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*~*bEAUTIFULLY lONELY*~*

**What do you want me to be? You treat me like a diseasE!**

About Me

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Create a Myspace LED ScrollerHi my name is laura I dont take shit from anyone and i give everybody shit sometime in my life. I have worked for everything i have recieved in my life it has not been an easy road for me ever...i have my good days where everything goes okay and i smile alot and laugh but every now and then my life just turns into one big fucked up mess. I have too many bills, a car that i pay for that doesnt run, i wear alot of makeup here and there, i am either to skinny or too fat it goes back and forth, im insecure sometimes but mostly conceided because i know i have what everyone wants to have...a good body...a beautiful face...and a personality that could blow your fuckin head off at times. I love very deeply i dont just throw the word around so no i doubt very highly i will ever love any of you unless you force me too hahaha. I dont trust anyone i have this feeling they are always out to get me or hurt me, even my closest friends i feel lie to me and stab me in the back as soon as i turn around ,but i live each day one at a time and i see how things turn out and all i know is in the end i will only have myself because everyone will get married have children die and go away. Just like me hopefully i hope that soon i will find my one true love get married and start a family but i need to find myself before all that happens. BUT to top it all off i love to go swimming, dancing, walking, driving, drinking, and socializing with hundreds of different people. I am the life of every party if you let me open up to you...i love to smile, laugh, yell, sing, and cry. dont get me angry its not fun, and i am brutally honest i will tell you the truth no matter how you will feel. anything else?
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My Interests

I love to go swimming, dancing, partying, i love chillin with friends and i love walking around to see who i find.
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I'd like to meet:

Raquel Reed, tyra banks, ciara for the moves baby the moves haha, and ummm someone to steal my heart.

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Music:


Create a Myspace LED Scrolleri like alot but punk always sets my mood and rock but rap i like dancing too. Iabsolutely love the murderdolls, rancid, bad religion, frankenstein drag queens from planet 13, mushroomhead, coal chamber, young joc, trina, the game, lil jon YEAHHHH!, saosin, cute is what we aim for, the bouncing souls, mudvayne, redjumpsuit apparatus, dj quik, dj boris rush, dj whitey night, dj go-go a night, dj fang bang, and all that other cool shit lol
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Movies:

the crow is my favorite movie so far but i like the notebook, kama sutra a tale of love, & also i am really into watching deep love movies.
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Television:

aqua teen hunger force, americas next top model, family guy, robot chicken shit like that. shit the smurfs flintstones haha old good timer shit

Books:

does he love you or love playing you? & Kama sutra and Tantra books

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Heroes:

my sister and myself we both put up with too much. my mom because she had to deal with my attitude. my father because he has to watch men hurt me and not do a damn thing.

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My Blog

this explains it all

New Found Glory- I dont wanna know Add to My Profile | More Videoswho says a song cant explain it all ....fuck men!...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 02:01:00 PST

If You Know me...or not....

Here is what i want all of you do no matter what!!! just take the time please!!!!the year is ending and i want you to leave me a blog comment reminding me of a memory we had together whether you know ...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:15:00 PST

out of all the stupid things....

i need to think about these past couple of days...why is that someone can just assume they can touch me? just because they take me out or buy me food or drive me somewhere??? why dont boys get it?? i ...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 01:44:00 PST

he thinks he can....

so he does want me back....why is this....he thinks he can have me back....why is this? i only have so many words for this....do you not see how you hurt me do you not see where you left me? look in t...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:17:00 PST

Another poem for the day

No more emotions*I look utside into the pouring rain, wondering what its like to feel real pain.*Is it bleeding and crying on the floor, or is it not being able to feel emotions anymore?*Is pain insid...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:54:00 PST

two poems on my thoughts

poem number one:The one i adore is there something really called love, if so why is it held so high above? i dont understand why it is great, because all it does to us is make us hate. we lose our fri...
Posted by *~*Now You Fear Me*~* on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 09:06:00 PST