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VERSE OF THE WEEK YOU can heal your life

SOMETHING ABOUT MEL We have an apartment now and a new life ahead of us! And I have a job on a military base :)

THINGS you should know about MELISSA

I'm changing my future every moment.

My goal is to receive and give as much love as possibleI'm grateful for everything I DO have.

Materialism disgusts me

I love cooking & baking.

I'm perfect as I am; SELF LOVE

I have a Bearded Dragon namedSpike.

I have a Leopard Gecko named Morty

I like to play pool.

I enjoy singing in the shower

I like to hike in peaceful/desolateareas.

I recently became a vegetarian. My body is a temple

I wear flip flops most of the time.

My first job was joining theArmy as 92Y.

I always see opportunity

Big creatures living in the oceanfrighten me, even though I created that fear with my mind

I don't like bugs. Complete fact.

I admire people with intelligence.

I admire people withambition.

I love the sunshine

I can now overcome most "problems" or bumps in the road

I like water & juice.

Orange juice with EXTRA pulp is great.

I'm extremely emotional.

I tend to get jealous.(Flaw)

I don't care if people judge me. I am whole and happy!

I have a birthmark on my nose.

I have 3 tattoos.

People smile when I smile. Bring peace once again

I want to become a professional chef.

I procrastinate. (FLAW)

I tell bad jokes.

I likeswimming.

I've been playing the piano ever since I was a child.

I'm picky about what music I listento.

Norah Jones is my music idol.

I like Ivy League (My favorite band!)

I startedsmoking/drinking ever since I joined the Army, but I quit as of July 2008

I'm more generous rather than spoiled

I become more assertive when I'mupset.

I drive like a maniac.

I still kick butt in Halo.

I love the beach.

Ilike activities that give me an adrenaline rush.

I don't like negativity, so keep it away please.

I'm disappointed with how most people "think" they "should" live their lives a certain way.

I'm so much more confident

I hate spicy food.

I'm impatient from time to time, but I'm totally working on it.

I enjoy learning new things.

I want to experience "unconditional" love. I've found it within myself FO SHO

DIDN'T KNOW
I wonder what love is and why it'sso dear?
I thought I was in love, but it wasn't very clear.
It was dark, it was black, and I didn't know why.
Then my love turned away and molded into a lie.
He would look, but not see how hurt I was inside.
He didn't know me so well. Every night I cried.
I wasn't perfect at times. He would yell when I'd fall.
I was frightened, unhappy, and hurt most of all.
I would sit in my closet, crying to sleep.
I didn't want to live with this time I had to keep.
He wouldn't help me when my heart would ache with pain.
I'd hurt myself to mend it all, I turned out to be insane.
I was in glass walls, with a hospital gown, trapped in a tiny shell.
My heart was more hurt inside, so the Lord came to tell.
To tell me to hold on and to be strong another day.
To live for Him and not for 'him'. To seek God and pray.
I'm slowly growing to seek new things, without the old.
I'm trying to love myself more, it is what the Lord has told.
I still don't know what love means, but I know it should grow.
It shouldn't wither everyday and make my self-esteem low.
I want true love and I want more in my life.
Someday I will grow like Christ and be a good wife.
I want someone who will take care of me. Someone to mold out the bad.
Someone who will help me up, rather than treat me like a dad.
I can see myself growing to become stong, not weak.
I can only be strong if it is God that I seek.

ANOTHER CHANGE
A profound silence surrounds my atmosphere as I sit and ponder.
The sentiments move vigorously about as I wander.
My decisions are standing still while the time is running fast.
Why am I indecisive? I realize the time will not last.
The doubt I consume makes My trouble so massive.
I can’t grasp onto my complications anymore. Why must I be passive?
Another change might do To reconstruct my state of mind.
Discovering a new path May be hard to find.