I make art because I have nothing else to do. That is why i recognize art in all things. I am not ungrateful - I am just unable tell you how much I love this world, without forcing unworthy words upon it. I am not a sad person, I just understand the beauty in desolation. I have entertained all possibilities in a glimpse, and they humored me. The truth is that I don't know the truth, and I never will. I am the universe: my entire being fits into your perception, and yours into mine. You won't find anything in the next bright-eyed, lonely soul to walk by, that you couldn't have found in me. I am your best friend, because I admit that I have no loyalty. You will never learn to love me until you have learned to accept that I already love you.I am a ghost in all other rooms, and I call out to noone in your living world. "Pay no attention to me, dancing with myself, for I have every intention of being a failure in this world." I am only here to be remembered once I am gone. I will never be famous, I will never be rich. I will never be loved, for I don't pretend to have anything more to offer than myself. And oh, I will offer myself to you.. but what else could I do? "Tie me up! Untie me! All this wishing I was dead is getting old... it goes on but it's old."
Lyrics by the mewithoutYou
If you fail to see a problem,
(Which I find hard to believe)
Or if you're hanging on from branches
Licking honey from the leaves
you say, "The hopelessness of living, the childishness of suicide"
But there's a call to love my brother
That can never be destroyed
however much you talk,
However well you talk,
if you make a certain sense
It's still only stupid talk,
however much I strut around,
However loud I sing,
the Shining One inside me won't say anything...
Oh, to want one thing!
Purity of heart is to want one thing.
You'll remind me that I said you were
A quiet bed in all my noise to rest
Well I was charming you at best.
And you remember, dear, when I said
"My coming here was like a terrible fall!"
As we crept like thieves along your bedroom hall
I'd come down and touch your eyelids,
But if you stay up too late,
I'll throw you back into the cupboard
With the chipped and dirty plates
Like the carnival game,
with bottleneck and rubber ring,
Even if you win, even then you don't win a thing.
All I want is to want one thing.
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