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misanthrope

be bold; be different; be you

About Me

artificially pink hair`d, i live the simple yet complicated life of a bitter 16 year old. i`m a central high 267er who eats in every class she can. undercover nerd who is pink obsessed. cynical & pessimistic, i tend to hate people easily. don`t irritate me, i`ll kick you. i easily lose respect for people & i don`t always believe in second chances. i resent things & places. sometimes i even resent people. i forgive but i don`t forget. somehow through all this i still manage to make a lot of friends. i don`t believe in a true best friend who won`t irritate you, lie to you or betray you. i do believe in good friends who shares gossip, helps you out, knows when you`re down & is always gonna try to cheer you up. i can`t survive with my cellphone & ipod. i`m driven by hate, anger & resentment. so now that you`ve heard, go ahead & try to judge me.
Cause he`s the only one who matters

it all started on september 26, 2005. its weird isn`t it? a year & a half & we`re still going strong, no matter how many people doubted us. no matter how many people tried to break us up. no matter how many rumors came about. you`re so important to me. i know we`ve had minor problems but we worked through them, even if its taking some time. i know i`m not the perfect girlfriend - i`m needy & i never forget about the things that make me mad even if i`ve forgiven you. i know i tend to think about unhappy things & resent them but remember i will never resent you. it took me a while to finally let you know how i fully feel about everything. i`m so comfortable with you & i really can tell you everything. you`re my baby, my big baby - but still my baby. i`ll pamper you until you`re sick of me.
chucky & jade. 9265.


also, let`s get this straight. i probably don`t or won`t like you, especially not as much as you`d want me to. i`m a cynical person who will pick at your flaws. i tend to be mean. no, i don`t think you`re cool because you drink or smoke or have overloaded yourself on drugs. i think you have wasted my time by even telling me all the stupid things you`ve done. my respect is hard to keep & when lost, it is hard to earn back. if i have no respect for you then you might as well not talk to me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i`ll add you if i know you. if i you have a private site then leave me a message with who you are or at least where i know you from. i don`t add strangers without a reason.

truthfully, i probably don`t like you

Music:

Lyrics:
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

Television:

Quotes:
Smallville
LEX: You get bitter, and vengeful and then you meet someone, who's so good, that she might be the one person that could learn to love you. I would wait forever for that.
LANA: You don't have to. I'm done looking back. I have someone right in front of me, who I know trusts me. And who lets me see sides of him no one else does.

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One Tree Hill
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one. -- Peyton

Heroes: