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About Me

Okay.Time to update this "About Me" section.This is from the heart and dome so be real and if what you read you don't like.Oh well.Get over it.I'm Ayala(pronounced A-jaw-laa).I can't freakin stand when people F-up my name.It's my name for Christ's sake.I'm 22 years young.My birthday is May 5th.Yeah Cinco De Mayo.Those of you that know me.You know the outline of me and/or know the blueprint of mind.For those of you that "know" me.You only know what you perceived.I'm a constant dreamer.Wonderer.Always pondering more than doing.I love to try to live my life to the fullest.Whether its love.Loss.Happiness.Or hurt.Every moment good or bad.Makes a difference in my life.Yeah I make some not-so-great decisions.But you live and you learn.Or just live.I don't have many close friends.But the ones I got our way awesome and more than a handful.I don't give a crap about what he or she said.And my close friends know that.If you have beef tell me.Don't cower behind some unmeaningful words.I'm constantly listening to music.Whether on me or in my head.I play 1st and 3rd person shooters.As well as survival horrors.My gamers know what I'm talking about.I'm a pretty random person.I won't say much at first upon meeting you.But I'm a bit timid at first and to myself.I like to read people before making a move.Or not.Most teenagers these days annoy me.Ah I'm a bit colorblind.My blues and reds(are more tinted colored).My close friends would describe me as: Funny.Pretty.Smart.Sexy.Random.Goofy.Wierd.Strange.Unique.Di fferent.Awesome.Stupid(silly stupid,not dumb,or ? what a minute!).Crazy.Creative."Rockstar".Bipolar.Interesting.Lovel y.Spontanious.Cute.Charming.I love extreme sports.I snowboard.And skinboard.I used to skateboard,bmx, and inline.But haven't gotten back into it.Pretty much the point is befriend me or not.Either way Imma do what I do.So you do you.I think I do a pretty good job at commenting back and messaging back people.So thats kind of a hint that I'd like the same thing.Anywho.Anything else just ask me.Yeah and oh did I mention I got haterz? Oh yeah tis is true.I say F*ck em.Cause while their hatin on me.I'm enjoying life.Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr! Laterz.Xoxo.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Socrates. Plato. Not Douchebags. That not-so-creepy unknown presence thats been around since i was young.

My Blog

my weekend + movie/cd reviews.

so its a beautiful windy bright sunny day..niiiice.and im feeling like Mickey D's..im lovin it.friday went to see the horror movie The Haunting in Connecticut...more like a suspense movie if anything....
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 14:13:00 GMT

this.week.

hello world..um..well as of right now..im obviously posting a blog..lets see..this week as been rather interesting..and pretty damn productive i must say..i got a job:Dand there's like this modeling a...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 10:26:00 GMT

2009 new years resolutions..and more...

the start of a new year..and im more than ready and excited for it..a bit nervous..but eager to have a new beginning and try to be happy for once..and get my crap together..here are some of my resolut...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jan 2009 18:01:00 GMT

2009 new years resolutions..and more...

the facts of the happening.

so many of you may have heard what has happened lately..well the many of few know..and whether you know about it or not..you still dont know the facts..sooo..to all the nosy fuckers out there...while ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 21:54:00 GMT

come the f*ck on.

why dont people have common courtesy..i mean honestly people COME THE FUCK ON!..its not that hard.be an adult.not a pig.i mean dont ppl's parental units teach them life's common courtesy???....WTF.psh...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Dec 2008 23:43:00 GMT

someone.

im not sure where im going with this blog..so im just gonna type some of what has been dwelling in my mind.do you ever feel like your not good enough?i mean not just compared to others but more like c...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:27:00 GMT

...happiness....

is an interesting thing..alot of people think that it involves money...clothes...cars...popularity..whatever..for me its different...happiness i believe comes from within..its that fulfillment inside ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Oct 2008 00:30:00 GMT

listen.

the problem i find most in people these days is that they dont know how to listen..people just want to ramble and rave on stuff and expect people to listen and automatically understand..which causes a...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 12:48:00 GMT

thefam.the"friends".thelover(s).

here recently ive been second guessing myself....questioning my feelings...and expectations of family...friends...and being in a relationship...so just bare with me with this one..ive never really bee...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 05:53:00 GMT