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[Jessy El.] (HST) *r.i.p Poppa Dukes ♥*

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About Me


"We exist to exclude."
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I try to make things easy, but always seem to make them harder.
I clean my nails when I'm bored or nervous.
I stutter when I'm around new people.
I always feel like everyone hates me, so I keep to myself.
I am VERY self conscious.
I still have a teddy bear, her name is Yayo.
I use my asshole attitude as a safety block from getting too close to people.
I push everyone close away.
My biggest fear is being alone and forgotten.
My dad and Aunt Tami mean the world to me. Don't EVER Fuck with them. Got it?
And I adore my little brother and sister. kthanks.
My AIM is juiceboxxjessy
"The hand you hold is the hand that holds you down"
“When you love something, every time a bit of it goes, you lose a piece of yourself.”
"Friends and lovers come and go, but I have myself forever"
"There's plenty of ways to die. But you have to figure out a way to live."
"Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great ones make you feel that you, too, can become great."
“I consider skateboarding an art form, a lifestyle and a sport.”-Tony Hawk
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I Love It When You Play Your Boombox
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Kuolema
Hero Among Us
The Kamikaze Space Pilots
Harloe
Dirty Jokes

My Blog

al;skjdfa

i cant do this anymorei cant fight this any longeri cant hold my tonguei cant laugh about thingsi'm not myself anymorei'm not the girl you knewi'm not a prize to havei'm not anythingi lost everything ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:09:00 GMT

Day 9

Well things have been alright. Got my shit dealt with. Now I'm just blah all the time from it, but hopefully that will all be gone soon.Jake's been away recording with his band all weekend, so I've be...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 10:36:00 GMT

Day 3 continued.

Going up to my dad's eventually today. Spending 3 days there, so I won't be on the computer at all. I'll be coming home Wednesday and then Friday Jake leaves for his recording with his band. So if any...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:55:00 GMT

Day 3

Missed a day, but then again things are hectic.Things have been rough still, but I guess I'm trudging through my problems. The big day is tomorrow for those of you that know about what's going on. I'm...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 01:57:00 GMT

Day 1

So I thank DJ for giving me the bright idea to vent to this blog. Because lately, I really have no one else to vent to, and a blog seems to be sufficient. I've been through too much to even comprehend...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 13:09:00 GMT

20 people (re-done)

Guess who you are?Mind you this is in no particular order :]1) We used to be wicked tight. Best of friends, inseperable at best. I miss those days, the so fucking cool dance, and all that jazz. I stil...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:40:00 GMT

The Devil and her Diamonds

I had a dream the other nightand in this dream there was you and the devil in a house that was not either'sand i was visiting you both thereand the devil and i were best friendswe smiled and joked and...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 17:49:00 GMT

Fuck Roses.

I honestly can never get anything right can I? I think I find a nice boy, no, he's a liar, a fake, a player. I think I finally got my life straightend out, nopeeeeee!!!! everything get's fucked up aga...
Posted by on Mon, 28 May 2007 01:49:00 GMT