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About Me

HEY GUYS HELP ME OUT HERE! DOWNLOAD THE MUSIC THROUGH THIS WIDGET AND THEN TAKE THIS WIDGET FROM ME AND POST IT TO YOUR PAGE! THIS HELPS ME SUPPORT ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS NICK BLACK AND HELPS GET THEIR NAME ACROSS THE GLOBE VIA INTERNET! PLEASE HELP ME MY DARLINGS! LOVE YOU ALLL!!!! xxxxxxI have a beautiful daughter, Xoe Jade and she is my angel. I am learning Finnish so that I can move to Finland where my heart and soul belongs. Its kind of funny being home sick for a place you've never been. ^_^ I will get there one day and I will work the hardest I have ever worked on learning this language. Its so beautiful and such a challenge. I will conquer it if it takes me an entire life time. I write poetry and song lyrics and musci, well at least try to lol. Ville Valo is my inspiration. His words speak directly to my heart and soul and constantly with every verse and every lilting note inspire me to be a better musician. I have this wonderful friend named Jack Ville Veikko Valance and I wouldn't trade him for the world. Thank you my angel for always being there for me...one day I will return the favor even if I spend my whole life doing it...may you find whatever it is that makes you happy in life....for you have made my life richer by every conversation that we have...You truely are an angel....

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone to keep me interested in life and death and everything in between. Someone hiding amaranth in the land of the day break...

this is amazing http://www.real-wishes.com

wish

My Blog

Random questions.O_o

9 lasts1. cigarette: about two hours ago since I can't smoke in the house I have to go outside and its cold so I said fuck it it can wait until i kill someone.... O_o2. beverage: vanilla coke....yeah....
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 15:09:00 GMT

Starvation

I see you sitting thereStaring into nowhereI wish you would stare at me like thatBurn my skin with your animalistic stareTouch me with those oh so rough but oh so gentle handsYet again....nothing....I...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Jan 2009 18:18:00 GMT

things that don’t hurt me ^_^

Ok so I thought about this and I decided to write down things that don't hurt me anymore like an affirmation to myself that I am moving on with my life. Kinda like self therapy lol As time goes by I w...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 15:17:00 GMT

wow

Love turns quickly into hateThings that were never said to my faceAlways stabbing me in teh backAlways taking Never giving backUsing me til there was nothing leftDefinately not wiccan and thats a fact...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 14:53:00 GMT

Never ending...

Winter comes againAs it did so many seasons agoI like to think the snowMeans you think of meThat each individual snow flakeIs each tear you have refused to shedFrom your once frozen heartMaybe those s...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 14:43:00 GMT

Split Me in Two

Ok this was written way back on May 9, 2007 lol just found it! WOO! enjoy! So fucking tiredOf defending myselfAgainst those who call themselves my "family"I remember a simpler timeWhen the weight of t...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 14:35:00 GMT

Grow up?

Dedicated to all the bitches I know. You know who you are.  ^_^ lol   Grow up you say?Well if you are so "enlightened" show me the wayRespect is only given when it is deservedHow dare y...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 13:35:00 GMT

Rnadomness with a side of FUCK!

How tall are you?5'7" Do you like bananas?Yeah  What is your favorite song of all time?Hmmmm thats a hard one cause its always changing lol What do you do on Fridays?work, come hom...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 00:56:00 GMT

Another random one from the Errrrrrotic Jack ;)

BLAH!Basics:Name:AmandaDate of Birth:12-10-1986Birthplace:Grants Pass OregonCurrent Location:Sitting at my computer with a smoke and my coffee wooo!Eye Color:Hazel but with more green sometimes then b...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 10:04:00 GMT

Random Quiz from Jack lol

Do you have any pets?Yes a cat named Jack Skelington (sad thing is its a girl >_ What color shirt are you wearing?Pink Tanktop lol Name three things that are physically close to you:Ashtray, smokes, k...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 22:41:00 GMT