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!*"'She will chase you around for a while, but there is gonna be a day when she stops running circles around you. SHE IS GOING TO GET OvER IT!!..ANd and that very moment your gonna wish that you had let her..CATCH you..'"*!~
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"Already Dead"
for way too long
ive been trying to prove my point
trying to make a change
hoping youll FINALLY hear what i have to say...
ha, who was i kidding...
stuck in your own chaotic pride
too worried about what you should break
than the lives your putting at stake
man.. are you really that oblivious?
...
why does it matter anyway?
gotta get mad
when you dont get your way
..
oh god here we go again
try over and over again, but no matter what its what you
want in the end....
need to stay alive
so i let you win...
...
..
try and try again
hoping this time it wont be the same
im fuckin sick of this game
oh god here we go again
flip out
if it doesnt go your way
no matter what
in the end,, its what you want anyway
...
over and over again
this defines insanity
constant aching like a cavaty
...
spinning so fast
no gravity
,,
ive been so blind
to the truth thats right in front of me
but i shoulda known better
and i have no one to blame but me
i was the one who needed to make the change
but i didnt
i stayed
and every day i prayed
and here we go again
back into spin
i forgive you again
ha thats something
no appology
nothin
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i accept the challenge
mindfuck analysis..
lets play this game
all you do is complain.
when i give you EVERYTHING.
and im always to blame.
am i going insane?
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over again
same bullshit
slit your wrists now
cuz i smoked a cigarette
all of a sudden now you wanna quit
oh my God how ironic is this shit?
are you on a trip?
got me thinkin im to blame
i make you do this shit
damn i think your insane!
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what do i gotta do
to get rid of you
i cant stand the sight of you
...
was outside
asking God why
he cant show me a sign?
and within moments
started a fight
it happened that night,,,
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you stabbed her
for no reason
and u wont admit it
u dont remember
but im sorry--i dont beleve it.
everybody was drunk
but i was sober as shit
i already know
not matter how you wanna twist it
its been too long and im through with our shit
its over and done
but you wont go away
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what the fuck is it gonna take?
i dont ever wanna see your face
crying and saying u got nowhere to sleep
cuz u know ill feel bad
and then you grab on like a leech
...sorry not this time
i hope you sleep on the street
dont give a fuck if you eat
go slit your wrists
and leave me be
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go fuck girls play guitar
and mooch off everybody
u cant work but you got that down to a T
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after all thats done and said
you might as well shoot yourself in the head
because sadly, to me
your already dead...
--Jade Farrow (MG)
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Blessing In Disguise
Youve done something for me no one else could.
Youve opened my eyes to the real world.
Because of you, I never strayed from Gods golden path.
Because of you, I had to change my ways from sin to good.
Without you I dont know where I would be.
Now Im sure God sent you as a blessing to me.
Things will never be as they once were.
But believe me I wont miss the past.
Looking into our future I can see great things.
Now because of you, God has given me wings.
No one ever believed that I could do it.
People doubted me and said I couldnt handle it.
Now that youre here none of that matters.
Everyone has put their morals aside and learned to love you too.
The little lost girl has finally found her way.
No longer does she sulk and walk around with her head held down.
Because of you, my head is held high.
Now it feels like I can touch the sky.
With a smile on my face Im ready to face the world.
Im honored to know that God has chosen me to be your mother and to help you see.
To mold you, to show you and to help you grow,
But theres one thing I want you to always know.
Because of you I never strayed from Gods golden path.
Because of you I had to change my ways from sin to good.
Without you I dont know where Id be.
Dont ever forget, God sent you as a blessing to me.
~I Love You Julian~
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