I'll die young & save myself

About Me

Judge me, judge me what you will. It is in human nature; it is among our best emotional protection mechanisms. Judge me to be manipulative, capable of weaving the mistruths & hypocrisies of your typical corrupt preacher. Judge me to be guilty of lust, and let your wrath strike me down with the fury of a thousand oceans. Judge me yet again to be on illicit substances, and may your cutting words change that which I am to be guilty of. You may judge me however you deem fit. However, Judge Anonymous, with your justice that could freeze beer and shift history on a different course according to your self-justifying actions; as you judge me, bear this in mind; what good is judgment if there is none to act as the executioner in this debacle? Indeed, with none to force me to the court, who is to say I'll even hear the charges pressed against me? Yet even better; since when are you on such a high pedestal that suddenly your decision to persecute me will even matter?

My Blog

screaming infidelities

when I held you In love's embracethis desperation never dared show it's ugly facedarling ever since you told methere was another man I haven't been the same guyI haven't been completely saneAll the ti...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 05:02:00 PST

the space in my heart where you used to be is vacant, come back anytime <3

just some casual reflecting... don't mind me. 1. last summer, I met you when I met those guys too. I wish I woulda had a better chance to get to know you. You seem like a real cool person. Oh sure, yo...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 08:48:00 PST

of lovers and heartbreak

i'm gonna dig myself a nice holeprobably'll be as shallow as my soulrunning away is my only way of healingafter you gave me these feelingswhat did I do, what did I saythat made you run and turn awayso...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:55:00 PST

got bored

this is a place I swore never to visit againmy blood burns blue, my thoughts run redme vs me, mutually assured destructiontoday my own doom will be my own constructionsomething outside is getting to m...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:40:00 PST

only the strong survive

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 58% Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 86% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||||||||||| 42% Interdependence ||||||...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 07:26:00 PST

random

it's hard to write about youwhen i've buried my thoughts so longI don't even know what's true(I just know you get me higher than the sky)it's hard to think about thisand these warm thoughts of youwhen...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 08:12:00 PST

well.. today was interesting..

to say the least. Band camp sucked ass, as always. Kris blew me off, like usual. meh. Yeah.. from the last blog, we got things talked out, but it's like.. if we're bestfriends, wtf, why don't you talk...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 08:18:00 PST

Closing the Door

Yeah.. well uh. Today sucked. First off, last night I was playing a badass game I borrowed from Ethan's brother. Civilization 3, it basically rules my life now. But yeah... I stayed up till 2 playing ...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 12:51:00 PST

letting you know im still alive...

most unfortunately for you. I'm doing alright.. just don't have a computer to get online with anymore, really. I've been doing some thinking. It's really made me realize that burning bridges probably ...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 10:51:00 PST

more blah

Basics:Name:JacobDate of Birth:june 16, 1991Birthplace:midland, miCurrent Location:hellhole, miEye Color:green/blueHair Color:blondeHeight:5'11/6'0Heritage:no idea?Piercings:n...
Posted by I'll die young & save myself on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 09:53:00 PST