Shishka [suburban-terrorist]

About Me

A few things about The Shishka:
..I am one of the 'realest' people I know. What you see is what you get.
..I Dont lie about myself to make myself sound better, or act a certain way to impress people.
..I dont even understand the concept of that bullshit.
..Every single one of my good friends has had a crush on me at one time or another.
..Dont care if you think Im pretty or not. My boyfriend thinks Im the most beautiful girl alive, and thats ALL that matters to me.
..I can read people like books the second I meet them. Most of them arent worth reading.
..I am my own biggest critic/fan/enemy
..I dont give a fuck what you think. about anything.
..I have an incredibely chaotic side to me that I hope you never have to see.
..I have no problem admitting I am wrong about anything, as long as you can prove it.
..I dont give second chances. Ill never trust someone again after they have wronged me.
..Some people just click with me, others never will, no matter how long they have known me.
..People have a tendency of falling in love with me too easily/fast.
..no one will ever really know me.
..I dont even know my self.
..My friends know they can rely on me for anything.
..especially knocking someone's teeth out.
..I'm easy to forget, unless you get to know me.
..then you will find, I am irreplaceable.
..While Ive been writing this Ive been taking shots of Captain Morgan's.
..END

Thou shalt remember that guns, bitches and bling were never part of the four elements and never will be.
Me, Summed up in a mental image
by good ol'Johnny P.
..a female form writes fevereshly on her own skin, she writes secrets of love, happiness, pain, sadness, and bitter betrayal. The secrets of the universe not worn, but adorned on her flesh. All of this knowlege, inhumanly wide in its scope, could set free the innocent, and damn the wicked, if only she didnt write in invisible ink.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I dont really wanna meet anyone. I just have a myspace cause I HATE phones.. and I have a cute boyfriend too.

The best friends.
living a life without every single one of these fools, well, that wouldnt really be living would it?

Kat
she is my best friend, my satellite, my hero. We have so much in common its unreal. She is by far Thee strongest person I know, she has gone through so much and came out the best, purest, and overall greatest person you can imagine. But shes not afraid to knock a bitch out. We have the greatest of times, no matter what it is we are doing, just driving around town, or sitting in my car somewhere. Giving life to the clouds through eyeliner and windows. Rewriting songs till were out of breath from laughing.. I love my darling katastrophy.

Madi
My best friend. She has stuck with me through times that none of my other 'best friends' would. When she was the least likely person to stand by me, she did. We have known eachother so long, through many stages of life, we have grown up together. Which is why we can have so much time just reminiscing about the 'good old days'. We have SO many inside jokes, we could practically write a book. We have the best adventures. She knows I would run to her at the drop of a hat, the second she gives word, if somethings wrong, she knows Im the one to call. We can talk about ANYTHING. For Hours. The secrets we share, and times we have had, make our friendship absolutely priceless.

Music:

Atreyu
Acid bath
Depeche mode
the cure
as I lay dieing
poison the well
wallflowers
Marcy playground
The verve
schoolyard heroes
hollywood undead
Beck
blur
thrice
Stalin's war
Emery
Bleeding through
horrorpops
Violent Femmes
Tiger army
Social distortion
Dramarama
silverstein
AFI
Nuclear rabbit
Of montreal
The Adicts
Static-X
Trivium
Mindless Self Indulgence
Nine inch nails
KMFDM
Killswitch engage
Fear Factory
Lollipop Lust Kill
SubHumAns
The Casualties
Lower class brats
Anti-flag
Bad religion
Nada surf
The Distillers
Bush
Jack off Jill
Orgy
Collide
Sublime
Wumpscut
Negative flood cycle

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Movies:

Breakfast Club..
Equilibrium was an awesome movie tho alot of people have never even heard of it...
'Saw' was great...
SLC Punk...
Trainspotting...
Party Monster (recomended to anyone who wants to see Seth Green and McCulley Kulkin as
cocaine addicted crossdressing ravers)
aaaand 'Spirited Away',
that movie is frickin crazy great..
Green Street Hooligans. havent seen it? see it.

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Television:

I just discovered the national geographic channel.. and havent changed it yet. I like documentaries..aaand Wonder Showzen, South Park, Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Simpsons, Robot Chicken, Futurama.. yeah all that animated shit.. House..Rob & Big.. SNL. Rockos modern life.. ren and stimpy.. ♥

Books:

Brian Jacques' Redwall series.. Steven King + Peter Straub, Dean Koontz... I Read ALOT.

Heroes:

my REAL heroes
1.my Mom.
2.Myself
3.Katastrophy
4.Milli
.Les Stroud [survivorman, NOT Bear Grylls. hes a phony. for real]
My pets are cuter than yours...

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My Blog

a collection of friends.

I have the weirdest/coolest/best friends in the world.And I just wanted to make a place where I could show off my collection.I think this is the funniest picture on all of myspace..next to this one..T...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Fri, 16 May 2008 11:36:00 PST

My Crazy dreams...

lately Ive been having really vivid weird dreams.. I think its cause of the sleeping pills, under closer inspection I found they expired April of last year.. haha.. anyhow.. this one was really weird:...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 09:52:00 PST

you are so over rated.

its true!what a hype.for real.and thats all i have to say about that.I thought I had a perfect boyfriend once upon a time.then again I suppose we all think of our first love like that right?After man...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Fri, 25 May 2007 02:11:00 PST

Fuck Nazi-Punks.

so the last rave I went too..there was a punk show at the venuebefore the rave started..and low and behold..as the punk rock kiddies climbed into their carsand melded back into the alleysthey were scr...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:29:00 PST

Im NOT crazy..

If your actually interested in what makes me a little weird..read on.if not, stop here. cause this is kind of long.So Ive always been sort of an outcast.but it wasnt until the past year or so that I a...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 04:51:00 PST

Chubby Disco.

Shes so fat, when you knock her on her back, its really hard to get up..shes not even that fat, shes just round and wide, haha.. well, fat I guess.Heres some cute pics to oggle at...and heres Fiji, tr...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 06:36:00 PST

Fuck Media Whores.

Its YOUR turn for my wrath. This goes out to you people that post bulletins advertising some specific group that you are in. Which wouldnt be so bad, I mean, I have nothing against advertising your gr...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 12:59:00 PST

dissection of shishka.

A Million Useless Facts I just felt like writing down.out of sheer boredom.I think J.P will understand. as only he is probably as bored as I am...i have eratic thoughts that dont make sense when I rem...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:16:00 PST

Crunk with a Sharp E.

This is the first photoshoot of the night.as we smoke.. our... umm.. "cigar"..you can watch the sillyness progress noticeably..And then the props begin..The haunting entity makes its existence known ...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 02:52:00 PST

A Finch Creek Haunting.

So, as many of you have heard by now..my house scares the shit out of me.and most people that have bothered trying to sleep here.since about...as long as I can remember.so the whole thing really isnt ...
Posted by Shishka [suburban-terrorist] on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:44:00 PST