save face | 
I remember feeling captivatedI remember feeling lividI remember feeling crushedI remember a cycleI remember words that didn't remember themselvesI remember not recognizing you as I had remembered youI... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:04:00 PST | 
No matter how many times he tells me I'm beautiful | 
No matter how many ways he tries...the truth of the matter isI will always feel I'm uglier than I think she is I will always feel that I'm uglier than thatto himin my mind I think I bridged over from ... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Wed, 30 May 2007 01:41:00 PST | 
I've got my whole life ahead of me | 
And all this time I've sat here and worried about the future. I worried myself crazy, all over a couple of years that won't really matter in a couple of years. I think I'm just exactly where... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:56:00 PST | 
It was like confession without a fucking priest | 
I feel really good. I think things have been changing. I don't know exactly where I'm at right now, but I'm not complaining. I don't have that blank feeling anymore, like things are missing. I feel li... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:38:00 PST | 
this weekend | 
I am 20 on Sunday. Happy Birthday to me.I re-did my whole room. I have a huge bag of stuff from this last time I cleaned and I still have too much in my room. I still need to go through all of my jewe... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:36:00 PST | 
Love's completely real.... | 
So forget anything that you have heardAnd live for the moment now I'm quite sure he has changed me from a skeptic to a believer Or I'm almost there... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:05:00 PST | 
just so I can keep my playlist | 
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ENFJ | 
 You are: 
slightly expressed extravert
moderately expressed intuitive personality
distinctively expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed judging personality
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Your Type is ENFJ.... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:19:00 PST | 
I've been starstruck | 
I've created ideas of people and kept them even after those people have shown me that what I thought I had or what I thought was there never really existedIt's always going to be hanging around my min... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:02:00 PST | 
hooplah | 
Last night either A. my sinus headache or B. being upset/uneasy made me throw upI'm pretty sure it was the headache, but I don't know. It wasn't cool. I left Brandon's house and barely rounded the cor... Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:03:00 PST |