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JENNA

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About Me

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I don't add people who have the intention of getting into my pants. How would I know that? Because I do, bitch.
I won't add any of you fakers from my past who would talk shit and pretend to like me. If we were meant to be friends, we would be friends now. So quit being a loser and trying to add everybody and then immediately talk shit about them once they turn their backs.
If you don't message me, I won't add you or will delete your ass. Don't waste MYspace.
I have a pretty strong personality. If you think you can handle that and won't judge based on my cover, we cool =]
I really dislike it when people will say something and really mean the other. I'm not a damn mind reader: so, don't expect me to read between the lines. Just tell me what's up man. Don't drench everything with sarcasm and expect me to know when you're being serious, too. I hate how people will use sarcasm as a way of protection. For example, a person will sarcastically say they don't like whatever or whoever. Are you just kidding and that was a joke? Or was what you said true and you just drip it with sarcasm to hang on the borderline until I give you a reaction? And in result of that you adjust your meaning according to my reaction. That shit is so annoying! FOR REAL!
"I hate the world today// You're so good to me// I know but I can't change// tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath// innocent and sweet// Yesterday I cried// You must have been relieved to see the softer side// I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you// I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover// I'm a child, I'm a mother// I'm a sinner, I'm a saint// I do not feel ashamed// I'm your hell, I'm your dream// I'm nothing in between// You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am// This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man// Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous// and I'm going to extremes// tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing
Just when you think you've got me figured out// the season's already changing// I think it's cool you do what you do and don't try to save me" -Alanis Morissette
"O Source of Mercy, give us the grace to show forbearance to those who offend against us. When the wrongs and injustices of others wound us, may our hearts not despair of human good. May no trial, however severe, embitter our souls and destroy our trust. When beset by trouble and sorrow, our mothers and fathers put on the armour of faith and fortitude. May we too find strength to meet adversity with quiet courage and unshaken will."
"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities." - Dr. Seuss
Ability is what you're capable of doing.
Motivation determines what you do.
Attitude determines how well you do it.
What's your attitude today?
Winners make things happen. Losers let things happen.
TEN REAS0NS T0 DATE A DANCER =]:
10) WE KN0W ALL THE P0SITIONS
9) WE HAVE PERFECT TECHNIQUE,G00D RHYTHM,& A GREAT HIP ROTATION
8) WE ARE USE TO HAVING BRUISES ON OUR KNEES
7) WE ARE USE TO PERFORMING IN MINIMAL AMOUNTS OF CLOTHING
6) WE ARE PERFECTIONISTS: WE'LL KEEP GOING UNTIL WE HIT IT
5) WE CAN SHAKE IT LIKE NO OTHER
4) AFTER A QUICK INTERMISSION WE ARE READY TO GO AGAIN
3) WE DON'T MIND GETTING HOT AND SWEATY
2) WE ARE NOT AS DELICATE AND FRAGILE AS WE LOOK
1) ONE WORD...FLEXIBILTY (TRUST ME ON THAT HAHA!)
I believe that life should be lived with courage and a healthy appetite.
I have A LOT of energy. I've even had insomnia. Even after a long/strenuous workout, I'm up for more physical activity; just give me some carbs and I'm ready for more fun!
I can be bubbly and happy-go-lucky, however being that I AM human, I can have my moments of sadness. Or just not feeling as upbeat. I DO have a past, as almost everyone does. So if you're going to be one of those bitches that just ditches people when they're down, leave my page. Thank you =] because you're just cold-hearted, unrealistic, and selfish; and I ain't down with that, yo. That whole, "I hate drama and will avoid it at all costs" is pretty damn stupid. Stop being a pussy and take the hits because how you survive the damn drama is a part of what makes you are. TRUST.
I'm 20 and single and that's the way I'd prefer it for now. I'm still finding myself and right now it's all about me. But that doesn't mean I'm not up for dates :) Maybe someone can change my mind.
I'm pretty competitive and have a jealous side to me. I think everyone experiences that once in a while.
I believe I exude resilience, passion, determination, and drive. Ask any of my close friends and family :)
I'm truly unique. You would never find another girl like me and would never forget me after getting to know me. I would take you on highs that you've never experienced.
