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Raw Rock Kills

in all things look to God

About Me

Starting August 2nd 2006 I will be on a deployment to Kosovo for the Army National Guard that will last 18 months...so yeah...heres the website/listserv i made to keep in thouch while im away, if you want to join just send me your email address http://groups.google.com/group/jbethany Now first and foremost i am a Christian. im not perfect and dont pretend to be. i make mistakes all the time but i try my hardest not to. if you couldnt tell from the picture im an emo-kid. not like the smack myself in the face until i cry and then write a song about it kind of emo-kid. i just like music that has a lot of meaning within the lyrics and touches me personally. thats why most of what i listen to is christian music, not because secular bands are evil, but because the christian ones tend to have more feeling and emotion put into their music. ill listen to all types of music, but screamo is definitely prefered and country is pretty low on the list, but higher than rap. i like to work out and run and all that good stuff. i have to keep in shape because i am in the army and i am proud of what i do. the only reason i made this was because i was pretty bored. right now im just thinking of random crap to put in here. i wear shoes, so thats a good thing. socks when i feel like it. same for underwear. always in jeans, shorts are gay. guys can wear pink and i like to prove that point by doing so. a girls eyes are everything. theres a lot more to me than whats on the surface but i dont let many people see that. actually just talk to me about music and ill get pretty deep on you.
You Are an Emo Rocker!
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. What Kind of Rocker Are You?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Jesse
Birthday: july 17
Birthplace:
Current Location:
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5' 10"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: irish, scottish, german
The Shoes You Wore Today: my black american eagle sneakers
Your Weakness: a girl crying
Your Fears: that i die without making a difference to someone
Your Perfect Pizza: its all perfect if i can eat it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: not dying would be good
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: dang
Your Best Physical Feature: my body i guess...not sure
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: lancaster
Pepsi or Coke: i dont really drink soda, but either is good
McDonalds or Burger King: donalds
Single or Group Dates: single...since thats the whole point
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: i thought they were the same
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: either
Do you Smoke: no, i think its stupid
Do you Swear: try not to
Do you Sing: if thats what you call it
Do you Shower Daily: who doesnt? i try to get in at least 2
Have you Been in Love: i thought
Do you want to go to College: already am
Do you want to get Married: definitely
Do you belive in yourself: heck yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: from what the ladies tell me...
Are you a Health Freak: sort of
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh yeah, especially at night
Do you play an Instrument: not any more
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah my bro is 21 and i try stuff
In the past month have you Smoked: no...once again
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no...thats retarded
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i dont remember, i think so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: oreos are gross
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: fish is gross...and its not cooked
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope, if you dont date, you dont get dumped...i figured that out all by myself
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: way too cold
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nah, havnt seen anything i liked
Ever been Drunk: yes because im not perfect...never again though
Ever been called a Tease: not sure if they were serious...
Ever been Beaten up: never been in a fight, but if i was...i doubt it
Ever Shoplifted: when i was 2
How do you want to Die: well
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: what i am now, except a higher rank
What country would you most like to Visit: france so i can fight someone...i hate france
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green...definitely green
Favourite Hair Color: whatever looks good with green eyes
Short or Long Hair: whatever looks good
Height: shorter than me
Weight: not huge
Best Clothing Style: whatever theyre comfortable in and looks good
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: a lot and im not counting because im tired
Number of Piercings: none...want my lip but dont think i will
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot, but would i go back and change them? no, because theyre what make me who i am now
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.. You scored as Combat Infantry. You're a combat infantry soldier,a grunt, a dogface, a footslogger. While some say your common, you're a really a disciplined person who realizes the importantce of working in a team, and in reality you and your comrades get most of the work done. This country needs more people like you. Your a brave, selfless person. And I salute you.TEN-HUT!!!

Combat Infantry


100%

Officer


94%

Special Ops


88%

Support Gunner


69%

Medic


63%

Engineer


56%

Artillery/Armor


25%

Civilian


0%
Which soldier type are you?
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My Interests

Pretty much anything outside, working out, music

I'd like to meet:

let me know if you want my sn...i talk on aim more than on this crap

Music:

most people probably aren't familiar with it, but i listen to screamo mostly. Bands like underoath, emery, thursday, silverstein, showbread. Also some pretty heavy in your face stuff like Norma Jean, Demon Hunter, As I Lay Dying. I'll always have some slower, softer stuff to even all that out like Copeland, Death Cab for Cutie, Mae, Waking Ashland. I HATE mainstream crap and most of what's played on the radio. There's just no passion in the music anymore and all they want to do is make money

Movies:

i'll watch anything once. if it sucks, i wont watch it again. that makes sense right? Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Garden State are two of my favorites. both are amazing movies. Saving Private Ryan and Dumb and Dumber are just as good

Television:

Nash Bridges is the greatest show of all time

Books:


