My "Website" (AKA- Awful Blog): F' All This.
I am a miserable prick. Everything I say or do generally revolves around my drinking and/or my hatred for all things. I have no problem alienating someone and watch them squirm uncomfortably. I absolutely feed off of someones negativity towards me.
I tend to go out and get way too drunk, way too often. This almost always puts me into a potentially dangerous situation which I can only recall if my friends witness it and report it to me the next day. I am a sex addict and hence, a walking time bomb for any and every STD in existence. I am rather shocked I have made it this far in life without my penis being overcome with oozing sores of defeat.
I try to appear as normal as possible during everyday life. Work, family, and when I can manage it... a girl friend. I don't hide my vices all that well since every aforementioned group has long since realized what a maniac I am. I am proud of the fact however, that as bad as I am... I'm worse than I seem.
I have no delusions of myself or my lifestyle. I very earnestly believe I will die young and die hard; and there will be no one to blame but myself. I rather live a short "meaningful" life and enjoy myself than a long, drawn out pile of steaming shit that most people accept as a proper existence.
I call a spade a spade and if you don't like it... go fuck yourself.
