3.22.07nobody knows my {PAiN} nobody knows how many {TEARS} i cry and nobody can {UNDERSTAND} it...i just wish somedays my {LiFE} would b different or the way it was when {HE} was here cause since i {LOST} u ive been lost {TOO}
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My heros would have to be God first because without him nothing would be possible.....then my family because without them I wouldnt be the beautiful and intelligent young lady that I am today(R.I.P. DADDY)
R.I.P. DADDY
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daddy...i still cant believe that you left me mom the boys and the grandbabies here by ourselves.But im
not mad at you cause i know you are in a better place.And i could sit and ask a
million times why did you leave us but i know every one of those question will remain un-answered so i decided the day you left me that it was just your time to go because
GOD himself was missing his angel.And I know
GOD you uncle lynwood and aunt yvonne are up in HEAVEN looking down on me and watching over me and the family.Its just those
moments i get that i feel you next to me and then i realize that you are not there or the times i wanna
pick up my cell and call you to tell you bout my games or practice and i cant or when i come home at night and expect to
see you sittin in that computer chair knocked out cause you wanted to wait up for me till i got home(lol).And i guess ive been doing good so far but the times i get lonely and want you back i hold in my
tears around mom and them because i dont want them to see me hurting just like they dont want me to see them hurting..but we
all can see each others pain no matter how hard we try to hide it...so i just wait till i get home and stare at the
picture of you on my phone or the computer and then let it all out cause thats all there is left to do.I just wish you were here with me but you cant be and it hurts me more and more everyday...and i know its going to take time to heal all the pain that i have in my heart.And i will
look after mom and the grandkids for you cause they needed you more then i did.And even though i know you knew this im going to keep saying it cause i dont think i told you enough...
DADDY I LOVE YOU AND I AM YOUR BABY GIRL AND ALWAYS WILL BE!!!YOU WILL BE MISSED BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN!!♥
-This is my paryer
Dear Lord,all i ask of you now is to give me the strength to make it threw these hard times of grief, hurt, and pain with my fathers death and everyone else that has passed on in my life.Because the death of my father has taken me to places ive never been before and given me emotions that i thought i wouldnt experience until years from now.Also give me the strength to sustain the pain of the next person to leave this earth that is dear to me. Help me accept the fact that everyone has a time that they must meet Jesus Christ and their time was then.
Also give my family the strength to make it threw our loss because it just seems like we cant do it sometimes. Also help me to live my life as if every second could be my last because now i realize that tomorrow is never promised. I pledge now to no longer wait until tomorrow to kiss hug or say "i love you" to my friends, loved ones, or brothers because they could be taken from me before i get that chance.
Also help everyone i know and love understand that you shouldnt take life for granted.Teach them to love their parents siblings and anyone else as i love mine and let them know that you love them every chance they get.
*~AMEN~*
-inspired by sonia
-R.I.P Daddy, Grandpa Frank, Grandpa Thom, Uncle Lynwood, Aunt Yvonne, Mike Z, Mother Gardner, Coach Scott's brother, Ms Berry, and Nekie's Grandfather...you all will be missed dearly.
