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AsH-HoLe

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About Me

I am a spontaneous, crazy, giddy , little ball of energy, that is always makin the best out of life, well, i try.... Im real sarcastic, and sometimes just completly full of quick wit. I believe sarcasm is intelligence, and i love being able to make someone laugh. Music is my life!!! I am a very easy person to get along with just as long as you are real w/me, im a good listener, I have always been"one of the guys", i am very outgoing and pretty hyper(adhd)most of the time. I love to sing, dance,sleep,& just chill. Im a people person, i can get along with anybody. Ive gone thru a lot in life already, but its all a lesson. I believe that fate is what you make of it, and if you want something, go for it. Nobody has the right to tell you whats wrong or right when it comes to your own personal happiness. Happiness is not a destination, it should be a journey. I need a band, anyone in this town that i have ever talked to about getting a band together, either flakes out, or they think i wanna be a pop star or something.....NOOOO! I just want to play live music with a group of individuals that also want to devote their heart and soul into delivering their emotions through music to a crowd, for the appreciation, not the money!!??!! But I am a chick who can rock out, and dance,SOO i would be sooo easy to make money through music...SELL ME...j/k.I was in ballet for 13 years. i was forced to quit b/c of bad knees. My job is nothing but singing,dancing and just being totally crazy for 8 hrs a night and I get paid for it. It sucks though because i am completely backwards, and i work weekend nights.My phobias are sharks and driving. I hate sharks soo much that ever since i was real young airplanes have scared the crap out of me b/c they resemble sharks...and i dont drive when its not needed, and even then, i usually dont drive farther than work and back... I over analyze everything; and nothing is coincidence to me, it is all Irony; I strongly believe in karma, and reciprocity, so i always try to do good for others, sometimes when i should be worrying more about myself. Im interested in meeting new people, but i have to admit that i have shun myself away from letting anyone get to know me too deeply, b/c of the psychos ive encountered, and the crap they've thrown at me. Or having what seemed soo perfect, was kinda torn away from me, for reasons i helped cause and reasons i have no control i have created a shell in which i hide.... Just a few scars that have yet to heal...the heart is supposed to bleed...time mends...fate is what you make of it!! ...I NEED A BAND !?!I am a vocalist of 15 years, and i would devote my soul to leading a rock band that was worthy of making a career out of music, so if interested, please trust that i have what it takes to rock out with my...socks out...
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Add to My Profile | More VideosHanging out w/ pals, singing, music, jamming out, hangin with my family, sleeping, and just taking it day by day, and making the best of it all. I dont really have much of a life at all, sometimes i get really lonely, but i deal with it. I believe that Happiness throughout life is a journey not a destination, so take everything as it comes, everything happens for a reason.I love comedy, and adult swim is awesome... I love the outdoors, and rain has got to be one of my most favorite things in the world... I only have a few real friends, but i know they will never turn on me...

I'd like to meet:

Anybody, and everybody....SOMEONE REAL!?!?!?. Im sick of fake people who try to hard and have to lie to me just to have a conversation of common interest. Just be yourself, and i will appreciate you from the beginning. Id like to meet some musicians so we can attempt to get something going....!?!?!?

Music:

incubus, aperfect circle, system of a down, sublime, evanescence, the used, my chem. romance, 10 years, old skool korn, deftones, sevendust, tool, no doubt, linkin park, chevelle, queens of the stoneage, rage against the machine,taproot, NIN, Muse, disturbed, breaking benjamin, 3 days grace, seether, 311, oleander, toadies, Our lady peace, gym class heroes, poe,regina spektor...ummm... i dig some techno, crystal method, prodigy, orbital, chemical brothers...the list is never ending.... Music is like crack to me....not that i have any idea what crack is like, but i here its addictive...shazaam!!This is live @ Red Rocks 7/18/07...the 5th time i saw incubus, and its super crazy amazing!!! Sick Sad Little World SUMMER ROMANCE(ANTI-GRAVITY)

Heroes:

My mother for getting through life, and fighting the bullshit it has thrown at her.... Maynard James Keenan for being a music god, and Brandon Boyd for his words that have helped me through sooo much....without jewels first 2 albums, i wouldve never really taken singing seriously...... Any musician out there making a career out of music, and not taking advantage of the affect it has on their fans...There are many musicians i worship, and would give anything just to shake their hands and say thank you.

My Blog

feelings....

A MessThe trechorous spiral my mind follows causes me to go numb. No feelings, no emotions; Just a bitter, lifeless cold. Alone, I lie, waiting for the warmth to return. Will it use its fiery limbs to...
Posted by AsH-HoLe on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:57:00 PST

"Without You"......(a poem written for the one i love)

      The frozen Picture of you causes my closed eyes to burn. But if open, they only shed waterfalls of my souls' lost emotions, causing me to drown in you.   ...
Posted by AsH-HoLe on Sun, 05 Mar 2006 02:56:00 PST

Karma

"Karma" Betrayel of regretful action. Reoccuring consequence. Harmful pleasure, a lustful spell. A playful gestures' reaction.       The unexpected....
Posted by AsH-HoLe on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:03:00 PST