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New high score, is that bad? What does that mean? Did I break it?

About Me

this boy makes me giddy

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My Blog

save face

I remember feeling captivatedI remember feeling lividI remember feeling crushedI remember a cycleI remember words that didn't remember themselvesI remember not recognizing you as I had remembered youI...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 31 May 2007 12:04:00 PST

No matter how many times he tells me I'm beautiful

No matter how many ways he tries...the truth of the matter isI will always feel I'm uglier than I think she is I will always feel that I'm uglier than thatto himin my mind I think I bridged over from ...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Wed, 30 May 2007 01:41:00 PST

I've got my whole life ahead of me

And all this time I've sat here and worried about the future. I worried myself crazy, all over a couple of years that won't really matter in a couple of years. I think I'm just exactly where...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:56:00 PST

It was like confession without a fucking priest

I feel really good. I think things have been changing. I don't know exactly where I'm at right now, but I'm not complaining. I don't have that blank feeling anymore, like things are missing. I feel li...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:38:00 PST

this weekend

I am 20 on Sunday. Happy Birthday to me.I re-did my whole room. I have a huge bag of stuff from this last time I cleaned and I still have too much in my room. I still need to go through all of my jewe...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

Love's completely real....

So forget anything that you have heardAnd live for the moment now I'm quite sure he has changed me from a skeptic to a believer Or I'm almost there...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:05:00 PST

just so I can keep my playlist

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Posted by Philophobi♥c on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:24:00 PST

ENFJ

 You are: slightly expressed extravert moderately expressed intuitive personality distinctively expressed feeling personality slightly expressed judging personality ..> ..> Your Type is ENFJ....
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 12:19:00 PST

I've been starstruck

I've created ideas of people and kept them even after those people have shown me that what I thought I had or what I thought was there never really existedIt's always going to be hanging around my min...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:02:00 PST

hooplah

Last night either A. my sinus headache or B. being upset/uneasy made me throw upI'm pretty sure it was the headache, but I don't know. It wasn't cool. I left Brandon's house and barely rounded the cor...
Posted by Philophobi♥c on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 08:03:00 PST