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winter comes and time stops flowing like it did before.

and maybe it's all in my head, but i'm almost positive it's not. not completely, at least. because time never really sat this still before, and when the snow fell a few nights back i was almost positive it wasn't moving at all.

so i'm waiting for spring
like i always do.
and hoping that when the snow melts, time will right along with it. because i've never been that good at standing in one place for long.

My Blog

it’s time for them to be scared of us!

there is only one thing worse than knowing that i did this to myselfand that's knowing that i have the potentail to fix everything, but am to scared to try.  _____________________________________...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 14:23:00 GMT

seizure.

i have to put these somewhere... this is the only place i know they won't be deleted.they're just my random little dribbles about nothing in particular.  sometimes the trees glow golden.  a...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 22:33:00 GMT

the time has come for colds and overcoats.

it's starting to feel like fall.and i'm to sure how i feel about that.the days just don't feel right.i have this turning in my stomach that won't go away, and i don't think it's going to.things aren't...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 17:21:00 GMT

its done!

i finally have my schedule for matc done.woah! mondaywritten communications 8:30 - 9:20am downtownbroadway musical theatre 10:30 - 11:20am truaxcontemp. society 11:30 - 12:20pm truaxmacro econmics 12:...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 14:21:00 GMT

nothing gets so bad, a whisper from your father couldn’t fix it.

i do miss you.i'm just trying to forget it.it's not working.
Posted by on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 19:35:00 GMT

take the fight from the kid.

i am bitter.and if you want to know why i'm still bitter,here you go.i hate that you listened to someone else, and didn't follow your gut.i hate that you were able to do what you did so easily and wit...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 21:30:00 GMT

and i hope you have the time of your life.

i have a plan.finally, after months of thinking about it and agonizing over what i am going to do with the rest of my life...i have a concrete plan.and because i need to get it out there and in somewh...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 11:23:00 GMT

flosstradamus ate my babies.

so... lollapalooza was pretty much the best weekend of my summer.  over 30 bands in 3 days.  horrible sunburn that makes people laugh [people being brie.] and i have no voice.  but it w...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 15:35:00 GMT

where are we?

sometimes life just throws as many punches as it can in as little time as it can.my life has gone from moderatly enjoyable to gutwrentchingly painful in a matter of a day.  but lets face it, it's...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 17:01:00 GMT

you are the smell before rain.

maybe it's just me projecting my horrible mood onto my location, but at this moment in time i can't stand sauk prairie.or winona.especially iowa.really just the whole midwest in general.it is a horrib...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 11:16:00 GMT