~Clandestine~[DF] - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I was born in Germany, but am now living in the North East of England with my husband of 17 years. I have two boys, 15 and 13, which can be a handful at times, but they are the best kids in the world and I would die for them. I've also got three dogs, two cats, two guinea pigs and a bird.
I'm a wild child at heart. I'm a goth, I'm a punk, I'm a mum, I'm a wife but mainly I'm just me. So don't label me.
I always speak my mind. I tried to be nice and diplomatic for the best part of my life and it didn't work for me. So, if you ask for my honest opinion on something, be prepared to recieve it.
If I like you, you will have a friend for life and you can always talk to me and rely on me.
I can be a bitch. If you cross me you will feel my wrath.
If you don't talk to me I will delete you, because I am not here to make anybody's numbers up. If I deleted you or didn't accept your friends request in the first place, it means I don't want to be your friend, so get over it and don't ask me again.
If your profile is set to private, I will not add you, unless you send me a message and tell me a bit about you.
I love music, movies, animals, nature, having a laugh and chatting with my friends.
I hate humanity. Racism, homophobia and bigotry get my blood boiling, so don't try this on me. If you are narrow minded or intolerant, don't ask me to be your friend.
We held hands on the last night on earth
Our mouths filled with dust
We kissed in the fields and under trees
Screaming like dogs
Bleeding dark into the leaves
It was empty on the edge of town
But we knew everyone floated
On the bottom of the river
So we walk through the waste
Where the road curved into the sea
In the shattered seasons lay
In the bitter smell of burning was
On you like a disease
In our cancer of passion you said
"Death is a midnight runner"
The sky had come crashing down
Like the news of an intimate suicide
We picked up the shards
And formed them into shapes of stars
That were like an antique wedding dress
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
As the Ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop
The few insects skidded away
In hopes of a better pastime
I kissed you at the ape of the maelstrom
And asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall
But you made me realise that my ticket wasn't good for two
I rode alone
You said
"The cinders were falling like snow"
There is poetry in despair
And we sang with unrivaled beauty
Bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence
Of blue and grey
Strange we ran down desperate streets
And carved our names in the flesh of the city
The sun has stagnated somewhere
Beyond the rim of the horizon
And darkness is a mystery of curves and line
But still we lay under the emptiness
And drifted slowly outward
And somewhere in the wilderness
We find salvation
Scratched into the earth like a message AFI

My Interests

Music:

AFI, AFI, AFI
Blaqk Audio
Son of Sam
Guns&Roses
Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
White Stripes
Bad Religion
Nightwish
I Am Ghost
Minor Threat
Dropkick Murphys
Nick Cave
The Cure
Social Distortion
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Blondie
Apoptygma Berzerk
Psyclon 9
Joy Division
She Wants Revenge
The Clash
The Smiths
Tiger Army
Morrissey
Horrorpops
Anti-Flag
Lacuna Coil
Caliban
Covenant
System Of A Down
Within Temptation
Bullet for my Valentine
Muse

The Mars Volta
Alkaline Trio
Siouxsie & the Banshees
The Raconteurs
18 Visions
Avenged Sevenfold
Breed 77
Violent Diva
New Model Army
The Killers
Iggy Pop
The Pogues
Dragons
Hunter Revenge
The Cult
The Distillers
Calabrese
Papa Roach
The Libertines
NIN
Rancid
Depeche Mode
Marilyn Manson
Bauhaus
DSI
David Bowie
Combichrist
Placebo
Skinny Puppy
The 69 Eyes
Sisters of Mercy
The Mission
Trivium
The Damned
Black Flag
Billy Talent
Coheed & Cambria
and lots more.

Movies:

The Crow
Interview with the Vampire
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Velvet Goldmine
any Tim Burton
any Johnny Depp
any Jonathan Rhys Meyers
any Gael Garcia Bernal
The Lost Boys
From Dusk Till Dawn
Amores Perros
Tarantino movies
Jim Jarmush movies
off beat movies
world cinema
Live Freaky, Die Freaky

Television:

Scuzz TV

Books:

Anne Rice,
Edgar Allen Poe,
Marion Zimmer Bradley,
Sartre,
Kafka
and others

Heroes:

my husband, my kids and my friends

My Blog

Thoughts

I don't know how to say this. I guess I must start with pointing out that none of you on my friends list is in my mind when I say this....I'm feeling stressed out, downright harrassed again by someon...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 02:09:00 PST

Isnt she a beauty?

There's so much ugliness around, I thought I'd share some pictures of my little girl, playing in the sun...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 01:51:00 PST

CexCells Review in Kerrang, Sept 15 2007 issue

First studio foray for AFI duo's electronic side project (1K)>AFI guitarist Jade Puget and frontman Davey Havok are self-confessed '80s Anglophiles. So it comes as no surprise that for their Blaqk Aud...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:23:00 PST

Blaqk Audio Lyrics

Stiff Kittens We are all still the same dear. I have owned this life forever,I'll always remain.If it's just the same dear, why have you left before "forever"yet returned again?If you show me heaven...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 10:16:00 PST

new friends

I was thinking. Why does everybody set their profile to private these days? What is there to hide? I keep getting only friends requests of people that are hiding who they are. Am I supposed to add the...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:44:00 PST

LE Press Conference

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Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 11:22:00 PST

OM effing G!!!!! dies

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Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 08:46:00 PST

AFI @ Live Earth

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Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 11:32:00 PST

new garden

We had lovely weather at the weekend and we managed to finish the garden...for now. I know some of you wanted to see pics, so here they arexxBoys at workThe finished job My old pondMy new pondNeedless...
Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 04:13:00 PST

Another...

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Posted by ~Clandestine~[DF] on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 05:32:00 PST