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Beyond Repair

Why Try To Stay Sober, When I'm Dyin?

About Me

I'm not single at the moment, and don't plan to be for a while. I'm dating a wonderful guy named Jeremy, he is my life for those who don't know already. I spend every second that I have free with him cuz who knows if I'll wake up tomorrow, life is quite unpredictable. I loathe drama and the people who cause it, it makes life so much more complicated than it was meant to be and it annoys me to the point of wanting a gun to my head. I make fun of myspacers even though I'm on it every day, it's addictive...I love to have a good time and just chill, I don't always have to have something to do persay. Just chillin at a friend's house works for me. I'm a fairly laid back person until someone pisses me off, then it's just best to leave me alone for a while...Cuz I will take out my frustrations on the person closest to me at the time even if they didn't do anything to me. I was diagnosed as bipolar at 13, though I think I'm starting to grow out of it...I don't have as many outbursts as I used to. I change my about me a lot since it reflects me, and I'm constantly changing.Generally I don't like people to begin with, most people are fake and I don't like fake people. I have six close friends and they are as follows; Jaime, Kyle, Tim, Cory, and Damian...My best friend is my boyfriend. I guess all in all I'm a fairly cool person, I just don't play well with others :)
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Gangster Name? TC
How much money u have? $396,940,463
Car yooh roll? Mercadiez BeNz
Gangster Since? June 1, 2012
Will Die From? 10 Shotz in the CHEST
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)
 
Turquoise
You have turquoise eyes. Turquoise is the color of communication. Your eyes symbolize your intuitive nature. You can be over-analytical sometimes, possibly fussy and egocentric. You have the tendency to push your heart out of the way and let logic make your decisions. You are not shy, but you can be secretive, closed, confused about what you want, and maybe a bit sneaky and paranoid at times. Some words to describe you: cool, refreshing, imaginative, motivated, dynamitic, calm, peaceful, joyful, relaxed, truthful, healing, meditation, tranquility, forgiving, patient, sleepy, and day-dreamer.
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My Interests

I am one might say a MUSIC FREAK, I'm quite ecclectic in my musical taste, I love dirtbikes, playing my guitar, playing video games(resident evil addict is what i am, though i'll play most any first person shooter game), I love to sing, concerts are a must, I love sports(watching, playing, doesnt matter which), writing is a career I am pursuing, but its mostly music that consumes my life...Jeremy says I am the music wikipedia...
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Congratulations, when it comes to the game of love, you're a pro.
Not only are you an expert player, you are a highly evolved one.
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Favorite Color? Red White Blue Black Orange Green Purple Pink Yellow Turquoise
Gender? Boy Girl Undecided I Don't Know Both Michael Jackson
What Do You Love To Do? Shop! Partying Sports Sing Write Be Goth Mope Rock Out To Your Fav. Punk Tunes Skateboard Dance to Missy
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Your Happy ____ Of The Time 54%

Your Perfect Theme Song Is... American Idiot by Green Day



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Which character from a horror film are you?

Satan (from The Omen)
My favourite one! You are well diguised and secretly go about killing all who will stand in your way of getting world domination. Go you!!

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I'd like to meet:

Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickenson, Marky Chavez, Jonathan Davis, ANNE RICE!
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The Five Ws
WHO
Who was the first person you wanted to be like?: My father
Who do you think raised you the most: your mom or dad?: my mom
Who have you not been completely honest with lately?: myself
Who is the last person in your family to die?: Bradley Franklin Harrell, I miss you cuz
Who do you think is the most attractive person you know?: JEREMY TYLER ROBERDS!!!
Who are you willing to die for?: Jeremy
Who has a crush on you right now?: I'm not sure...Maybe Poz? LMAO
Who do you want to get to know more?: Jeremy's family
Who would star as you in the movie about your life?: Christina Ricci
Who did you go to your senior prom with?: Well...I'm not going to get a senior prom :(
Who is the nicest person you've ever met?: Jeremy
Who taught you how to ride a bike?: Some fat kid across the street in S.C.
Who has been annoying you lately?: My lil bro
Who do you regret ever knowing?: BRYAN JAMES ONEAL
Who do you think will read this when you're done?: Nobody
WHAT
What your bedroom's colour scheme?: Christmas I think...Eck
What kind of ice do you prefer: cubed or crushed?: Crushed
What languages do you speak fluently?: just english
What about you sets you apart from the crowd?: I'm intelligent, unlike the rest of mankind
What impact have you made, however big or small?: responsible for the largest suspension ever at my middle school
What is your favourite game show?: dont have one
What would you most likely go to jail for?: possession or assault
What is the first thing you do with your paycheck?: cd's...Yeah im a loser
What kind of house do you live in?: two story ummm i dunno
What are you most uncomfortable with about yourself?: my openess
What's the first thing that you notice about someone?: eyes and personality
What celebrity do people tell you that you look like?: angelina and wynona(psh, fuck that)
What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: fall back asleep
What's one thing people people would never expect you to do?: Sleep with a fat person
What do you hope to accomplish in your lifetime?: Extermination of all Jews
WHEN
When did you lose your first tooth?: dont remember
When did you lose your virginity?: 16
When is the last time you puked?: Sunday
When do you want to get married?: not any time soon
When do you think you'll die?: I'd like to think never
When is the appropriate time to bring up bad news?: While im sleeping :D
When will you be able to drink alcohol legally?: 3 years
When was the last time you visited a doctor?: whenever he told me to quit smoking
When is it the easiest for you to fall asleep?: when its cold and im in jeremy's bed
When do you usually wake up?: when i absolutely have to
When will pigs fly?: tomorrow
When did you take Algebra 1 -- and pass?: my sophmore year
When did you start learning about puberty?: when i hit it
When is your parents' anniversarry?: no idea
When did you get tired of answering these questions?: long time ago
WHERE
Where were you when the first 9/11 attacks happened?: at school
Where did you have your first kiss?: on the bottom of the drama room steps
Where do you feel the most comfortable?: at jeremy's
Where is the last place you found something you'd lost?: Jeremys, lmao, i found my bra strap...GO ME
Where do you like to go for fun?: six flags during fright fest
Where would you take someone for a first date?: i wouldnt, im a chick
Where do you refuse to go?: ingles...
Where do you keep the things you don't want people to find?: in my car
Where is the party usually at?: where ever i am :)
Where is the perfect place to get to know someone?: in a darkened room
Where is the last place you broke up with someone?: in the middle of the road
Where do you wish you lived?: italy
Where was your secret hiding spot as a kid?: didnt have one
Where did or do you go to school?: faith academy
Where are you going after this?: home
WHY
Why are you in the position that you're in?: no idea
Why would you give someone five dollars?: i wouldnt
Why are you taking this survey?: not sure yet
Why aren't you out doing something else?: cuz im lame and have no life
Why are gas prices so high?: cuz americans are dumb enough to pay for it
Why is the sky blue?: i colored it with a crayola marker
Why do you think JFK was assassinated?: Cuz I ordered him to be
Why would anyone go out of their way to please someone?: courtesy?
Why are you on MySpace?: again, no life
Why do or don't you like the current president?: i dont cuz hes an illiterate bastard
Why do you cry at movies?: i dont
Why would you fall in love with someone?: i wouldnt be able to explain why
Why do you talk the way you do?: cuz i was raised in the south
Why are you single (or taken)?: cuz i choose to be
Why are you happy to be done?: cuz this was way too time consuming
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Music:

Dre, Eminem, Lil Wyte, Lil Wayne, Usher, Luda, Akon, Houston, Afroman, Chingy, Chamillionaire, Twista, Cypress Hill, Tupac,Crime Mob, Petey Pablo, Jay Z, 36 mafia, bubba sparxxx, Bone Crusher, 50 cent, ying yang twins,Outkast, U.S. Bombs, Manson, Godsmack, Jimmy Eat World, Hatebreed, DownTheSun, 36 crazyfists, Matchbook Romance, Ill Nino, Blue October, Finger Eleven, Limp Bizkit, Alice Cooper, AC/DC, Van Halen, Whitesnake, Joe Walsh, Eric Clapton, Kiss, Nirvana, Pantera, Pearl Jam, Taking Back Sunday, what used to be Blink, Incubus, Weird Al, The Transplants, The Crystal Method, Fear Factory, Adema, Korn, Static X, Coal Chamber, Depeche Mode, Unsung Zeros, CKY, 311, Foo Fighters, my chemical romance, AFI, Killswitch Engage, Snow Patrol, No Doubt, Coheed and Cambria,Tool, APC, The Killers, Rob Zombie, Collective Soul, thrice, H.I.M., Rufio, Saves the day, Lost Prophets, Story of the Year, Atreyu, Poison The Well, Silverstein, Everytime I die, Senses Fail, From Autumn To Ashes, UnderOath, As I Lay Dying, Thursday, Bleeding Through, From First To Last, Slipknot, Alkaline Trio...and the list continues forever

Movies:

Gore Fest Films(B class horror films are definately bad ass)
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability || 10%
Orderliness || 10%
Accommodation || 10%
Interdependence || 10%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic || 10%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche || 10% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Television:

That 70's show, Will and Grace, Just Shoot me, Smallville, 7th Heaven(god forbid), CSI, King of the Hill, Supernatural, Friends, Seinfeld, Everybody Loves Raymond(no clue why), Family Guy, Southpark, Fairly Oddparents(yes, I am STILL a child)Obviously I fucking love cartoons...So fuck you :)

Books:

Anything Anne Rice
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Heroes:

