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♥Marissa♥

At the end of the world I suddenly feel alive!

About Me

I love my family, they are the best in the world! My Father is a Management Operations Officer for the Forest Service who I am very proud of. He has come a long way and I couldn't wish for a greater Dad than he already is! Supporting us and making sure we would behave for my Mother when he would be gone on fires. My mother, who has played "taxi" for all of us 4 girls. She has been here for me, mentoring and teaching me how to be a good, loving, caring person. My parents raised my three sisters and I well if you ask me. My parents have been together for 23 beautiful years and still loving eachother more than the day they were married! My family is beautiful and they mean so much to me! Ashley, my older sister has always been there to watch out for me...dating the wrong guy which she has always been right and she protects me...my guardian. Suzanne, my younger sister, who can make me laugh even in my most angry moment. She is beautiful, smart and has the most kindest heart! Natalie, the youngest, so full of life and very silly. When we get together we become the most obnoxious annoying weirdos around. We do love to goof off! Malina my Australian Shepard Labrador Friend. She has never judged me and gives me the most wonderful gift, a friendship! Jason, my loving and caring boyfriend. My angel, my beautiful Jason. My best friend who I can talk to no matter how weird or stupid things will sound. I can tell him anything and I know I will not be judged. We have been through a lot together and I can feel us growing stonger and falling more deeper in love with eachother! He has showed me there is Love and he helped me believe in my heart and his. I love him soooo much! Now, who do I have to thank for all of this? The Lord. He has saved me from all things bad, scary and wrong. He has given me strength when I was weak, brightened up my days when they go/went dark. He has lead me on the right path and I am excited to see what life will bring! He has blessed me with a truly amazing life and I am thaknful for everything in it!
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My Interests

♥HEALING♥WINE♥ ♥POETRY♥WRITING♥ ♥DRAWING♥DISNEYLAND♥ ♥BROKEN HEARTS & HEALING THEM♥HEARTS♥ ♥OVERCOMING MY FEARS♥ ♥NECK BITES♥ PETER PAN♥ ♥FAIRIES ♥VAMPIRES♥ ♥CHAP STICK ♥MY MOM, DAD, SISTERS ♥JASON♥ ♥HEATHER♥TRACEY♥ ♥JENNIFER ♥CAELIE♥ ♥MISSIE ♥ERLYN♥ PEACE♥ ♥LOVE♥ ♥SOMETHING SEXY♥ ♥WINE SEDUCTION♥ ♥OPEN MINDS♥ ♥SOUND MIND♥ ♥MEDITATION♥ ♥VIBRANT COLORS♥ ♥BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE♥ ♥AN OLD COUPLE HOLDING HANDS AND CUDDLING♥ ♥TRUE LOVE♥

I'd like to meet:

Kind-hearted people...good people...caring people...people who know how to still have a good time without drinking and drugs. I already found my handsmome man Jason so don't you think for one moment I am searching for my "sweeheart!" I have already found him! Well, we found each other!

Music:

ALKALINE TRIO♥ AMOS LEE♥ ATREYU♥ BRAND NEW♥ BRIGHT EYES♥ JACK JOHNSON♥ MARILYN MANSON♥ MATT COSTA♥ MODEST MOUSE♥ MUSE♥ MY AMERICAN HEART♥ NIN♥ NO DICE♥ PORTISHEAD♥ SENSES FAIL♥ TAKING BACK SUNDAY♥ THE DOORS♥ THE HONORARY TITLE♥ TIGER ARMY♥ THE VANDALS♥ SOCIAL DISTORTION♥ DANZIG♥ MISFITS♥ MYSELF, I LIKE TO LISTEN TO MYSELF...♥

Movies:

♥THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE♥PETER PAN♥LORD OF THE RINGS♥THE EVIL DEAD♥28 DAYS♥RED EYE♥HOUSE OF 1,000 CORPSES♥THE DEVIL'S REJECTS♥

Television:

I WATCH MYSELF...IN THE MIRROR O AND I WATCH FUSE AND FUEL TV WHEN I CAN

Books:

Prozac Nation, Jim Morrison's Biography, My Poetry written By:ME!! ♥

Heroes:

MY FAMILY, JASON WHO HELPED ME GET OUT OF THE DEPRESSION YEARS, FRIENDS

My Blog

Rape, a story with a happy ending

A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visitsome friends oneeveningand time passed quickly as each sharedtheirvarious experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer thanplanned,andhad to walk ...
Posted by ♥Marissa♥ on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:49:00 PST

summer sweet sorrow

the thoughts are not at peace... they are rusted upon my soul. why is this not right? it's too far off...im too far gone. farewell to you...
Posted by ♥Marissa♥ on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 02:57:00 PST

Drugged Times

The words bled through my mouth like liquid pain... Seizing him, engulfing him... Every thought eating away copious amounts of his love for me... I'm on my drug. Guilt, pain, hurt, confusion, sorrow. ...
Posted by ♥Marissa♥ on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 11:54:00 PST

Love Lightly

My world of darkness... Thou shalt not ever be known. Trapped you in the deepness of my troubled sorrows... My own atnmosphere seems dreadful... To those who don't know. Seizing pain makes its way in...
Posted by ♥Marissa♥ on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 11:35:00 PST