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(nOt)BeAuTiFuL

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About Me

I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.

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My Interests

Woman was taken out of man; not out of his head to top him, nor out of his feet to be trampled underfoot; but out of his side to be equal to him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be loved.

I'd like to meet:

I used to wonder how in the millions of people out there I would find the right ones. The right ones to be my friends, the right one to be my lovers and the rights to be my long lasting partner. Now, I just believe that we meet who we're supposed to meet.

Movies:

any movie with ACTION! ACTION! ACTION!

Television:

m-i-c-k-e-y...m-o-u-s-e...clubhouse and SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE - OOOOOOH YEAH!!!

Books:

KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR, THE LORD OF THE RINGS, THE SECRET, IT'S CALLED A BREAKUP BECAUSE IT'S BROKEN.

Heroes:

True heros are made when you run away from temptation, and no one knows how hard it was to walk away. Does that make me a hero :)