I am a huge animal lover. Being a vegetarian and not buying anything made from dead animal is proof of that. I have three dogs (KC, Scurffy, and Harley) and a cat (Lil Puss), They are not my pets, they are my children and they are my world.
I have borderline personality disorder, which basically means that I am incredibly lonely, but will not let anyone in. I have been engaged three times, but cannot seem to get married. I seem to chose the wrong guys.
I absolutely love school and learning. I have an associates degree in general studies mostly because I could not commit to a major of study, but right now I am working on getting my bachelors in Health Care Management. I chose this line of study because I have been a medical transcriptionist for five years and hope with my degree I can teach and maybe find a job in management. I wanted to go to med school and be a doctor so I could do research on MS.
That is because I have MS. Before you ask, MS or multiple sclerosis is an autoimmune disorder where you immune system attacks the myelin that covers your nerve. This leads to all kinds of problems, but it is completely unpredictable. I have no idea what will happen from day to day.
Because of this and a bracelet that I was given, I have developed the mantra: Life is a Gift - Live for Today. This means that when I have a good day, I will make the most of it. It is scary not knowing how many "good days" you have ahead of you. Here is a poem I wrote to describe myself:
Cursed with good looks
Never expects to pay
People always worried,
she was always fine
You could tell her mood just by walking into her house.
many faces
Living on the darkside and took prisoners
Construed perception of God.
Yoga by day, party by night.
Dirty feet
Not one for good enough
Vocabulary of catch phrases
A strategic failure of sorts
Got very good advice,
hardly ever followed
No concept of moderation
Momma's girl
Vegetarian
Crazy cravings
Days to make decisions
Obsessive
Afraid of becoming the crazy cat lady
A performer at heart
Couldn't spell
thanked god for spell check
Just a simple girl in a complicated body
I did a little modeling this summer with some photographers - see below. It was a lot of fun for a while, but I had to go back to school and get my ass working again, so I have not had much time for it lately. It is nice to have a bunch of awesome pictures to look back on for someday. I will be doing the VOP Rock and Fashion Show at the RoundHouse check it out:
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