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shawna*leigh

i'll shake the suger tree, till i feel your love fallin'...all around me3

About Me


hmmm....let's see.
i'm 20 years old.((21 on december 2, baby of all the things i am, i am happiest being a daddy's girl
i'm buying a house in my hometown...Hartford
i have a full time job, and i am not afraid to bust my ass everyday to get the good life. yay.
i'm going back to school in September.
i lost 3 of the most important influences in my life...
i love no one in this world more than my baby brother...
i miss my family....they're all down south now :0(
i LOVE my pets
i love pink
i love slow dancing with someone i love
i loove first kisses...
first loves...
and most of all, summer romances
i love the rain, but i hate what it does to my hair
i love to ride roller coasters.
my life is one giant one, in fact.
i like to fight with my man sometimes...
the make up sex is soooo worth it
i like late night phone conversations...
unexpected phone calls
laying in bed all day with *him*
8 hour sex romps
i love Cody Towers...fun loving, center of my world. sheer perfection
i love chick flicks
...sad songs
angry songs as well
i love ice cream with rainbow sprinkles
i love pictures
i love weddings
i love my first apartment...i'm going to miss it terribly
i love my memories...they're all i seem to have
i love flip flops
summer dresses
and fresh bed sheets
i cuddle more than anyone on this earth
i love holding hands
i love, love, love guys who like to look pretty....who work out, take care of themselves, yada, yada, yada ;0)
i LOVE the south
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i hate monday mornings
i hate people who hurt me
i hate emo people...what a sad life to lead
i hate waking up from a good dream
i hate not having any dreams at night
i hate being bored
i hate not having anyone to talk to
i hate when i lose my keys
i hate other people driving my car
i hate when people don't answer their phone
i hate distance
i hate break ups
i hate crying
i hate not knowing...ignorance is so not bliss
i refuse to let go of things that i think are worth it
i refuse to say goodbye
i refuse to sleep alone at night
i refuse to not say anything in an argument
i refuse to stop liking, loving, or talking to anyone just because someone else thinks i should
i refuse to be someone's bitch
i gave up on keeping too many "friends" around. they pretty much all sucked anyways.
i've been fucked over many times...pretty much by the same asshole(s)....and in return, i've fucked enough people up. i'm tired of it all.
i was forced to grow up way too fast, so now i pretty much see the world as nothing but a bunch of ignorant assholes.... except for my brother, of course. he's the very best ;-)
but to those select few who do remain on my good side, i am usually pretty good to them.
if you want to know anything else, IM me... xshawnaleighx (aol)

My Interests

Cody *mother-fuckin'* Towers && the incredible relationship/friendship we decided to act upon...$$$$$...cars...driving...road trips..basketball...photography...PORN...S&M...SEX in any imaginable way...s.p.e.e.d....Jack Daniels, Captain Morgan, && (every now && then), a taste of Mary Jane

I'd like to meet:

...someone who can manage to take my secrets to the grave...who won't stab me in the back...who will ALWAYS be there...no matter what. even further, someone who i can lay in bed with all day, doing absolutely nothing. someone who never gets tired of kissing or holding hands or cuddling. someone who will move this earth to get me what i want. someone who, if i were not such an independent bitch, i could depend on with my life...someone who will go to the same lengths that i will to get all the fabulous things this life has to offer...someone with the "power" to sweep me off my feet. good luck trying, though....i'm picky and stubborn. but i will admit, anything in this life is possible...

Music:

just about anything....

Movies:

Selena, Sweet November, Love & Basketball, The Notebook, Dukes of Hazzard, Wedding Crashers, The Exorcism Of Emily Rose, Ladder 49, Coyote Ugly, Saw 2, Freddy vs. Jason, Dirty Dancing, How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, Blue Crush, 40 year old Virgin, Honey, Save The Last Dance, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Rumor Has It, White Noise, The Wizard of Oz....

Television:

Maury, Montel Williams, Oprah, Jerry Springer, General Hospital, All My Children, Days of Our Lives, That '70s Show, One Tree Hill, Summerland, Gilmore Girls, Charmed, Desperate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Numbers, Howard Stern...

Books:

White Oleander

Heroes:

if you know me, you already know the answer to this little section....

My Blog

you’re dead to me...

Time, moves slowly while you're goneI haven't heard your voice in quite some timeBut I still see your faceI cannot erase the things you've doneAnd all the ways you kept me hangin' onNow your goneI've ...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 08:29:00 PST

Cody Lee....

youaremyshootingstar      &nbs p;         &nbs p;         &nbs p;   ...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:22:00 PST

Cause I’m a wishful thinker with the worst intentions

yup....just like this.She said "don't, don't let it go to your head Boys like you are a dime a dozen, Boys like you are a dime a dozen" She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I hate it ...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 06:55:00 PST

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!

i have never hated you so much.... The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:43:00 PST

update....woot

well....not too much going on lately.i am moving back to Hartford....buying a house. yay.um. got a new tattoo, new truck, yada, yada, yada.still working alot- keeps my mind busy and me out of trouble....
Posted by shawna*leigh on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 08:13:00 PST

and i guess you're the only one...

he's got a pretty smile it covers up the poison that he hides he walks around in circles in my head waiting for a chance to break me chance to take me down now I see this burden you gave me is too m...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 06:43:00 PST

I always thought that I'd do something crazy

honestly, i give up.well, kinda.i just don't know what to do anymore.you're stupid. really.i hope someday you see itI don't stop breathing every time the phone rings My heart don't race when someones ...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:31:00 PST

even if you are not just mine...

Can you rock with me (aw baby) Non-stop with me Can you take it to the top with me I just wanna love you babe (love ya babe) Always thinking of you babe Can you roll with me (ooh baby) All over me Ca...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:30:00 PST

*.:.she'd give anything.:.*

She's waiting for someone who could turn her life around, Someone who could make her feel, The way she used to feel, but he never comes. She dating, but no one that she cares to talk about. And all th...
Posted by shawna*leigh on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:56:00 PST

seriouly....

you are so getting fucked right nownot in the literal sense.but damn, she's good.hahahahawow.iguess wow is all i can say.sorry....oh yeah: yuck
Posted by shawna*leigh on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:34:00 PST