empty and scared |
I'm afraid. I feel alone. The weight of the world is definetly taking a toll on me. Funny it almost always happens around this time. He drowned himself in pills. Enough to make him numb. Leaving me da... Posted by on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 23:42:00 GMT |
Tell Me What You Think About What I Think |
I have had many miraculous realizations coming to play in my life and since I've been back from my summer trip they've been happening at a much quicker rate. Over the summer, my time away from Montere... Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 22:40:00 GMT |
BRUTAL |
I'm sitting atop a high wall. The only way to get down is to jump. But which side? The bush are set high and so dense its hard to make what could be lying below their prickled thorns. An internal batt... Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 01:41:00 GMT |
So it’s been a while |
So this growing up thing is kinda hard. Never thought the days would be so slow and I'm sure i fucked up the best thing I ever had. I'm back from outerspace. No matter how much traveling I do, I alway... Posted by on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 15:00:00 GMT |
drinking my *FREE* gin and tonic at the mubuhay lounge at the airport |
So i reach the end of my adventure. There were many unexpected happenings both good and bad. The most important of my trip is meeting my older half brother. My only real connection to the lost of my m... Posted by on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 05:37:00 GMT |
Now on a Lighter Side... You Only Live Once!! |
CRICKET EATING!MORE STILL FRAMES OF MY FOOTAGE ON http://flickr.com/photos/thebeautyweforget/ Posted by on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 00:57:00 GMT |
Something To Think About |
For those who don't know and those who are probably tired of hearing me tell you about my project "Duality". In short, I am here in the Philippines to document and present on stage the story of my exp... Posted by on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 22:17:00 GMT |
Observation |
Observations of Manila:
1) People are extremely nice. "Hello mam." "Thank you mam."
2) I don't have to drive or do chores or wipe my ass if I really wanted to. There are maids here that are paid less ... Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 00:59:00 GMT |
The Philippines Part 1 |
I havent drank a single drunk or smoked a single fag. i tried to pleasure myself but it aint the same. i stopped before i even started. i plan to go the whole month without these simple pleasures i on... Posted by on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 23:57:00 GMT |
Before It's Over |
BEFORE IT'S OVER :1) Win an Academy Award2) Be a Big Fish in a Big Pond and that's called NEW YORK.3) Climbing for Fresh Powder even if it takes all day, just to ride down 3 Minutes of PURE HEAVEN and... Posted by on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 22:32:00 GMT |