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Self-Reflections I tell myself to be brave and hold it in. But what has that gotten me?A few faded scars and a lot of pent-up frustrations. Some good that does me.I hate to cry. It feels too much like giving up. Quitting is NOT an option.My New Year's resolution is to be happy. I'm tired of being alone. Or at least feeling like I am.I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to hurt myself. I think I need a new emotion.I like reading books because they are an escape. I get so into them, it's like it's my own life. And it feels like somehow their problems are easier to solve than my own. Even if they're not.new year means new beginnings. So why does it feel like someone rewound my life and hit play? I really need a new emotion.Or just a name for whatever this is. Anger? Hate? Sadness? Frustration? Maybe I'm depressed.I feel like I'm in a trance sometimes. Like I'm angry or sad, but I don't even know why. It's extremely frustrating.I just want to be happy like everyone else (or so they pretend). Is that so much to ask?