Your Personality Is
Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!
Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.
You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.
In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.
At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.
With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.
As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.
On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. The Three Question Personality Test
What's your favorite....
Beverage (non-alc) ? gatorade
Birthday: ummm...mine?
Color ? green
Food ? shrimp
Item of clothing ? my norma jean hoodie
Meal of the day ? i eat whenever im hungry, so i dunno
Feature on yourself ? abs
Quality in a guy/girl ? honesty
Phrase ? your mom
Song ? theres way too many
Musical Artist/Band ? see above question
Sport ? soccer or ultimate frisbee
Movie ? eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
TV Show ? viva la bam or nash bridges
Radio Station ? the radio sucks
Type of Chocolate ? milk
Eye Color ? green
Do you/Have you ever....
Have any pets ? yes
Pepsi or Coke: do i pepsi or coke? or have i ever pepsi or coke? either way it makes no sense, but i like both of them
MacDonalds or Burger King: same as the last one
Have any piercings ? no, want to pierce my lip though
Have any tatoos ? no
Cheat on a boyfriend/girlfriend no
Cappuccino or Coffee: whatever
Do you Smoke: no
Gone skinny dipping ? wouldnt you like to know
Been to Europe ? yes
Been to an island ? yes
Had stitches ? yes
Broken any bones ? yes
Been stabbed/shot ? yes...but not like they were trying to kill me
Slept until after 12:00 ? heck yes
Stayed up all night ? heck yes
Do you think you are Attractive: yeah
Hooked up with 2 people in one weekend ? wouldnt you like to know
Turned down a dare ? yeah
Which friend....
Is the funniest ? your mom
Is the prettiest ? your mom
Is the most handsom ? your mom
Is the loudest ? your mom
Is the craziest ? your mom
Is the most shy ? your mom
Is the most loving ? your mom
Is the most understanding ? your mom
Is the most boring ? your mom
Is the richest ? your mom
Is the most athletic ? your mom
Is the most cocky ? your mom
Ever been Drunk: yes
Is the most wordly/cultured ? your mom
Do you look up to the most ? your mom
Do you tell everything to ? your mom
Has the best clothes ? your mom
Has the best house ? your mom
Would you ever....
Eat pizza with chocolate chips ? sounds gross but yeah
Kiss someone of the same sex ? sounds gross and no
Cheat on someone you love ? if you love them why would you cheat?
Run away from home ? already did, i got about 50 feet down the driveway
Lie to your parents ? too late
Lie to your boyfriend/girlfriend ? too late (it wasnt a big lie so dont freak out)
Lie to your best friend ? same as the last one
Give a homeless person money ? all the time
Run from the police ? haha...thats a good story
Bungee jump ? yes
Sky dive ? yes...its called airborne in the army
Cross dress ? too late (it was halloween so dont freak out)
Be an exotic dancer ? i could easily do that
Walk out of a restaurant without paying ? i might not tip, but totally stiffing the bill...nah
Scuba dive ? yes
Go rock climbing ? already have
Go spulunking (caving) ? already have
What do you think of when you hear....
Eminem ? i hate him with a passion
Bologna ? what the heck is it made out of?
Hott ? fire
Orange ? an orange
Real world ? gay
Jack ? no thanks, im not gay
Cucumber ? salad
Hip-Hop ? retarded
Uniform ? army
UniCORN ! ? dude wheres my car
Rainbow ? skittles
Clown ? they scare me
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Heroes:

Those who fight beside me and have fought for me in previous wars.

My Blog

Tears Mean Nothing When I Am Gone

Tears Mean Nothing When I Am Gone how my heart sankwhen your words cut through meand you simply turned awaywithout a tear in your eyeand left me standingamongst abandoned streetsi must be made of...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 08:53:00 PST

A Paper Heart Has No Emotion

I dont think think ill give this one an explanation.  pretty self explanatory i think, anyways id rather people be able to read and figure out what i was talking about or, even better, read and m...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 09:05:00 PST

A tragic end to a flawed hero

I wrote this when i wrote my senior paper on shakespeare's Othello and i was talking about the role of tragedy in Renaissance plays.  anyways, the basic idea is that the hero, through some flaw i...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 12:03:00 PST

The Path of Glory Leads But to the Grave

one of the few poems ive used a rhyme scheme with.  i drew from a lot of different sources for inspiration for this one.         The Path of Glory Leads But to the Grave  ...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 08:36:00 PST

Suicide King

the inspiration for this was the King of Hearts in a deck of cards.  if you look at the card it looks like the king has the sword through his head, thats why it has the nickname of the suicide ki...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 10:21:00 PST

Jack the Ripper was looking for Romance behind the disguise

i was just kind of experimenting with writing the other night.  trying out topics and subjects that i dont normally deal with.  anyway i thought this one was pretty sweet because of the myst...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 10:15:00 PST

The Inevitable End of the Hardened Heart

i havnt gotten any feedback on these but ill keep posting as i write in case someone is actually reading them     The Inevitable End of the Hardened Heart   If only I could use a hammer...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Wed, 21 Dec 2005 09:00:00 PST

Break Myself to Rebuild a Heart

if you've heard of mewithoutYou then you should know that i was trying to capture their lyrical style.  if you havnt heard of mewithoutYou go listen to them, theyre freakin sweet...    ...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 11:55:00 PST

Creating a Song of Lasting Significance

I wrote this trying to sound like the band called the receiving end of sirens.  i think i did a pretty good job of writing the way that they do, their cd is at the bottom of the song so click on ...
Posted by Raw Rock Kills on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 05:30:00 PST