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18 / Christian / Single / UK
Hi, I'm Emily & I love God very much :)

It saddens me to report that the past few months have been a messy haze of bitterness, selfishness, & anger. Not forgetting a healthy sprinkling of self-doubt and confusion. What happened to me? My soft heart grew cold and I lost all my grace. I hate being this way! I used to be so caring, so giving. Now I just push everyone away. This is totally out of character for me. I love having people around me, & I love it that they need me.. I think I just burdened myself too much & started resenting people.
But now I'm on a bit of a mish to go back to the nice Emily that I used to be. I want my compassion back; I want my grace back; I want to be me again. Please give me a chance to redeem myself, and to be the person God made me to be :)

Im different. It's sort of hard being this way. I can't do all the things "normal" people do. I've got my integrity to consider; I've got my faith to uphold. I represent Christ, so it's my responsibility to act accordingly. Im happy, Im silly, Im free! :) But you can't touch me. I can't have any lad I want. I need to be with someone who loves God just as much as I do, if not more! Sure, people get frustrated with me, but sooner or later I'll gain their respect. Its not about me though, not really. It's about what I stand for.
Love, purity, faith, and most importantly, relationship.

I like Owl City & Emarosa & Ciara. I like cookies & full-fat milk & house parties. I like new friends & charming boys & unexpected hugs. I like philosophy & good photographs & bubble machines.
I don't like liquorice or mashed potato or rowdy athiests. I don't like navy blue or south park or computers that don't work. I don't like it when girlfriends have a go at me for talking to their lads. I don't like being disrespected or patronised, and I don't like being ignored.

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Oh Emmy, I just wanted to say

Im a retail assistant in a department store,
men's section!
When I "grow up", Id like to be a creative interior designer & photographer :)
& a mummy!

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