IM DIVORCED AND TRYING TO PUT MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER. IVE BEEN DIVORCED OVER FOUR YEARS. I LIVE ALONE. I TRIED A RELATIONSHIP BUT IT DIDNT WORK FOR MANY REASONS. IM FREE NOW AND I THINK IT WILL TAKE A LONG TIME TILL I FEEL THAT COMFORTABLE WITH A MAN AGAIN AS I DID WITH THE LOVER I HAD.OTHER THAN THAT; I HAVE TWO GROWN GIRLS AGES 36 & 37 AND 3 GRANDKIDS. ONE IS 18 AND DRIVING HER MUSTANG ALL OVER TOWN.THE OTHER TWO ARE 2 AND 6 AND LIVE OUT OF STATE.I LOVE MY MUSIC THE MOST ;BUT I ENJOY TV AS MUCH. I LOVE TO RENT MOVIES AND STAY IN. IM VERY MUCH A HOME BODY. THE ONLY THING MISSING NOW IS A MAN TO SNUGGLE TO AND GIVE MY TIME TO SO MY NIGHTS WONT BE SO LONELY
SMILE by NAT KING COLE
THIS SONG SAYS ALOT ABOUT ME ! EVEN WHEN I FEEL SO SAD INSIDE , I STILL TRY TO " SMILE ".