Hi im Ariel

i hate being ignored. i can be shy. i cant hold a conversation with anyone. Some people don't like me. I'll live. I cant sing. Sometimes i laugh at the wrong things. Many things just seem to get to me. I take what people say about me to heart. I'm not perfect.I'm a huge procrastinator. I hate when people take life for granted. I try to live my life to the fullest. I like to learn new things and figure things out on my own. I like that independent feeling yet i need that feeling of someone else with me in my life. I don't like being alone. My friends are so important to me . Its hard for me to trust some people. If you lose my trust, Its sometimes very difficult to get it back. I don't let my thoughts out a lot or my feelings.. I like to keep them locked up inside until its too late. But i'm trying to change that about myself. I like a challenge. I can be really shy sometimes but i really like to get to know new people. I can also be very crazy at times with the people very close to me in my life. I'm a sucker for a guy that makes me smile. .im extremely indecisive. i usually can't make my mind up on anything, and end up with alot of regrets.I'm usually let down alot by people, or just myself in general. I get hurt by alot of people and am generally mislead by them.I tend to believe that people are out to put me into bad and stressful situations that make me misreable but im realizes its me who cause more of my worries and disapointments i guess. I try not to judge people but i find myself doing it sometimes. Even though many people might think it, I'm not conceded or self-centered at all. There are many things i hate about myself. Many things i want to change about my life. i like being myself though. I don't try to be someone I'm not, I just want to be me. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe in love at first site and fate. I'm one of a kind. The little things in life make me happy. Im love looking at the stars with people alot. Most people don't know me very well. I like change and I do it a lot sometimes. I'm very sweet and have a heart of gold, but if you say anything about me or talk shit I will no longer want anything to do with you. I mean i will still talk to you...but not the same. Just leave all the drama out and we will be fine.
instant messanger: OHSNAPxARIEL
I've gone through some tough times in my life. And that's when i find out who my true friends are. The people who always want to know whats going on in my life and try and help me get though the bad are very important to me. yes my life not all bad. i have many positive things in my life rite now..and I'm happy with that...