Michael (god forbid)....Marky Chavez....And oh yeah....JAIME!!!!!!!!! 80 Things You Might Not Know About Me
Whats your middle name? Joan
How big is your bed? Idk, queen?
What are you listening to right now? The quiet things no one ever knows-Brand New
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 0177
What was the last thing you ate? Brownie
Last person you hugged? Jeremy
How is the weather right now? FUckin cold
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? Eyes/body type
Favorite type of Food. Chicken fettucini alfredo
Do you want children? eh one day
Do you drink? yup
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? most of the time...
Hair color? brown
Eye colour? hazel
Do you wear contacts/glasses? supposed to, refuse to
Favorite holiday? Not Valentines day...Guys suck with taking hints on gifts...And I end up with nothing or a box of chocolates
Favorite Season? Spring
Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? plenty unfortunately
Last Movie you Watched? CKY 3
What books are you reading? None currently
Piercings? five, 3 in my ears, one in my lip, last in my nipple
Favorite Movie? Knockaround guys/CKY/Crank
Favorite college football Team? ummmm...idk, guess UGA
What were you doing before filling this out? being bored shitless
Any pets? 1 cat, two dogs
Dogs or cats? both
Favorite Flower? i hate flowers but if i must choose, roses
Have you ever loved someone? yeah, im in love now :)
Who would you like to see right now? Thats confidential
Have you ever fired a gun? yup
Do you like to travel by plane? hell no, fear of heights
Right-handed or Left-handed? right
If you could go to any place right now where would you go? Germany or Italy
Are you missing someone? yeah, my bf
Do you have a tattoo? two, godsmack symbol and a swastika
Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings? yeah, im still a kid at heart
Are you hiding something from someone? yeah
ARE YOU 18? yeah
WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE? skateboarder
DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT? nope
FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING? Christ I hate waking up, reality sux
WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR BEDSIDE? a lamp, my phone, and a mtn dew usually
GRILLED OR FRIED? grilled
WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE? everything
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? yup
FAVORITE HANGOUT? walmart, lmao
3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT? mtn dew, my car, my bf
FAVORITE SONG? right now the quiet things that no one ever knows
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? a lot of things
ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER? both
WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? bitchney, twitch, brit brat, twiggz, twiggy, chipmunk
WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME? ivan
WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME? Joan
STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD TAKE ONE THING? my car...but only if there were gas in the trunk...Its got heat, ac, and music...Thats all I need
FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL? Doritos commercial from super bowl
WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER? metro
FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE? myself
Whats your favorite color? blue
WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE WITH YOU? keys, car, music, phone, license, bank card, clothes
WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? attorney/tatoo artist/writer
WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK TURNS 11:11? Idk, pay it no attention?
THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt? black
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO TO BED? Everything I forgot to do that day, and how much shit im going to be in for it the next
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Whats Your Stoner Nickname? (PICS)

Tweak and Cha
One of the most fun and weirdest stoners their are. You often say dumb shit that turns out to be hilarious after a few seconds. You often make weird sounds and twitch a lot. You will use your skills of twitching and weird sounds to make up for shitty jokes you have told which strangly evens things out. You love smoking and hanging out with your friends and making an ass out of yourself. Defently a nice and cool person to blaze it up with
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My Blog

Some things that I hate to admit

There are so many things I could say about me, I'm a fairly complicated person. I doubt that anyone who has ever known me has truly "known me". There are too many dimensions and most don't care to dec...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 12:43:00 PST

Man Fuck Citgo

Those sons a bitches wouldnt take my license because it was broken and damnit I AM 18! The damn hologram is still on it, the stupid fucking hologram that supposedly "cant be duplicated". Man this is s...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:37:00 PST

Random Babble About religion

What is life all about? I don't think anyone truly knows, and if they did could they handle knowing? Life afterall, could be meaningless. What would half the world do if religion was just a pack of we...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:41:00 PST

My How Things Change

Life is so unpredictable sometimes, one minute your life is totally perfect and then within the blink of an eye your whole world crumbles. Anyone else going through this? If so, I feel for you, I real...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:58:00 PST

Senseless Explanations

Do "players" have a motive? This is a question that many people have asked themselves after a heart break given by a non-commited person. Many people think that players are heartless people out for no...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 10:13:00 PST

post it on your wall

So some say friends come and go, and truly they do. We lose people over things that we feel are of grave importance at the time, guys being the major factor here. How many friendships have been lost o...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Wed, 31 May 2006 07:20:00 PST

call me Dr. Phil

So while I was in a drunken stupor last weekend...I had an epiphany, love fucking sucks. Especially at seventeen, who needs love when you've got the bottom of a bottle? Exactly, the only way the drink...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 12:03:00 PST

update....

I did boycott the writing test, and damn do I feel like I accomplished something...Wow, I could change someones life with this....or maybe not....FUCK WINDER BARROW! Thats right, I said it, fuck all o...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:17:00 PST

Okay, so I lied

Alright, I know I said no more entries but hell! It's V-Day and doesn't that deserve an entry???? I think so! I'm boycotting the sophmore pilot writing test cuz they wouldnt let me take the actual wri...
Posted by Beyond Repair on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:21:00 PST