I'm a flirt, and if you're lucky, I'm a tease. Haha. Oh, and I'm a little affectionate (towards close friends and hott people) but even more so if I were to have a boyfriend. Once I have a boyfriend, I'm no longer affectionate to other male friends. Only to my boo. I love it when a boyfriend doesn't give a rat's ass who's around and will just be affectionate with me. Because to me, that shows that our relationship only concerns us and no one else. To me that shows that my boo wouldn't need any approval from anybody. I'm very passionate with love, but I don't just give that to anybody. I kinda go by gut feeling: if I feel that there is something worth while, I'll go for it. I've only had two boyfriends, both serious. So I choose wisely, that's different than being picky.
I believe in quality more than quantity.
I'm a strong woman with backbone.
My parents have said mean things to me, have made me feel that they will never accept me for who I am now and who I want to be later on in life, and have shut me out emotionally. Others have put me down. People have gossiped about me. I know what it feels like to have people purposely be mean to you, and with that said, I don't want to purposely make anyone feel the way others have made me feel.
I'm a nerd: I study a lot of my time and talk about what I've learned. I'm up for intellectual conversations AND some fun :)
I love dancing. I believe that everything is out the door when I dance and all there is at the moment...myself and the music. Also, I love blowing people's minds with the crazy things I can do with my body. I love doing that because a lot of other people can't do the crazy things I can do with my body. So why not show that off, right?
Volleyball is my sport. Been playing since 3rd grade I think. Basketball... point guard all the way.
I can care less about etiquette: I burp, fart, eat, wear whatever clothing I want because at the end of the day that is still a part of who I am... after all I AM human. Why not show off my curves and wear baggy clothes? That's just how I am, bitch!
You could literally talk to me about anything.
I'm goofy and I could probably bring a smile to your face :)
I enjoy cooking and baking (especially cookies!) from scratch. I love baking cakes for birthdays and anniversaries. Lilikoi cake is my signature dessert by the way.
I'm really loving. Once I love you, you'll ALWAYS know it. (Not just romantically of course). I have a passion for romance and um yeah.
I'm undoubtedly loyal. TRUST. I had a year relationship with a man all the way from Northern California while down here in Los Angeles. I proved to him in every way that he can trust me: I made sacrifices, refrained from being too sexy (which is something very hard to turn off), and etc. I'm not just loyal in boyfriend/girlfriend relationships but in friendships as well.
I'm talkative. I can even get quiet and timid people talking to me :)
I'm pretty straight forward and will tell you what's up on the spot. However, the way I bring things up can stir up anger and resentment. So be ready for that and try not to take it personally. I come from a family that yells and screams as ways of communication.
You have to be straight forward with me most of the time. If someone likes me, for example, I wouldn't even know it (because I usually take what others call "flirting" as being friendly).
I can't stand bitter and arrogant people. Pessimism pisses me off too. Oh yeah, I can't stand people that criticize EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. GET A LIFE WHY DON'T YOU?!
I'll respect you if you respect me. Got it?
I like wearing sexy tops that show off my twins, Mary and Ariel (think about those names now haha). I'm blessed with these babies. Also, I'll admit that my babies get me out of certain situations and bestow freebies.
I'm shy sometimes, other times I'm not.
I believe I'm the type of girl you can introduce to parents.
Ice cream, chocolate covered pretzels, and Philippine dried mangoes are my comfort foods.
I get annoyed when people say they'll call me and never do. Even though I may do that myself... HAHA.
Maybe I have too much self-esteem?
Goals and Dreams:
-Go to Hawaii
-Compete in dance competitions
-Print Modeling
-Enroll in simplyseductress.com
-Go to Christina Aguilera and Alanis Morissette concerts
-Put a screeching halt to childhood obesity/type 1 diabetes
-Go skydiving
-Floor gymnastics
-Be in a hot air balloon with my puppy (that is, when I get one)
-Put a stop to the Philippine’s problem with prostitution
-Open a club/shelter for children and teens living with a dysfunctional family
-Get married and have healthy children in a large one-story house with a basketball hoop over the garage door, large green front/back lawns, and numerous puppies running around with my children.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

