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About Me

I AM :
Loxxy. Elizabeth.
Stephen Bradley's.
Loud. Musical. Smart.
Loving. Caring. Friendly.
Strong. Weak. Confusing. Contradictory.
Easily Amused. Eager To Please.
Loved. Wanted. Life Changing.
I'M NOT :
Afraid. Bitter.
Rude. A Pushover.
A Quitter. Average.
Enough. A Bad Influence.
Christian. Atheist.
Perfect. Beautiful. Super Skinny.
Stupid. Your Rag doll. Cool Tempered.
Laid Back. Mellow. What You Want.
Wanna Talk?
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HYPOCRITE:
1. a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.
I know quite a few of these.
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This is my boy, and this used to be what we did.
We've always had an attraction to each other like bees to honey, but we've never fully understood it til now.
How deeply our love really goes...I swear it's bottomless.
He knows how I feel by looking in my eyes. He knows if I'm sad or if I'm happy and I really never have to say a word.
I probably sound selfish saying all the things he does for me, but I've never had someone who genuinely cared about me, for me.
Yeah, we say stupid and hurtful things but please tell me, who hasn't?
Our ability to get past stupidity such as that only proves to me how great of a thing I really have with this man.
I can only hope to make him feel half of what he does for me.
He's been my light through the darkness of losing my dad, and he's never left me since.
And I know, he never will.
I love Stephen Bradley, and I don't care who knows it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Justin Pierre [I TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONEEEEE!!!!! ILY LILY!!!!!]

My Blog

Poop stinks....BAD

Bandit pooped and it stinks. Sorry for the title.I have decided that I might as well do meth for the rest of my life and live on the streets because there is no freaking point in living at all.Just ki...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 21:04:00 GMT

Fuck.

I'm not quite sure if this is my medicine making me crazy or not but god this past week has sucked.Nothing wants to work in my favor.Nobody wants to help it work out.Ugh.I want school to be over.I wan...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 13:34:00 GMT

"I Want A Life That Is Mine" -Memoirs Of A Geisha

You think you're being caring.You think yelling at me shows that you're worried.You think telling me what to do is your job.You think saying whatever you think is the right thing to do.You think laugh...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:11:00 GMT

Boo Bear <3

                      Stephen BradleyI love this boy.He's my sunshine in the storm.He's the smile in the dark.He's my ro...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:21:00 GMT

My Very Best Friend Wrote This

This is where my heart is.The scars remind us that the past is real.Without the reminders the past can seem as if a dream.I smile when its not okay and the pain is hurting me.Catch me.I'm falling apar...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:32:00 GMT

So Cry Me A Fucking River, BITCH.

I fucking hate this.I hate fighting with people I love.I hate crying.I hate puking.I hate having to watch my life fall apart in front of my face...I hate not having any control.This summer kicks my as...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 19:26:00 GMT

Fathers Be Good To Your Daughters....

DAUGHTERS WILL LOVE LIKE YOU DOMy daddy did just that.He taught me to love everyone, and treat everyone as an equal.My dad didn't understand the word stranger.He didn't understand saying "no" when som...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 16:03:00 GMT

And I Need, Your Voice On The Phone...

ahh.so 5 days with band/choir kids stuck in tennessee.what a week.Started out amazingly.Realized people I didn't know I had.Justina.What is wrong with us?!How come we haven't been close like that late...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 20:57:00 GMT

Nothings ever made me smile so much.

Funny videosDad and I laughed forEVER. Funny videosI would SOOO do this with my sousaphone on. Funny videosDennis, Tydis. Biology class. Other videosSimply amazing...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 20:18:00 GMT

Maggie, They Killed Him, In The Cold Light, Of Morn.

I really FUCKING LOVE how myspace has god damn ads about jesus and how i need to deal with my hatred.I'm really tired of the conversation.Of the arguement.Who cares if he's real!?Who cares if he's not...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 19:08:00 GMT