christoph

D.F.S Well were to start anyone that knows me knows that my life has been really hard on me for a good amount of time,mostly due to the descions i have made,but im writing this as one of my ways to move foward.I let my faliures be expressed through me by anger and with that anger I hurt and pushed family,friends,and well the people I love the most in this life away.Now that i have excepted my faliures I can move on and life is finally looking up for me.I have that great relationship with my son again.I love riding four wheelers with him and watch him play sports(which is basically everyone that you can think of) Its crazy I can just sit and hang out with him its like he is one of the guys i grew up with some of the things we talk about I love to hear some of the things he comes up with its hilarious.I have just recently started hanging out with friends that i have always had but never really hung out alot.They are great I laugh non-stop and I love it(i needed it).But the best friends that I have are great they have been there for me not really the way i wanted but i guess thats what real friends do be real and do and say what really needs to be, in any situation.I am a diffent person,better person now because of what i have been throught the past few years.Well now that i am getting back to who i really am you should know that I truly do love life and live it to the fullest and laughter means everything to me.The only thing missing in my life is the woman that will hold my heart forever.I cant wait to meet her and if i already have I cant wait for the day we both trully fall for one another and continue to fall forever.I cant wait to make evrything right for her,everything that i have ever done wrong or failed at in a relationship im going to make it up all to her.Tell her how beautiful she is everyday and how much she means to me, and the love I have for her and of course how hott she looks.Just want to make her happy for the rest of my life and so on...who ever she is....So this is were i am at in my life,if you got any questions just ask..... Layout created at