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My name is Allison (with 2 l's), a few people call me alliceinchains (haha) but you can me Alli or whatever =). I have a calico persian cat named Precious she rocks (I have 2 other cats too named Jasmine and Sheba) AND the newest member of our family is a 10 month old calico female pekegnise puppy named Pansy.I love Taking Back Sunday, and race cars <3 haha!.Adam Lazzara's voice puts me to sleep every night. True story.I wear bright bracelets that were so out like yesterday..whatever fuck you. I don't really care.I have 17 piercings (13 in my ears, nose, naval, reverse monroe, and my tongue.)I grew up in a small town.I have 1 brother, Cameron he is 24, he lives in Great Falls, and 2 half sisters Kendra and Rachel that live in Arizona.I have a best friend, she is awesome and we are kindred spirits.I have a lot of bad memories, but I also have a lot of good ones..)I can't sleep with like a TV on, but I can with the washer/dryer on.The bottom halves of my 2 top front teeth are fake.. gross huh!I usually can't sleep at night but I take naps early in the day.I'll never hate you ; Just watch out for my bitch moments.My hair is a 2 different brown and black woot!I don't like to say I love you unless I mean it.I'm always cold, but I like cuddling so it's okay =).When I smile, my whole face lights up.My parentals aren't together anymore.I don't listen to what other people say.I am a hopeless romantic.I can't sleep w/o my teddy bear.I laugh until my stomach hurts.I seem to fuck everything up.I blow big bubbles with gum.I used to dye my hair a lot. I'm obsessed with coffee.I have horrible balance.I'm on the phone a lot.My fav. color is purple. My lucky number is 5.I also have 2 tattoos.I like taking chances.I laugh way too loud.I am 21 years old but still act like a teenager - its cool though.I want a pom. My Beliefs:I believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you cry. I believe in love, arguing, and jamming out by yourself in the car. I believe in having someone tell you that you're beautiful. I believe in swinging on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in second chances. I believe in passion. I believe is sleeping in. I believe in wishing on stars, soul mates, and love that never ends. I..m the kinda girl who can get in the shower, & finally realize there are no towels, I..m the kinda girl you will have crazy memories with, I..m the kinda girl who will burst into tears from laughing so hard, just cause she can, I..m the kinda girl who carrys her emotions on her back,. I..m the kinda girl who will make you remember what we had. yeah ;; I..m that girl. =)Walk like you are the shit, Talk like you know it all, Laugh like you've never laughed before, Love like you wont ever love again, & Live your life like no one can beat you down.Likes:I like to travel but I haven't been anywhere cool really - just Utah, Arizona, Idaho, Wyoming, and other places here in MT.I love me and my friends crazy stories that are even more funny when we reminisce over them.I like being out, but not around a lot of people.I like being around people and things that make me smile and feel good.I like watching the sunset, back roads, and watching the stars.My favorite song is Anthem for tonight by HalifaxI'm always shy, quiet and nervous at first.My favorite band is Hidden in plain viewMy favorite movie is almost famous.Cats are my favorite animal.Music is pretty awesome.I like watching movies.I like taking pictures. Dislikes:I disklike when people walk into my life, and I know they won't always be there.I can't start a conversation with anyone.Many things just seem to get to me.I hate arguing, but I'm good at it.I can't look anyone in the eye.I hate labels and drama.I hate scary movies.I hate being alone.I make mistakes.I hate the dark.I hate heights.I hate snow.I cry. THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING: Falling in love. Hearing my favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths.Giggling. Long convos late at night.The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think. Being in the arms of the one you love. Knowing that someone misses you.Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because youre having too much fun.Fridays.Saying I love you.Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories.Good memories that you think back to and start to smile....... I have a few regrets with some people that aren't in my life anymore so it don't really matter, but still just people I wish I never would of met-  it was just a waste of time. So, to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. You all challenged me to become the person I wanted to be. I am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. No matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. So, thanks. I also love meeting new people so feel free to talk to me, you can contact me at [email protected] or allisonraeeexo on AIM - I am .. a lot. The girl who always looks sad but claims shes fine. The girl who puts sad away messages up everyday. The girl who when she sees you, smiles a half a smile. The girl who always has time to listen to you vent and is willing to give her opinion to help you in anyway that she can. The girl who cares about helping everyone but herself. The girl who cries every night before she goes to sleep. The girl who pretends that she's okay while she's dying inside. The girl who says shes happy for you when you get a new girlfriend while jealousy is raging inside her. The girl who hugs you when you're down but secretly wishes she could hug you forever. The girl who tries to look beautiful even though she knows shes not. The girl who says that she'll always be there for you and means it. That's me...that is the story of my life...

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I'd like to meet:

Anybody =) so feel free to talk to me, *I've already met him* <3 *sigh*Tell me i'm amzaing & why..tickle me even if i say stop, you know i love it. hold my hand. tell me i'm beautiful. tell me i'm the most amazing girl you know. tell me stupid jokes, whatever it takes to make me laugh. let me wear your clothes. do things that make me smile. when i start yelling at you kiss me. kiss my forehead. kiss me in the rain. let me fall asleep in your arms. push me on swings & give me piggy back rides. call me. stay up with me all night on the phone. leave me unexpected notes saying how much i mean to you, & then we pinky promise that we'll be together forever, & i'm holding you to it.&& she'll never be okay, Even though she tries to be, It isn't possible. Everytime she sees you her heart aches, Every time she makes a wish At 11:11 she tries to wish for something Different, but she always ends up Wishing for you. She gets dolled up With her makeup & every hair in place, Trying to be perfect even though She hopes you'll see her weaknesses. Even though you don't. She thinks about you every Second of every day, Every dream she has is about you. She laughs it up with her best friend Pretending not to see you When she does. & most importantly She gives it her all every day. She's crazy about you, And you'll never know it.
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My Blog

Irony of love

"The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 20:00:00 GMT

and another

here's to being lied to. to being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. here's to seeing the best in him. not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. here'...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 03:49:00 GMT

Everything I’ve always meant to say..

here's to all those who used to be his number one. the ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. the ones who made it through that bi...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 19:42:00 GMT

A clean break.

A clean break is easier. You can reset it, and it heals, and you move on, but if you leave things messy, and things don't get put right, then it just hurts, forever. Some things done in an instant ca...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 15:43:00 GMT

Update

I havent written in here for a while so I thought I would. I havent been up to a lot just mainly working and running to Billings a lot which is nice. I might go to Arizona for a while next month to se...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 07:48:00 GMT

Upset

I was just thinking what would I do without Precious - my fuckin girl. I'm so glad she is back. She is the one  and only person I can count on to always be my friend and to be there for me around...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 22:31:00 GMT

Quotes 3

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance,...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 22:25:00 GMT

aweeeeee

sweet hearted girl. 1 - I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you.2 - I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, m...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 09:40:00 GMT

aww

To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that . .- To every girl that has been cheated on because -- shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.- To every girl who wants to be c...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 13:58:00 GMT

quotes 2

Something about the way you looked at memade me think for a moment..that just maybe we're ment to be You know you're in love when you see that someone &your heart flutters, your stomach gets butte...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 13:38:00 GMT