Yesterday I get a call on my phone from an unfamiliar number. I pick up and its a man with a deep accent sounding very worried. I listen closely and I hear a woman in the background. The screams of a familiar voice called out to me in agony and as soon as I realized who she was and where she was at, I dropped my phone and ran out the door, down the block as soon as I could to find my mother layed out on the ground hit by a black infinity. After we were just in a 4 car accident a week prior............ So ya'll hit me up and tell me about pain..... Yea right...
The meaning of my day dreaming........
The day before I went to a poetry slam. I got on the stage, spit my poem and bounced. I gave somebody a pound and just left. I didn't even look at the scores cause I didn't care at that point. I had something to get off my chest and I didn't care what people thought as long as they listened. But I left right after and as I walked up a lonely hollywood street, this pain came over me and I broke down. I don't even know why but all I knew was that I felt a sense of coldness deep down inside of me. While everyone was still alive in the poetry spot I was outside....... and I felt alone, not because I literally was, but because Ive been for a very long time............ So since I was always alone, leave me that way........ Atleast for right now. If you catch me sleeping, don't wake me. Im in my own world and when Im here, I am in peace. Ima be there for a minute. So don't wait up..... Just vibing right now... If you're looking for me thats where I'll be. Until the savior comes......
"....I making it known that from here on I'm gone No trace you may think that its wrong but don't wait Im in my own place in my own time where there's no hate in my own mind......."- Sciryl Cooper