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Desygn

About Me

BIO:
Study! Study! Study! But not the garbage taught at school lol.
This shit fucking disgusts me! We bitch too much about our lives and despite the horrible shit we've gone through we shouldn't let our depression be a road block in our creativity. There's millions of people living in harder conditions than ourselves and yet that doesn't stop them from creating works of art. Stop being a consumer and produce!
It's been a lonely road filled with much pain and suffering and just when I thought it couldn't get worse it did get worse, I lost everything I cared for in this world. I spend my days completing mediocre tasks that offer no resolve, looking for intellectual freedom and a place I can call home again. The thing I fear the most is to wake up one morning at 52 (even though at times I feel I am) and realize I'm still trapped in the same cocoon.
And I say to myself: Where has my life gone? Earlier days seemed so rich as I look back and so vast in wealth that was intangible at the time. I ask myself does happiness exist? and I remind myself it does in the moments passing.
Living in a world of order and chaos, living in the moment. Everything and nothing.
Love the night life, love to rave, there's nothing quite like a good rave. A rave is a place to forget your worries and sorrow's and just relax and enjoy life without the aches and pains for a couple of hours. Life's a bitch but it doesn't have to be constantly. While I talk to many people about PLURR, I always tell them the basic rule of PLURR is not to be an ass. We need more love in this world ...
Enjoy the time you have in this wonderful world, enjoy every moment you are awake, enjoy the pleasure of feeling a cool breeze or the heat of the sun against your skin, enjoy the pleasure of taste as you put something delectable in your mouth and enjoy the visions of beauty present in nature.
No greater feeling exists than the one that exists now. No drug can compare to the feeling derived from this beautiful majestic world we live in.

:: One Love ::
I'm a sincere guy who's experiencing life as it comes by, who takes the lessons along with the pains. You can't have heaven without hell.
You can never have enough friends in this cold lonesome world, so take a minute and talk to that person next to you or across from the room, you never know what you'll end up learning from them or if you've made a good friend for life if you never SPEAK!
::: I'll be your love but if I can't be that, then i'll be your friend, cause life's too short to live all alone in this fucked up world :::
~:Livin For Better Dayz :~
Id like to meet:
Enjoy meeting people from all walks of life; always can learn new things from someone and make a new friend. Do not judge me by the clothes on my back, the material posessions I posses but by my true character and the actions I take.
AIM @ SN: "Ask"
I know everyone struggles for an identity, some struggle longer than others, and some never really find out who the fuck they are. If you don't know who you are, then learn who the fuck you are! learn who you represent, question and learn from what you hold to be true; accomplish! and most of all, have PRIDE and respect yourself and others!
Most people are just like you! trying to make sense of this thing we call life, struggling to survive and figuring out what to be.
Success is achieved first through the mind, then through the world, never the other way around.
It is the individual who is not interested in his fellow men who has the greatest difficulities in life and provides the greatest the injuries to others, it is from among such individuals that all human failures spring. -- Alfred Adler
Influences:
Interests:
::: Martial Arts| Music | Art | Drawing | | Mixing | Training | Gaming | Cinema | Gfx Design | The Net | Animation | Dancing :::
Music:
::: Subfields in Electronica (Trance/Dance/Breakbeat/House/NRG/Hardcore/Chillout ect ..) | Rock (Classic/Modern/Industrial/Hard) | Rap (Oldskool/Modern) | Punk :::
Movies:
= Action/Drama/Horror/Comedy/Adventure/Sci-fi/Foriegn =
- The Godfather (Part I II III)
- Goodfellas
- A Bronx Tale
- Casino
- Scarface
- Taxi Driver
- Carlito's Way
- Cape Fear
- Gangs of New york
- The Last Temptation of Christ
- Serpico
- Casablanca
- Citizen Kane
- Pulp Fiction
- Memento
- John Q
- Life is beautiful
- Vertigo
- The Graduate
- Full Metal Jacket
- A Clockwork Orange
- Eyes Wide Shut
- Lolita
- Schindler's List
- The Pianist
- The Shawshank Redemption
- Saving Private Ryan
- The Green Mile
- The Boys in Company C
- Apocalypse Now
- The Deer Hunter
- Cidade de Deus
- Amores Peros
- Fight Club
- American History X
- Reservoir Dogs
- Rashomon
- Yojimbo
- The Seven Samurai
- Throne of Blood
- Heaven and Hell
- The Hidden Fortress
- Stray Dog
- Three Outlaw Samurai
- Kill!
- Samurai Spy
- Samurai I II III
*Most of the Zatoichi Films
*Lone Wolf & Cub Film Series
- Aniki
- Kikujiro
- Akira
- Ninja Scroll
- Vampire Hunter D & Bloodlust
- Castle Of Cagliostro
- Green Legend Ran
- Spirited Away
- Princess Monoke
- Perfect Blue
- Cowboy Bebop: Knockin on Heaven's Door
:::: If you're interested in knowing more about my personal favorites, hit me up::::
Television:
Contender, Con, Chapelle Show, Crank Yankers, Hollow Men, Mr.Show w/ Bob & Dave, South Park,UFC. Mostly Comedy Central and Hbo/Cinemax for it's documentaries and boxing. Used to watch Adult Swim but that got tiring after so many repeats.
Books:
- Basic Writings of Nietzsche
- Beyond Good & Evil
- Thus Spoke Zarathustra
- The Antichrist
- Communist Manefesto
- Das Kapital
- The Trial and Death of Socrates: Four Dialogues
- The Last Days of Socrates
- Japanese Death Poems
- The Jungle
- 1984
- Things Fall Apart
- Animal Farm
- East of Eden
- Crime & Punishment
- The Reader
- Hagakura
- The Book of Five Rings
- Gandhari Dharmapada
- The Crucible
- A Clockwork Orange
- Lies My Teacher Told Me
- Sun Tzu's Art of War
- The Tao of Jeet Kune Do
I also enjoy comics and magazines
::: Want to know more? Ask! :::
Hereos:
I give respect to every person who's fought for change that benefits the people; the proletarians; us!.
[Never Fear]
Say what the fuck you want to say! Accomplish what the fuck you want to accomplish! Don't let yourself be stomped! Respect!

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The Old Me

The old me is dead.
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 08:58:00 GMT