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so in a nutshell; aside from the fact that I am a mother and so totally infatuated with my amazing boyfriend ...
I am a major Dreamer, hopeless romantic, very observant, sensitive, open minded, mellow, I like to help people and if I'm not upset, I'm a great listener!...well that's some of the good stuff; one of the downsides to being in any type of relationship w/me is I will need a lot of patience from you. I'm a worry wort, a bit pessimistic, shy, indecisive, insecure, stubborn, and a little daring.
Take it or leave it =P
Read on if you'd like to know more... so first of all...Everything on my page, relates to me in some way. Every comment, phrase, sticker, and picture holds some truth and even my songs usually connect to my life in one way or another. Things normally match too because I am thAt weird.
I've been told I'm very random. I change my mind often and I like ALL styles. Also capable of adapting well. Think I won't like something? you never know, I could surprise you! I take part in and believe in way more than people think.

I tend to play it on the safe side for the most part but I like the rush of taking certain risks. I like to be spontaneous and unpredictable.

Don't get it twisted though, I'm not a priss.
There is in fact a lot that is missunderstood about me probably because I only show the surface of my personality 9 times out of ten. I like to keep you guessing and it's also a protection.
I don't hide my feelings, I'll let you know the extent of it eventually but sometimes I can't find the words to portray them so I act up.

I get frustrated, mostly at myself but it's actually hard to get me truly angry. However, I am not always as nice as I look.
But please don't let label me because of that. I don't act like the typical Valley girl. I've come to realize that it seems to be considered a "fun" thing to do around here to talk shit...Well I can't stand it anymore. I'm also not short-minded like many people who are raised in small communities act. I Don't judge people by their appearance anymore. I do tease my friends and fam when they know it's all in fun.
I can definately be a sweetheart until you lie to me, underestimate my capabilities, and take my kindness for granted. I'm not ashamed to say I am a dork and I kid around a lot, when the time is right of coarse. I think having fun keeps a person sane. I try to put myself in other's positions to better understand why they are the way they are, their style, beliefs, personality...That's why I don't ever really hate anyone, it's just not in me.-- -- I sit back and take everything in..even though my memory isn't how I want it to be, I observe people and the world as if I'm watching an educational video<- part of why I get quiet. I can be quite illogical (especially when it comes to love).. I'm a big critic when I want to be and if you ask for it.-- If my mind is set on something, I'm pretty determined to do whatever it is even if it's the wrong time, which seems to be the case most of the time with me. I over-analize everything and so I don't make quick decisions like I should.

Mistakes are lessons and I can admit my wrongs.

Ask me anything you want!

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I'd like to meet:

Selfless, Mature and Real Individuals. I would also really like to meet someone who looks at the world in a similar way and treat people the way I do, but that's just wishful thinking.


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My Blog

Daughter survey #2

All About My DaughterTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Her full name is:Raina Augustine Parks Her birthday is:August 4th, 2007 Her astrological sign is:Leo She was born in:Kootenai County Hospit...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 12:34:00 GMT

Daughter survey #1

All About My DaughterTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Her full name is:Traylee Renee Parks Her birthday is:September 30th 2005 Her astrological sign is:Libra She was born in:Kootenai County Hos...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Jun 2009 12:11:00 GMT

Luv ya ♥

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND QUIZWHATS YOUR BOYFRIEND NAME?: Casey..DO YOU REALLY LOVE HIM?: Deeply.DOES HE MAKE YOU SMILE?: All the time.DO YALL ARGUE?: only playingDOES HE TELL YOU HE LOVES YOU?: ...yeaWHEN ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 May 2009 14:00:00 GMT

It won't work

You don't like me? Tell me who to be......You don't believe me? make up another conclusion...You don't agree with how I live? point out another fault...You don't approve of who I love? express another...
Posted by on Sat, 09 May 2009 20:30:00 GMT

Precordial Catch Syndrome:

This is going to sound crazy for some of you to believe.I strongly believe that I have "PCS". Apparently it is NOT serious or major, so don't worry.I have been doing some research recently because I h...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Apr 2009 21:00:00 GMT

It is what it is...

Ive been reading a lot recently about the psychological aspect of Love, and Perfectionism...Ive come to a conclusion of myself that may be accurate.I am a passive dependant perfectionist.Makes perfe...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 22:30:00 GMT

Family Guy - Cool Whip...lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lich59xsjik I love it!
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 21:22:00 GMT

Burn it and move on

Today I went through my old diaries and journals.I threw out a good portion of them that i didn't need.I'm quite proud of myself for that.Some of those things I was keeping was totally unnecessary.It ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 17:00:00 GMT

Let me go...

LET ME GO I can't breathe& Trapped. Looking through this liquid window, searching for a way out. I'm drowing. My lungs, squeezed by this weight of confinement. Let me go&   I can't move& Helples...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Dec 2008 23:00:00 GMT

Complicated

There's days I have so much I want to talk about and noone to say it to...The days where I'm lost within myself, I can't stand it.There must be something wrong with me because I am so damn complicated...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 21:00:00 GMT