complete people (people who don't need others to "complete" them and make them happy).
people that will take me on (natural/sober) highs that i've never experienced.

i have a thing for defined gluteus medius, tensor fasciae latae, and sartorius muscles (drool)

Traits I hope to Find in My Future Partner:
1. Self-aware (he should be comfortable with himself and know who he is)
2. Emotionally available (and able to share himself with me)
3. Goal-oriented (not the same as ridiculously ambitious)
4. Communicative (A MUST!) I'd like to be able to carry an intellectual conversation every so often. Stimulate my mind =]
5. An equal
6. A sense of humor (A MUST AS WELL)
7. A genuine zest for life
8. Someone who is capable of loving me on the same level that I love him
9. Someone who's not afraid to be affectionate
10. A strong man with backbone
11. Complete people (people who don't need others to "complete" them and make them happy). I want a man who is happy with who he is and how he came to be that way. I'd want to be able to know and believe that he can be strong and stay strong so that I wouldn't always have to give him a push to live his life. Additionally, this trait is so important because I don't just want a man who has the exact same interests as I do! THAT'S BORING AS HELL! I'd want to share his interests and hobbies that differ from mine because as a whole person, I'd want my significant other to share his whole self so that we can happily be a part of each other's lives and NOT be each other's life. Make any sense?
12. I don't want a man that can only have fun by "thizzing", drinking, smoking, partying, and clubbing. I'm a clean person and believe that partying and clubbing gets HELLA old FAST. There's that thrill of feeling sexy and showing off my moves on the dance floor, but after a while it starts to feel... degrading for me. Not everyone feels that way, but men ARE horny; and having numerous strange men wanting to grind up against me 3-4x a week bothers me. Why? My ex and ninang are the only people that know why I get all creeped out when men stare at me. Anyway, I want a man that can have sober and clean fun. Just going to the park is PLENTY of fun. Clubbing and partying is fun to an extent for me: just fulfilling some kind of sexy, stripper fantasy without the nudity. Because yeah, I got boobs and ass and can shake it like no other and have flexibility that would blow your mind; and I'll admit...it feels great to show that off because I'm hell of a rare find. And I'll admit, it sometimes there is a little boost of confidence when a hott guy is checking me out. But I don't want to do that to a point where that's my only way of having fun and creating/maintaining self-esteem. Plus, a guy that only has fun by getting faded and clubbing...seems pretty empty to me. There are so many other things in life than just partying, clubbing, and getting faded; and I want a man that craves that just as much as I do.
13. A man that is able to compromise. I'm not down with that "My way or the highway" nor the "Well, I'll do this if you do this" ALL THE TIME.View All Friends | View Blog

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"Diet" secret

I changed my lifestyle dramatically after my break-up with my ex-boyfriend.  I started to pay attention to my body.  My body reacts to carbonated drinks in such a bad way!  I get extrem...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 23:08:00 GMT

hott

Vesper Lynd: You're not going to let me in there, are you? You've got your armour back on. That's that. James Bond: I have no armour left. You've stripped it from me. Whatever is left of me - whate...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 14:35:00 GMT

ggrrr

I was doing fine today until my mom asks me how me and Mike are doing.  She still thinks that we're together.  I chose not to tell her because I know my mother... she gets all defensive and ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 21:38:00 GMT

Today

was tiring yet funny.  I hardly had any sleep lol.  Then I had some work to do.  Traffic was a bitch btw (like always).  Then I went to the optometrist to pick up my prescription g...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 23:45:00 GMT

random

I seriously love a man who has the balls to tell me that he likes me.  Seriously, for a man to stop playing games and realize that it's now or never...that he might regret it later on...and will ...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 21:23:00 GMT

Positive

So my self-esteem is rising :)  I finally lost the weight I had gained when I was with my ex-boyfriend.  My sunburn finally went away and I have a sexy little tan going on.  I'm getting...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:53:00 GMT

I

I listen to this song whenever I get frustrated and just feel like screaming.  I sing out loud sometimes, and it feels great to release that."Heavily Broken" Everyday I sit here waiting Everyday...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:28:00 GMT

A SONG AS MY PRAYER

On the way home from San Jose I was popping in random CD's I had stuffed into my glove compartment.  I stumbled upon this song on a CD with no label.  When I finally tuned into the lyrics, I...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 01:21:00 GMT

my trip

I had a rough start the day before orientation and after my girlfriend convinced me to just go... OMFG!  TOTALLY WORTH IT!  However, I didn't get to see people I wanted to see, but I did mee...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 18:13:00 GMT