I am me. I don't want to look like anybody else and I don't want anybody to tell me what to be. Ever. I live in another world and time period. I am passionate, funny and very tiring. I am fascinated by many people and things. I try to see the beauty in everything. I try hard. I am everything a woman can be. Beautiful, ugly, crazy, calm, shy, explosive, funny, depressed, alive, dead, thin, thick, tall, small, moody, constant, generous and egoist. I am all that.
Sometimes, when a piece of music moves me so much, I just wanna listen to it, over and over again, as loud as possible in my ears and deep in the forest, and scream. Ssssssscream to death as a celebration of life, I just wanna scream that I'm here, that I'm alive, that I'm a survivor to my dead beloved people. Scream that there is some hope against all this violence, scream to feel powerful, to fill my lungs, for good. And cry, cry on my knees and just let the beauty of sounds overcome me, and nothing on earth but love.
I am studying in a kind of university to become a primary school teacher this year. I wanna go teaching abroad in about 3/4 years. Czek Republic ? Poland? Dunno yet. We'll see. I want to go to Québec for a while too.
I love my life. I love my boyfriend and future husband. And I love life.
Bat for Lashes