NORTH JERSEY && I FUCKING LOVEEEEEEE IT ! ! !

WORDS OF WISDOM
Don't be afraid to be DiFFeRenT. Live your life as BEST as you can. Don't get caught up in gossip, it's the lowest form of communication. Betrayal leaves you with nothing but PAIN && LONELINESS. Conformity is for the weak in spirit && courage; for they ALL rush to be like others. Don't hold grudges; LIFE IS TOO SHORT && it only makes your outlook on life DARKER. Don't worry about things you have NO control over. LOVE with ALL your HEART. Respect your elders... even if you don't ALWAYS agree with them. Treat others as YOU would want to be treated because what GOES AROUND...COMES AROUND. DO THE RIGHT THING. BE CAREFREE. BE COURAGEOUS. BE ENTHUSIASTIC. BE CREATIVE. BE UNIQUE.

Godfather Giulio && Godmother Beth with their PRECIOUS JEWL!!!
My PARTY BUD Giulio!!! Til' the sun comes up!!
Uncle "Danny" && Giulianna!! "DON'T LOOK AT ME!!" NO one makes Dan laugh like Giul!!
This kid soooooooo STOLE my HEART!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Godmothers are guardian angels sent here to earth. They guide their godchildren from the moment of birth. Someone especially to inspire, encourage, and applaud An infant's journey through life with God.

HELLOOOOOO What happened to my two "boys"??? Now they are my "little" MEN!!! My LOVES to the end!!!
YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME!!! I LOVE YOU "MOOCH"!!

"TWO DIFFERENT KINDS OF LOVE"
Once there were two women, who never knew each other. One you do not remember, the other you call Mother. Two different lives shaped to make yours one. One became your guiding star, the other became your sun. The first gave you life, the second taught you to live it. The first gave you a need for love, the second was there to give it. One gave you a nationality, the other gave you a name. One gave you the seed of talent, the other gave you an aim. One gave you emotions, the other calmed your fears. One saw your first sweet smile, the other dried your tears. One gave you up. It was all she could do. The other prayed for a child, and God led her straight to you. And now you ask me through your tears, the age-old question through the years: Heredity or Environment - which are you the product of? Neither my darling, neither, just two different kinds of love.
-Anonymous

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Bow to the QUEEN!!
MADONNA IS A...
WICKED BITCH!!!
I WANT to be the MEAT in that DaVe NaVarO & ToMMy LEE Sandwich!! Thanks Tii♥ for the GREAT pic!! ...&&&... Another CLASSIC from Tii♥Cav...FUCKING HoTTT!!!

Television:

SJP You are...

Books:

ANYTHING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON!!!!!
Reading is... The Fountain To ~~~WISDOM~~~

Heroes:

My Husband Tommy Thank you for showing me what true love is...you ARE the true definition of a MAN!! You are my SOUL MATE & BEST FRIEND!! And the wonder of it ALL...is that you just don't REALIZE how much I LOVE YOU!! I am blessed to have found you!!
My Father Daddy Thank you for giving me your strength and unconditional LOVE!! You have given me more LOVE & SUPPORT through your generous actions than words could EVER express!! You are "The Wind Beneath My Wings"
My Goddaughter Giulianna Thank you for ALL the precious gifts you have given to me in the past two years by just simply being you!! You are my heart my SWEET ANGEL!! I will NEVER let you down my "BEAUTIFUL BABY"!!
My Mother-In-Law "MOM" Thank you for being "MY" Mother for the past 15 years!! You are STRENGHTH personified & the epitome of Patience & Love!!! For ALL you have given and done for me...I THANK & LOVE you!!
&&& Of Course
My Mother MommyI miss you every second of my life!! Thank you for all the wonderful qualities you have passed down to me that make me the woman I am today!! You are the wind on my back guiding me ALWAYS!! You are forever in my heart!! I LOVE YOU!!
My Father-In-LawPoppy I miss you so very much & I still can't believe your gone!! Thank you for teaching me gentleness & humor during tough times!! You treated me as your OWN daughter for the past 15 years & for that I LOVE you!!!...Oh yeah thanks for always laughing at my jokes~~~you ALWAYS understood my sense of humor & I hope you are getting plenty of the "good" cranberry sauce & "real" turkey gravey...share some with my Mom!!
With GREAT THANKS & LOVE to MY SUGAR for creating such beautiful pictures for my hero section!! This woman has been an unconditional friend and the light at the end of my tunnel. She is always there to make me laugh and to make me feel better when I am not feeling so great!! We share many things...a sick twisted sense of humor, great love for our husbands, children & life, being "FREAKS" (yes Matt, Lisa is a FREAK too!!) and the most important thing that brought us together in the first place... our journey to a BABY!!! She says I am an inspiration to her...well my SWEET SUGAR...YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION TO ME!! EAST COAST BITCHES ROCK!!! FRIENDS TILL THE END!!!
The MANY Faces Of... GIULIANNA This is my "Giulianna Montage" I LOVE this little girl more than anything in this world!! I believe God sent her to us because He knew infertility was going to be a part of our lives!! Giulianna has given us so much LOVE & JOY in the past 2 years!! She has filled a void that no other person or thing could fill!! I NEVER knew such LOVE until this precious child came into my life!!! She is a constant source of DAZZLING & AMUSING antics...a ENDLESS source of HOPE!!!
♥Tina♥ THANK YOU for Giulianna!!!
MY SWEET GODDAUGHTER... I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU!!!
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