cogito ergo sum
I always thought that the brave would be the first to
go
Yet here I am with your hand enclosed in my own
Bravery is the furthest thing from my cluttered mind
Memories race from one end and into the light of the
other
Here I am awaiting something no one can avoid
as a rule I try to keep my secrets
and in the dark that is easiest
because you can't see how many fingers I'm holding up
you can't tell how many smiles I flash
it's better that way
i am not the girl you used to know. and i will never be the same again.
only you can determine what happens from here. life is to short for me to
worry about what you think of me. i am done with that now. and if what i
am bothers you then dont look. because i am done being what you want
me to be.
What isnt remembered, never happened.
Memory is merely a record
you just need to
rewrite that record
i am a peaceful person who happens to be filled with violent rage
i am tired of pretending to be ok.. it is one lie i can no longer live.
"Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
There will be alot more change before i am happy. Moving things around to find order in the chaos. my need to have things exact sometimes drives me to the brink of insanity but at least when i am finally done digging through it all, i smile. And regardless of whether or not that means something you. it means the world to me.
